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I have a somewhat disconcerting effect like this.  When I tried to consciously project, it felt like I was trying to die so I stopped.  On occasion, I get these strong pulses from sleep that put me in a separate state; this second one happens most often when I've spent time pondering, discussing or reading spirituality heavily and brings with it some physical things like:

• Problems consuming normal food; thus far grapes seem to be okay though.
• Sometimes feeling like there's a hole in myself
• Serious discomfort from being near strangers, especially a lot of them

As for astral demons; usual rules apply here: Learn self defense (shields, mental centering), find good friends (spirit guides, or trustable spirits.)

How can i can shield myself? All i do is imagine pure whiteness all around me, but sometimes that can be hard to do while my mind wanders.

Hi guys. I made a point of registering with a forum to post my "problem" because it's getting out of hand. Any assistance would be beyond appreciated.

It started when i went to a countryside cottage in summer. I stayed their for nights, but one night i woke out of a very light sleep and had some slight dream imagery in my mind, when for no apparent reason i said to myself - lets think of a good environment to Astral Project. I first thought of mountains, then flat desert (I currently live in Dubai) and almost instantly afterwords that high pitched sound in my ear became lower in pitch, very loud and very soft. Soothing on the ears. I was lying on my stomach and i could feel deep strong vibrations in my abdominal area. I had read enough about Astral Projection and OBE's to know this was probably the vibrational state. But i couldn't hear any pink noise or static. At least i don't remember doing so. It was crunch time, the stage before leaving my body. And i have always wanted to Project, i used to spend countless days trying and only ending up falling asleep. But now i was worried, cautious so i opened my eyes. And i've never forgiven myself for it.

Now. I got back to my home home and every since that experience sleeping has never been the same. I constantly hear this high pitched sound in my ear and i can always feel slight quiet vibrations in my body. Not from my muscles, like it's on a completely different layer of itself. And now i have this tendency to phase between a the dream state/hypagogocic (sorry if i spelt that wrong, it's one hell of a word) to the waking world. And everytime i start to enter my dream state, i hear noises of people talking in the background, sometimes music (i love music) and the occasional image forms, for no reason i bring myself out of it. And whenever i do the high pitched sound becomes louder, and the vibrations stronger. But thats about it. Not the same vibrational state i experienced in the cottage.

Now, yesterday i got too deep into my dream state and once again, for no reason - as if it was beyond my control i came out of it and my mind felt like it had been pushed back into my physical body. Very smoothly though, not like i was falling back into my bed with a jolt. No. It was like i was on a hammock swinging and my consciousnesses swung back into my physical body. It was disorientating for a second, but come to think of it. Pretty cool.

I want to Astral Project badly but i'm gullible. 20 people can say nothing bad happens but it only takes 1 person to say "demons got into my body, i couldn't return for hours" to worry me. I need to be reassured that i will hopefully have the time of my life. Once i get some good techniques. It's getting to the point i'm actually cautious to go to bed.

MAYBE it is relevant to note that i do meditate when i can. But i don't think I've managed to balance or even activate one of my chakras. Although i wouldn't know what that feels like. I need to get my third eye going or possibly my crown?
Thanks for reading. And i'm sorry if this is in the wrong forum, i had to get it off my chest.