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I went to my personal messages page, then tried to use the "jump to"  button at the bottom of the page to get to the forums. I clicked on GO several times, but no go...
I went to the index another way, but thought it was something we could fix.

I was once under a severe psychic attack. My astral buddies responded for me by pulling in music, it was almost as if they were pulling it from my own sense memories, to act as a camouflage for me. It happened to be the choral movement of Beethoven's 9th. It was as real as if it was being performed in my room, surrounding me and making it impossible for the assailants to pick me out. Or maybe it simply swamped them. It was so beautiful that I kept listening to it, even when I thought I was safe again.
This took place in Perth, Scotland. Are there some territorial types living there? A dark coven?

Last year I learned to raise the kundalini fairly easily and began a near- daily practice of doing so. The astral friends who were nearly always nearby at the time would always disappear during the process. They asked very clearly that I back off, or at least give plenty of warning, as it was very hurtful or damaging to them.
 I became fascinated with what was going on and went to a psychologist with a brain wave recorder. We first took the standard resting and working EEG and then I set my mind for raising the Kundalini. Mind you, I had not even started the energy yet, when the machine went nuts. Wild energy, blasting and swamping the readout for a few seconds. And this while totally relaxed. I have interpreted this as the exodus of my astral friends and enemies and their attachments.
 Next, I raised the kundalini and the waves were recorded. The psychologist said that if he were simply asked about the pattern without knowing the background, he would have said it was a clear pattern of JOY.
 Lesson I learned: astral connections can actually be measured!!!!
 If I could do it again, I would ask to monitor for a while after, to watch for the reappearance of the astralytes.

I so empathize with this experience...
I have repeatedly over a long period asked for information and clarification on some questions I have. And repeatedly, clearly, I have been told that "I already know!"
Well, I think that "they" (the deliverers of the messages) don't realize just how confusing this consciousness can be. I do appreciate their patience, but I am still awaiting the dawn.