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I know alot of people do not agree with any drug taking, BUT, I watched dmt the spirit moleculehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-9AHa9YXmM which i found very interesting, Dmt is the language of plant communication and can be found throughout nature, It plays a big part in many cultures Brazil but one, Who use the plant (ayahuasca) for there rituals, There are also studies being done on dmt which under right circumstances may be a help with many psychological problems AND helping those with cancer come to terms with dying.

I have thought about trying ayahuasca, I believe it is not something one should try or contemplate at a young age, I believe one should only try this later on in life when they are able to cope and have a good all round sense of being, BECAUSE IT WILL CHANGE YOU FOREVER.

I already see and sense what Dmt seems to reveal, All I will say this is on my "bucket list".

 

Has we are all gods, I can only answer what I would do,

I would create a rock "I" could not lift, But then I would recreate myself and lift My former self and the rock.

Nothing is impossible for those who believe.

I am a great believer in fractals,
When i "travel", I travel inwards along these fractal pathways (Distance and Time are no longer obstacles).

When people talk about obes etc, I believe we are in essence talking about these fractal pathways , Which we travel inwards,
How do we experience this world? We experience it from inside ourselve/s, Light hits our cones/rods sends signals to our brains that then "recreate" the reality we all perceive has reality, The same with touch/smell/sound all recreations within our brains. We do not see the "real world" only "your" recreation of it.

So the outside is in the inside, This is the true reality, This is where our true selves can meet. We are all within/adding to this fractal experience.

Always something new to experience/explore, This is the real journey (at least for me).

As Fusions said: "And a few nights ago I experienced another fractal like tunnel with babies faces in it (while dreaming), which was fun, to fall into a walrus with african babies and Jesus, which was weird and I woke up".

Everything is within, We just need to learn to tune into the frequency we want to experience, Sometimes we get overloaded with all this data(but that can also be fun, Which is why our experiences can sometimes be weird and wonderful).

Safe Travels
               sunshaker.

Sunshaker
CFtraveler
Lionheart

You must have little to no experience in dealing with mental illness. And Lionheart, you claim to be doing retrievals with suicide victims and claim to have success with this. Not buying it. Sorry guys but I find this type of thought ignorant and offensive.

"I think you have come to the wrong place",

I did not want to say but i "was diagnosed" as "bipolar" 15yrs ago, I WAS NOT UNDERSTOOD SO I WAS LABELED.
I understand more than you think, Just like many here.

Here at astral pulse we look past these so called "labels of illness", I DEFINE MYSELF. 

We have "believe" in something bigger, And believe most who come here have this believe.

There are many good ""medical/BIPOLAR" sites you could join, i am sure some here could point you in the right direction,

Come back in a few years when you are ready to revalue who you are.

All the best on your journey, where ever it takes You.

I am sunshaker.

I  understand we have to be careful when we say "something is not an illness",

ADHD IS "Classed" as an illness, but it is now believed in certain quarters, that it was a benefit to hunter gathers, Their hyperactivety  gave them an edge when it came to hunting.

The world is changing fast, sometimes it takes a while for us to catch up.

Only you will "define yourself".

I have nothing against "cannabis", Sometimes i think it is misunderstood,
Cannabis came back into my life 10yrs ago,

I was having a problem shutting off, there seemed no dividing line between wake/sleep, I spent most of my time sitting under the trees in my garden trying to find my balance, Where i met "Fats the cat" who used to sit for hours with me and helped me to see a new focus,

A while later i bumped into a Vicky a neighbour i vaguely knew, We walked up the road together (slowly), she suffers from chronic me,
At my house sat "fats", which to my surprise was vickys cat, she had been wondering where he had been going.

10yrs later me vicky and fats have a special bond,

Vicky is not a "young lady", And the M E takes its toll on her body, Over the years she realised cannabis was the only relief she found from her condition,"other than ALL the massages she now gets me to do" ,

She grows a plant each year and only smokes when the pain becomes to much to bear,

I started to have a sociable smoke with her the odd evening, I found this also allowed me to "just sleep", which was greatly needed at the time. Sometimes we just need to be able to power down.

But now i realise my cats are better than any drug.

"BIPOLAR", You see the world different to most around you, You are not "ill", You are like many here, We all hide/tone down our true selfs  from those around us.

You are not "mainstream", Enjoy and learn from some great teachers here.

EDIT, A little bit later , I was somewhere else, but we know "WE ARE EVERYWHERE", when i said "teachers" i meant more of fellow "travelers".

Over the years i have used cannabis on and off ,
I know all its effects, I still smoke now and again, the last few years my main reasons for using "cannabis" is that i know it makes it harder to ap/lucid dream, and sometimes my experiences are so intense, So i needed a way to shut them off, which i found cannabis did to some extent.
But for those who smoke cannabis and wonder why they cannot achieve what they wish, this may help,

http://medicalxpress.com/news/2013-11-marijuana-induced-memory-problems-over-the-counter-painkillers.html

In my opinion it comes down to what do we really see in the physical world?

I believe we are all "creators", We are all continously adding to what we "see" in the physical world,

What we "see" with our "eyes closed" is what "our" consciousness is adding to the physical, We are all continously adding to the physical, layer upon layer,
A aware person as more control to what they add, we can make small changes which few would ever be aware of,

We all see the "world" different to each other, but believe we all see the same,

There are "safety valves" in place so no one person or group can make drastic changes, This is released as energy ie storms, quakes etc.
We are parts of a finely balanced system.

Cheers Stillwater,

I,ve just downloaded sketchup, I can see it has many features that will make it alot easier for me, and hopefully allow me to take it to the next level,
That is once i figure out how to use these features, my computer skills are not great, still a 1 finger typer

@Szaxx
Perhaps now i can show more of these "complex interconnections", showing the quadrature effects,

Like you say it is all about "waves" cycling between each others orbital space, creating a sense of matter.

I can see clearly in my head, it is just a matter of giving it form.

I have been thinking about the alkali metals,

I realise these are the only elements that overlap each joining table, They overlap by 1 electron, having 1 foot in each opposing table.

They can only be found naturally in "salts", never as a free element, Because they are not completely "natural" to any table, existing between the "tables/dimensions".

Is this the "fuse" touch paper, that sets of each expansion.

ALKALI METALS SHOWN IN BLUE, http://alphaomegadotme.files.wordpress.com/2013/02/grouped-elements-allaafexpansion-ud.xls

You will notice each alkali metals electron sequence ends in 1, this sequence also runs diagonal from each element, through each joined table as shown in bottom charts.






All existing in every electron/universe,
We have forgotten we are the creators.
We are multi-universal entities, I eat universes for breakfast

Hi Seekingblue,

I went through a "change" which  lasted many years, "My "old world" is now but a memory,

I survived, I became a stronger entity, As you also will, Now i believe i understand who and what we are, and why we are "here".

I understand what i went through and why, I now have a great affinity with "spiders/insects/life/non life", They are part of who I am, 

You are "tapping in" to those around you, You are to giving "form to their/your fears"

Now YOU have been "shown", What you do next will DEFINE who you become.

Be strong, only you will control your fears, It is your time of "CHANGE", Time for a "refill", Fill yourself with all that resonates with you.

THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT

I have lately been overwhelmed with visions throughout the day/night,

One minute i am here, next i am somewhere else, sometimes i have "form" other times i am part of a geometric structure, Which i understand because i have saturated my "mind" with these structures, So i see them where ever i look, or when ever i close my eyes.

I follow pathways that light up within these "structures" that can lead me anywhere,

Recently i have been drawn to a certain path, at the end of this pathway is a large warehouse, when i first entered this warehouse i was greeted by an old man who kissed me upon the cheek and thanked me for coming as he had been waiting.

The warehouse is full of "living metal sculptures" of every life form, at the moment i just sit and watch as "he" sculptures these forms, for better words "out of thin air", but it is the energies he pulls and draws into form.

One wall is covered in a tapestry, which upon my first visit he pulled back, revealing a "white vault door" similar to a bank vault but much larger, I have yet to be shown what is inside this vault, I feel like the "karate kid" wipe on wipe off,

Hopefully soon i will be ready to enter as my mind is running wild with anticipation on what i will find.

I have come up with a Simple Formula showing how each "table" joins.

Each Z WITH A CIRCLE REPRESENTS A COMPLETE TABLE FROM Z1>Z172 The circle represents the place of hydrogen in each table.


http://alphaomegadotme.files.wordpress.com/2013/02/mark-006.jpg?w=640&h=853  Formula



http://alphaomegadotme.files.wordpress.com/2013/02/mark-042.jpg?w=640&h=480 The expanding multiverse.



EXPANSIONS WITHIN EXPANSIONS.


http://alphaomegadotme.files.wordpress.com/2013/02/grouped-elements-allaafex.xls showing how tables are joinned. in the bottom chart you will see the beginning of a "wave structure" this "wave" passes through the above structures.

I see the vibrations to the "sheets/layers" has the rebalancing of the electrons in expanding space through "Emerium element 172", i also believe each "sheet/layer" turns 60degrees as "shownish" in bottom diagram of noble/space HEXAGRAM WITHIN HEXAGRAM continuing to fractal levels
http://alphaomegadotme.files.wordpress.com/2013/02/new-grid-emerium-star1ab.xls

I stand corrected it is a "full 90degree" turn between each "fractal layer".

Hi Szaxx,
Interesting read, You say tomato i say tamato, what you say i agree with i can visualise your nodes/antinodes, and see the dimensions as "layer upon layer".
I have no problem "visualizing" in many dimensions, it is all i do , I just have a problem vocalizing those visuals,

I see the vibrations to the "sheets/layers" has the rebalancing of the electrons in expanding space through "Emerium element 172", i also believe each "sheet/layer" turns 60degrees as "shownish" in bottom diagram of noble/space HEXAGRAM WITHIN HEXAGRAM continuing to fractal levels
http://alphaomegadotme.files.wordpress.com/2013/02/new-grid-emerium-star1ab.xls
When you say "each lower sheet" will have a lower reactivity than the higher", it is how i see "isotopes" being just lower to this higher/elements.

You are also right we only "see" the smallest amount of "reality",
Density being a big part of this "reality", why it is good to be "centered" ,As within elements, Leaving the "higher unstable massive elements being "transient/synthetic" to this "reality".

One way i like to visualise density is just to draw loads of circles over circles, it does then not matter how big a circle is, you will end up with a "dense center" where many circles overlap.




Slightly off subject but worth a try, there are many ways to view reality, to take a 2d object and see 3d, example the above attachment, enlarge any of the blocks of elements to fill screen, cross your eyes so you see two screens of element blocks, slowly let them merge and hold them so they overlap about 50% and everything will jump to 3d. With pratice you can take this simple technique and use wherever you want.

This as help me to visualise what is there but not always seen.

Short bbc film, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6NnCOs20GQ&feature=player_embedded

I LOVE THE BEAUTY OF CHAOS

SUPERGRAVITY/11 dimensions

Supergravity is about "opposeing heavy elements",
You will notice within this chart how each "element" as an opposeing "element", you will notice that the "lighter elements hydrogen/helium etc have opposeing "higher elements", which in simple terms the lower the elements the higher the opposeing element force, which is why hydrogen/helium etc are effected more by the "outside force", and the higher elements up the table have less "outside force" pulling on them, which gives them a sense of "weight".



http://scienceforums.com/index.php?app=core&module=attach&section=attach&attach_id=3743

Showing the halogen/nobles/alkali metals/alkaline earth metals and how the expand between the "tables" and how they fit together, You will see how hydrogen behaves like an halogen and fits within that group.
Also how element 120 as been theorised may or may not be an alkaline earth metal, but here fits into that group.

You will see there are 11 of these groups/expansions (Mtheory/Supergravity). There are expansions from each of these 11 groups that expand through each other group,
                                                                    7
You will notice where the "opposeing tables join" 8 "2 1 2" 8  noble/hydrogen/helium.
                                                                            7
We have to realise "elements" are not stand alone particles, Everything connects to everything.

A good table of elements and electron sequences, and information on all know groups/elements http://www.ptable.com/




Astral pulsers
I will be glad once we can all understand the true meaning and can all step beyond,

I like many here understand "science", but i also understand what is "beyond", and this is what causes conflict,

To most "science/beyond" do not mix, so they will never see the complete picture.


 

EMERIUM 2 8 8 18 18 32 32 18 18 8 8 2

Just an update showing how everything expands within Emerium twelve noble element172,
I have tried to show how Emerium rebalances itself through  "Noble space", you will see Emerium expands within Emerium, Emerium encases Emerium, Forming a latice,
http://alphaomegadotme.files.wordpress.com/2013/02/new-grid-emerium-star1ab.xls
View 1st in smallest magnification and scroll down to see structure.

I also realised when i added up all the electrons through the nobles, it came to 1118, which i googled and found this which i thought was interesting, http://www.biblewheel.com/GR/GR_1118.php As it shows the same structure, but thats for another time.



ELEMENTS WITHIN ELEMENTS

Elements only reflect where we are within this current expansion,

As we know noble elements have 8 electrons in their valence shells, Nobles are sandwiched between a halogen and a alkali metal, one wanting to give up a electron and one wanting an electron, as shown in table,
I have come to realise there are many levels of expansion and the elements reflect where we are within this expansion,
Within this table you will see each noble shown in yellow sandwiched between a halogen/alkali metal, you will see these expand within Emerium element172 electron seq 2 8 8 18 18 32 32 18 18 8 8 2 also shown in yellow,
You will also notice in green/blue other elements that when condensed/expanded(earlier/later stages of expansion)are halogens/nobles/alkali elements, it is relative to where we are within said "universal expansion".
example
PRESENT 2 8 13 2
MN 25
past/future 2 8 8 7

PRESENT 2 8 14 2
IRON 26
past/future2 8 8 8

PRESENT 2 8 15 2
COBALT 27
past/future 2 8 8 8 1
Everything expands within Emerium, there are expansions within expansions, the elements reflect where we are now within this expansion, Elements are not stand alone particles, everything is connected to everything.
http://scienceforums.com/index.php?app=core&module=attach&section=attach&attach_id=3741
Once you realise the stages of expansion it is possible to work out where we are within this "universe expansion",

"What would you do if you could spontaneously Astral Project RIGHT NOW?"

You can't astral project at will?       Neither can i yet

At first i thought i would pop back and have a word with my younger self, then i realised i like who i am now, Perhaps i could change some of my mistakes but they have made me who i am. I am far from perfect but that leaves me something to aim for

Then i realised if i could astral project at a drop of my hat with full awareness, I would go inwards through my cells, Molecules, Atoms, Into the electron multiverse (the place to be) where every possibility is there to explore, On to our universe, Solar system, Earth, Back to myself,

By thinking this, I know that somewhere i am making this journey with FULL AWARENESS..

Poor child,
I am always weary of what i see on the internet, if this is true i am surprised they have not recorded this happening if he is under constant care.

Whatever the case may be i will still send my healing energies to him, as i hope many here also do,

I believe we are all expanding as our "universe" expands, which is why there seems to be more cancers, as our cells are expanding on the microscopic levels, which i believe could be the reason for this childs SHC.
Perhaps this will be something we start to hear about more often.

A decompression chamber comes to mind, "what divers use", to rebalance the childs equilibrium.

Is someone after your bacon extracrispy? Sorry for that porker

Seriously something simple i used to find helpful in these moments,  was to light a candle for "Myself" as the candle burns the energy expands around you and keeps anything unwanted entering this expanded space, You will feel the difference and soon realise there is nothing that can harm you, These are just "astral trolls" looking to get high of others fears, THEY SOON MOVE ON WHEN THEY REALISE YOU WON'T PLAY.

I believe you are going through a opening of your awareness,

This was a stage i also went through, it was a scarey time, Conversations took on new levels of meaning "to me", i was bombarded on every front, i could find no way to turn "it" off, you at first feel isolated/attacked,

Over time i realised the one of the easiest levels we access are our "fear levels", which "leak from people" normally unnoticed, these emotions can be picked up by us when we are "tuned in", the same as a tv that as many channels but we only normally tune into one at a time,

You will over time, without realising begin to tune into deeper levels, Where a new understanding to what we are will open up to you, A oneness with everything, a connection on levels you never knew was possible,

"Embrace it", Do not fear it, It is just a level you are passing through. See you on the otherside

I was not on yesterday,
"What a difference a day makes", glad all's ok,
All the best, sunshaker.

A very fast paced workout immediately before trying ( this can be give an exit within 2 mins, scarey at first, not a beginners thing).

"A very fast paced workout immediately before trying", Scaring me , 

I find i have good experiences when i have been more aware during the day, opening my senses to all thats around me, Instead of being on auto pilot.
I then when weather permits like to sleep outside, And pick a star and focus through said star, This always leads me to an exciting experience.

And the odd ufo/dancing stars , but thats for another time