OK this is kind of crazy but hear me out.
here is a little back round info about myself first. I just registered because i was so frightened by this experience although i used to read the forums alot about a year ago. I am a young man.. 18. not a bad age
today i was in the kitchen thinking about myself..
. I get this thought that i've been dead.. for a long time... and suddenly my whole world became very shaky and i felt like things were starting to make sense. i realized that I've just kept living in my own thoughts and that nothing is real and i got freaked out cuz i had a near death experience a few months ago and suddenly something shuved the idea into my brain that i had died that day. all this crazy stuff is happening like I'm noticing synchronicity and weird coincidences that i feel like something is trying to tell me something but its freaking me out
i feel like either my sanity or my health is on the edge and i realize that that's a big burden for some people to respond to but i feel like telling some anonymous people might be the right thing to do
here is a little back round info about myself first. I just registered because i was so frightened by this experience although i used to read the forums alot about a year ago. I am a young man.. 18. not a bad age
today i was in the kitchen thinking about myself..
. I get this thought that i've been dead.. for a long time... and suddenly my whole world became very shaky and i felt like things were starting to make sense. i realized that I've just kept living in my own thoughts and that nothing is real and i got freaked out cuz i had a near death experience a few months ago and suddenly something shuved the idea into my brain that i had died that day. all this crazy stuff is happening like I'm noticing synchronicity and weird coincidences that i feel like something is trying to tell me something but its freaking me out
i feel like either my sanity or my health is on the edge and i realize that that's a big burden for some people to respond to but i feel like telling some anonymous people might be the right thing to do