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Some people go out into a crowd of people and they are energized by it. Other people can go out into a crowd and then need to be alone to recover. People exchange energy all the time. As long as you think of it as your personal energy, you can be drained. It is okay to change your beliefs, so that you believe that a universal supply of energy is flowing through you and that when people receive energy it is coming through you from the limitless supply. This can leave you with more energy than you had before. You do not need to be attuned to reiki to change your beliefs so that your energy comes from a limitless supply. It can help to receive reiki attunements and lessons if you want to shift your beliefs and simply find it difficult to do this on your own.

This isn't a matter of different machines running on one battery. This is a matter of a calculator, for example, drawing in the essence of a car. Calculators aren't driven around. I am taking on people empathically. It is too much for me. Although that may not necessarily be causing my problem. From what I've read I believe my chakra are all atrophied or they shut down when other people's energy collide with my own because I fit the under-active description for every last one or a mixture of balanced and under-active. This phenomenon has developed gradually over years.

Any methods for shielding myself from other people and techniques to permanently keep my chakra open?

What is reiki?

OK, here is the situation.

All my chakra are under-active. Every last one has atrophied with the heart being the closest to balance, although still falling short. However, I am quiet empathic and when I am around crowds of people I believe I take in every person's energy and it is just too much. So I'm not quiet sure if my problem is atrophied metaphysical organs of an "allergic reaction" to other people's energy. I become so self-conscious to the point that I have to concentrate just to walk properly. It's as if every persons' eyes are on me even if I can look and see that people are not looking at me.

This issue continues to get worse and worse over the years and I need some help. I found this Mystic/GnosticWeb site  and found the moderators to be alittle too "wrong" for me. Something was creepy about the whole thing. This site seems a lot more simple. Information is there without any strings attached and I feel more trusting towards this none cult environment.

What would be suggested to get me on track to being normal? I'm not suicidal or anything, but if it continues to go downhill like this I have no doubt I will become suicidal as I may eventual get to the point where other people cause me pain. I can't remember when things started going downhill, but I was not always like this and can't understand why this is happening.