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ooooh okiee... thanks =)

So what do real auras look like? and how can you master seeing them? or should i be asking that in a different thread...

-Silent Shadow

I've had this thing... I think I can see auras... But I'm not entirely sure if I am seeing auras... because the descriptions that I have read don't do much for me...

You see, I'm color blind... So obviously I won't be able to tell the correct color of the aura... But just because blues and purples or greens and yellows look alike, I don't think it means that I can't see auras.

Another question; would aura and the body's energy... Is it the same thing? Or are they different? If they are different, then I think it's the energy that I see; if they are the same, then I believe I see auras.

When I look at my hand, against a like surface, or when I am in the dark; I can see some sort of an energy around it... and it grows when I focus my energy on it. The energy around it is either blue or purple... and is transparent.

Am I seeing my aura? Or is it something else? Because when I focus my eyes on plants or other people; I can see something around them like that also; but it has no color around them; its just transparent but I can see it... Could this be aura also?

And.. is there any way to cultivate this... to be able to see more of this? any exercises? (I'm sorta new at all this)

Any info is welcome... thanks...

-Silent Shadow

Blah. Well, if you really are a "demon" or "neg" or whatever you want to call yourself, can you tell your "friends" to lemme alone? Psh, since you are "oh so superior" I'm sure you can tell them to bug off, cause say what you want; if you think you're superior, you sure are superior in being annoying also. Go eat your dolphins and what not.

all right, Silent Shadow here again...

OK, so, you're Guy's advise was great.

It got rid of them for about 2 months.

I am not entirely sure if these are shadows that have returned... well *the shadow master is still here.. i KNOW that.. he just wont leave T_T even after I kicked all of their negative butts mentally and made one disappear forever, but now they are seeking revenge, so basically, I'm thinking...

... um, am I screwed?? well I have gotten stronger, but I think so did they.

Well, lately, this is what they are doing..

They are slowly coming back, currently all living in my closet (yes sounds cliche but, its called cliche for a reason)

Well I have these dreams.. well long story short

Its like basically like clones of the shadow master... but even creepier, they roll around alone and stuff

But they have eyes  like O___O that are burning with evil, hatred, and death... violence.. and the want for revenge

and they are sorta stalking me... (they wont let that image leave my mind) I try to block it, but then i feel something negative, so they send it back into my mind

.. its a lot creepier then it sounds...

well anyways, any ideas on what this is?

Is this the return of the shadows, or something negative coming after me?

(FYI: my room, even people who aren't "aware" can feel these evil things in my room)

Any info welcome

~Silent Shadow

oh yeah... I forgot to say in my  last post that the flower also looked/felt evil... *goldenrod yellow... not sure what type of flower it was either...*

... just.. why would a shadow want to give me a gift?

Confused? @.@

So... block them out.. or.. something about neutral zone.. erm... x.X... I guess this'll take me a little time to sort out everything... seeing that I haven't been on the forum for a little while... come back with like... 16 posts to read or something like that... haha =P... well lately they haven't really bothered me; used to follow me around and stuff non stop... now its just at night... I'm sorta afraid of practicing to try to get an OBE or AP...

Just sort of curious.. are these things really evil... or is it just the only way they know how to live? Maybe its just a mind trick... I dunno see the other day.. I was riding my bike home and at the stop light ahead of me I saw/felt the shadows floating above some object on the floor... I could feel its gaze on me... When I got to where it was; I looked down and saw a big; pretty, yellow flower. People passed by the flower; you would think someone would have taken it; but I just got one of those hunches; as if it was speaking to me... saying that it was for me...

I took the flower home and put it in a vase and let it be in my room....

.... was that not a good idea? To take a gift from... a shadow?

~Silent Shadow

What do you mean by that? You mean figure out what draws the shadows to me or something?

Ok, so I tried that stabbing technique... and the shadows left for a while...

But.. now they are back... and angry. (but now there are only 2... I think I got rid of one completely)

Did I do something wrong?

Wow; I wish I read this earlier; nice way to end them; to kill 'em apparently..

lol... just wondering; can't negs seek revenge also? Hypothetically speaking... if negs were.. hm... say in a 'gang' and 2 out of three were killed; wouldn't the third one look for revenge also?? Pardon me if I sound a bit stupid...

Ok; so I tried the sharp iron thing... did all the steps... and stuff... was creepy experience... yes i did get tons of ectoplasm on me.. -stung-... but.. turns out I don't have any white sage... and.. I don't think I got them all that day.. and... about 2 days later... *today* one comes back to find the others "dead"; I get a big hunch the "master" is still out there somewhere I think...

Um.. but what happens if I don't burn white sage? -the sharp iron thing really worked-

OK... Ill check out the sites when i can.. and post about it... right now i g2g to bed XD;;

yeah; maybe I'll fight these inner demons off later; right now i think i gotta get rid of these shadows that could be feeding these inner demons to grow; feh... it is rather frustrating ya know..

Hell I know what these things can do. 13 ey? I'm 14.

I know that I'm not as experienced as Soulja333. but over the past 1 1/2 years; I noticed what these things can do. And you know what. I'm not stupid. If I didn't think they were a threat, do you really think I would ask for advise on astral pulse?

I maybe be young; but I am not dumb. Confront these things now, I will be skrewed for life. I am not ready to "kick their asses"

You say you have seen some stuff on tv... but have you really seen these things, face to face.. staring each other down? I DON'T THINK SO!

I am stubborn, I don't get scared easily, I have a strong will, and I cannot begin to describe how powerful, detailed, real, everything... my imagination is off the charts.

And the stare down that I had with one of these shadows sent chills down my spine. Terror screamed and shouted throughout my body. I didn't show the expression on my face. I didn't even allow the 'top layer' of emotion feel it. deep deep down i felt the fear; *I know how to mask emotions really well*.. and I know that the shadow felt my fear even then...

Let's see you try to kick its butt when you are paralyzed in fear.

I know, that I have potential to be extremely powerful; I know. And I know if I can get the hang of these... "gifts" I can get rid of these things.

I KNOW I CAN!!! There IS a way. I can feel it. There IS a way you can harm them; and leave them unable to reach you. I have that hunch that it is possible. And my hunches are almost always right...

There just has to be a way... dark vs light.. perhaps some kind of a light spell... some sort of channeling light... to the dark.. light energy; to make the darkness fade away; or at least hurt it that way; but can only can you attack them when shield is mastered....

My next question is; any ideas on what could get rid of a 'shadow'... I know that faith, love, and happiness, pisses them off a lot and may leave if its strong enough... but its still.. seems too easy; its not enough...

Soulja333; I don't remember if you have already said before; but what have you tried to get rid of these things? And how do you know what types of energies make them 'excited'?... if energy can have such.. great impact on how they... react... maybe...

o... An attack that is fueled with emotion; sorta like bait... and then... well since they suck up energy... well maybe that emotion that was put into the bait.. will drive them insane from the inside out;

Its not a very detailed... explanation of what I'm thinking up right now... but... its the.. general idea... kinda; I'm not entirely sure how to put it into words; I have it all written out in images in my head x.X... well.. anyways...

Another question.. a lot of people say.. kick these shadows asses; but.. how exactly would you plan to do that? surly you don't think that you are strong enough to wipe out, 3 minion shadows, a shadow master, and reinforcements; still have enough energy to protect yourself from anything else that might approach, be energetic for sports, school, and friends...? I'm betting you need to be pretty skilled to 'kick butt'.

There is always a way to harm your reflection. And you don't have to harm yourself in doing.

It IS all an illusion. Anything is possible. It is possible to win by force.. I know it.. and I'm gonna find out what it is...

ecto-plasma sorta makes sense... hmm but venom?? I know I said earlier how it felt.. but I'm just wondering now how they got it on me... one of my friends won't leave me alone with it.. keeps on saying "AHAHA! IT P*SSED ON YOU!" -.-;;.. obviously I don't think so.. but still can't help but wonder if they really "spat" on me.. *i think they did though*

Man... I really wanna get rid of these things.. I'm so drained...

Hey is it possible that they can like spit/spray stuff on you? Earlier today I felt the presence of the 'shadows' and well.. I felt it.. spray something on my face.. and it stung/burned! What could that be?

Do you think Angels, Demons, Spirits, Ghosts, or Negs exist?

Yes.. I know that angels, demons, spirits, ghosts and negs exist; why? because angels have protected me; I'm sure if there there are angels there has to be demons; my friends have had tons of experiences with ghosts, I see spirits.. ALL THE TIME, my friend has had numerous experiences with ghosts.. and 4 negs are trying to bring me down a dark path... *see my shadow people thread*

Do you think it's possible but the living are not affected?

What do you mean? Everything is connected; of course everything is affected by each other.

Does your religion tell you the above exist? Do you believe them?

I believe in a religion that I made up which is basically a mix of religion plus my own beliefs. And yes. I do believe them and my "religion" says that they exist

Do you believe calling upon a higher power can help you?

Depends.

If you believe in Angels & not Devils/Negs, how can there be one without the other?

Simple. There CAN'T be one without the other. There has to be balance. Light cannot exist without dark; dark cannot exist without light.

If you believe in Negs, then why not call upon Angels to help you?

Duh I believe in Negs; these Shadows are driving me insane... and I have called upon Angels to help; but its not much of a help I guess... more of a temporary thing... but I think that someday they will pull through...

Are you truly in belief or are you just open to the possibility?

I think you can figure that out with what I have just said.

Have you ever experienced psychic phenomena in physical life like poltergeists?

Shadows and a shadow master; spirits, ghost *my cat came to visit me... lord I miss her so much..*,  etc... head on experiences.

well hope datz enough for ya  

Silent Shadow

aiy.. I got... it really bad this time.. throughout the day.. felt like crying.. and then.. like.. felt like was drained of energy... body hurt..  really stressed... and like now.. everything seems steady again... but i barely have the energy to sit up straight... feels like a work out to simple just type... and my head hurts.. these things really drained... me this time... any ideas on how to regain energy? besides like.. sleep... I mean.. they drained me so much.. its sad.. I'm like struggling to open a Gatorade bottle... and sit up.. ah.. and I can't tell my mom why I'm so drained.. she'll think I'm crazy... so she's just gonna think that I'm drained from one dinky.. tennis practice... how convenient... I have to BIKE to school *need energy*, and I gotta bike back.. and I have to play tennis... so much stuff to do and I feel like I'm about to collapse... x.X

I've been trying to project.. no such luck yet though... I've had a couple lucid dreams... some dreams that tell me the future.. but other then that.. no  ^^;;; I'm just a beginner..

I'm not sure what this was... but my friend said that he saw the shadows following me.... he described them correctly, but.. one thing.. I'm extremely puzzled about...

He said their aura was.. pink!? How the heck does THAT work? I mean.. pink aura is usually associated.. with good things... I asked him "are you sure it wasn't like.. red or something?" cause that would have made a little bit more sense... but PINK?

I'll try to open my mind and stuff... but it is a little difficult when three of them are watching your every move... especially when I'm in my bed about to fall asleep.. not a very comforting thought knowing and sensing they are there watching you...

See... I've been thinking lately.. and there is this... spirit or something that seems to be... controlling these three shadows... like they are his henchmen or something... This... "spirit" (I'm actually not sure what the heck it is...) Seems to.. er.. taken some kind of interest in me.. I don't know what type it is, but apparently I fascinate him... I saw him a couple times in great detail, other times.. just sense his presence or his outline...

Basically what he looks like.. is.. hes tall, red eyes, jet black hair, pale, wears black.. hes good looking, but creepy at the same time....

I think he has something to do with these shadows... *I KNOW something weird is going on with these shadows and this guy.. I think they are somehow connected...

I'm trying to think.. how do I fend them off.. scare them.. if they.. well.. they aren't really afraid of me...

and then I think... hmm make them scared? Does that mean I just imagine things about them.... make them.. 'feel' my thoughts and stuff, and scare them off.. or do I actually have to fight them.. as in try shooting a psi ball at them or something...

They have done some very odd things.. and have made hints about trying to harm me.. and are becoming more aggressive... but I'm still thinking about how I can get rid of them...

The advise I'm getting is great.. but if one thinks about it.. its like you said..

they aren't of THIS world...

In a way its like... you look in the mirror and see your reflection. How do you hurt the reflection?

You can't break the glass or go through it to reach it... so how can you do anything to it?

Trust me.. I want them to leave me alone... but they are like.. drawn to me or something...

And still I wonder... pink aura!? what the heck?

Please... anyone who can... My friends mother has breast cancer...  she's doing chemotherapy, and the doctors... say that apparently shes had the cancer for 7 years.. and stuff... and they aren't just saying "oh everything is going to be alright" and stuff... they said that there is a possibility that it might be spreading... Please pray for her.. let everything be alright...

She.. is the only parent that's left for my friend, his father died.. and he doesn't like his step dad... and I really don't want her to... you know.

Also.. my friend is having health problems... in... er... we don't know what it is, but its causing him serious pain... (I think its epydidimitis *sp?*) but its nothing good that's for sure... hes had it for months now... (stupid pride... he hasn't gone to the specialist yet... I'm forcing him to go soon though...) pray that its nothing too serious... because its essential that he doesn't loose... I mean hes the last of his family... he needs... those... yeah... so pray for him also.

I would appreciate if you send any healing.. or prayers to them.... I'm really worried about both of them...

Thank you for your time...

~Alex

Ok.. say I do confront them....

There isn't a 110% chance I'm going to win.. I know that I am strong.. and I know I have a really strong will *and I'm really stubborn... even annoys my friends how stubborn I can be XD;;*

But... what if... I lose? then what?

I'm like skrewed for life... and I don't know exactly.. how to "kick their butts"...

Hm... possession... well I'm not really an expert on any of it.. well.. I mean.. hes the one who really has to fight it.. I think that maybe you can just help him fight whatever possessed him...? ^^;;; sorry its probably not much of a help.... maybe you can ask what he wants to do.. and once the thing that possessed him finishes what it wants to do... it'll leave? who knows.. I guess it depends on what possessed him.... *I'm no expert so...*

Anyways...  concerning the shadows, they aren't leaving; still watching me and stuff.. and now they seem to be looking through some of my things at night.. which is a bit... annoying... but eh... and I'm seriously convinced that... that spirit really is... er... interested... which is sorta creepy.. *caught him watching me the other day x.X*...

so.. now what do i do.... er... *sorta lost* I mean... having spirits stalking you and stuff is one thing.. but having one of them... like... you?

How can one know if my friend is a "parallel focus"?

Hey, is it like, ok if you were a pro at astral projecting, both you and your friend, and then one night, you 2 decide you wanna switch bodies for a day... (me be in their body, them in my body) is it possible? Are there any dangers of being stuck that way? *by the way, I'm a girl hes a guy... no nothing suggestive about it, he just is really curious about what its like to be a girl and myself.. whats it like to be a guy ahaha*

And... any advise on how to astral project is welcome too =P

Not good... they are asking for an invitation now *long story*.. but they are....

... apparently they are done collecting info, and are ready to strike... aiya... and I KNOW they can do damage...

Well, the last I saw of these shadows was yesterday...

I recall Souljah333 saying that they like "sexual energy" or something like that? Maybe its the same with "love-ish" "happy" actions iono

Well, I hugged my bf, and i sensed it like running into my room, and then I looked up and saw it *yeah, I can see these things* and it stood there watching or something...

Was it just gathering more information or something?