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#1
Is it only me, or has anybody else experienced really strange feelings for the last week or so? I feel emotionally weak, drained, exhausted and tired. I feel like I'm sick and tired of everything, like nothing really matters. I just feel like I need to be alone and focus, take care of myself.

I get the feeling that this is some kind of personal development phase, like some kind of re-valuation phase of my life. I have no idea where this is coming from and why I suddenly feel this way, maybe it's just me and something I should have seen coming in my life, but I just want to know if anybody else has had similar experiences for the last week or couple of days?

Love and light,
Zebrima
#2
Hi,

I just wanted to share a very vivid experience I had recently. I´m not sure if it was an obe or a lucid dream, but it fascinated me.
I was sleeping at my parents' house, in my old room, where I had my first obe and have had most of my obe-experiences and lucid dreams. I was travelling through space and approached a big, dark red planet. A beautiful woman approached me, she had long, wavy chestnut hair and was dressed in brown or beige colors. Her charisma was really intense although she was all about the same color – light brown /chestnut. Her eyes was the most fascinating part about her, dark green and big. Her pupil was big and she could control it herself, making it expand or smaller if she wanted to.

However, I was being told that this planet was in our solar system and that it was soon to be discovered. It was approaching us and this was the "tenth planet". I was being told that this planet has been close to earth before and every time this meant major changes, but that we don´t have to be afraid. She also mentioned that this is the big transition that the Maya-people were predicting and that this time the return of the planet will affect us even more than in the past. She also said that the planet has an orbit that makes it return about every 2000 years, and that the earth changes and return of special comets predicts it. Many of us are already sensing this approach, and therefore making changes in our lives and growing rapidly spiritually in the past decades and years. We are all, somehow, preparing for the return and the reunion.

I did some research on the Internet and found some information about this tenth planet, which fascinated me. I knew before that there has been speculations about this planet, but I haven't really thought much about it before. I just wanted to share this experience with you guys...I'm not saying it's true or anything, but it was really a special experience for me. I would also like to know if anyone of you have had similar experiences lately? She told me a lot of people have.

Love and light,
Zebrima
#3
Hi,

I just wanted to share a very vivid experience I had recently. I´m not sure if it was an obe or a dream, but it sure fascinated me.

I was sleeping at my parents' house, in my old room, where I had my first obe and have had most of my obe-experiences and lucid dreams. I was travelling through space and approached a big, dark red planet. A beautiful woman approached me, she had long, wavy chestnut hair and was dressed in brown or beige colors. Her charisma was really intense but she was all about the same color – light brown /chestnut. Her eyes was the most fascinating part about her, dark green and big. Her pupil was big and she could control it herself, making it expand or smaller if she wanted to.

However, I was being told that this planet was in our solar system and that it was soon to be discovered. It was approaching us and this was the "tenth planet". I was being told that this planet has been close to earth before and every time this meant major changes, but that we don´t have to be afraid. She also mentioned that this is the big transition that the Maya-people were predicting and that this time the return of the planet will affect us even more than in the past. She also said that the planet has an orbit that makes it return about every 2000 years, and that the earth changes and return of special comets predicts it. Many of us are already sensing this approach, and therefore making changes in our lives and growing rapidly spiritually in the past decades and years. We are all, somehow, preparing for the return and the reunion.

I did some research on the Internet and found some information about this tenth planet, which fascinated me. I knew before that there has been speculations about this planet, but I haven't really thought much about it before. I just wanted to share this experience with you guys...I'm not saying it's true or anything, but it was really a special experience for me. I would also like to know if anyone of you have had similar experiences lately? She told me a lot of people have.

Love and light,
Zebrima
#4
I sometimes see gold-sparkling circles or "lumps" during my experiences and I usually associate them with entities or persons. My spirit guide once appeared as a goldish sparkling oval/circle shaped formation, sending lots of love and she gave me a feeling of being totally safe and harmonic. Another time one of my friends appeared as the same kind of golden, sparkling "lump".

Is there anyone else that experiences these golden sparkling circles or "lumps" during obe's and associate them with "souls" or the astral body? They are rather big, about two feet wide and three feet tall.

Love and light,
Zebrima
#5
I've had some spontanous OBE's and some of them include a feeling of "rushing" or rapid movement with a feeling of pressure. It's hard to explain the exact feeling, but it somehow feels like I'm like water running down a drain or (when it's more extreme) like I'm air being sucked into a vaccum-cleaner. This may sound crazy or stupid, but I'm just trying to explain the feelings I get so that everyone can understand what I mean...? I can't stop this movement, no matter how hard I try (just like the water or air).

Now to my question...I assume this is a quite normal feeling at the beginning of an OBE, but it usually stops here for me. After a while with this feeling of being pulled/sucked/washed away, it's like my mind goes blank and the whole experience stops, it's like a total blackout. I'm totally aware of the experience at the beginning and know what is about to happen, but after a while it just feels like I'm "passing out" or falling asleep, although I try not to. Why is this happening?

Love and light,
Zebrima
#6
My experiences are returning, and I guess they have to do with my pituitary-surgery, since my first obe:s came after my first surgery over three years ago, then stopped, and now recently returned (about three nights ago and last night) after my second surgery that was about one month ago. The experiences are odd however and I'm not sure they are "typical" or "real" obe:es. They usually start with a slight paralysis of the body, but not a very intense one. I usually get a strange feeling  that the experiences are about to occur, it's hard to explain but I feel like I'm getting a bit dizzy or drowsy and relaxed, although I'm still aware of what's happening and not falling asleep. Then the "pulling" begins, I feel like I'm being pushed or pulled away and travelling really fast forward, I sometimes see a tunnel but usually I don't see anything special at all. It's just this feeling of travelling really fast. I also feel an intense pressure or "drilling" in the pituitary area, that's in the third eye area or the sixth chakra. It doesn't really hurt, but it's not a very pleasant feeling either.  Last night I tried to hang on and await to see what happens next, but the pressure and drilling became even more intense and I travelled forward even faster. I got scared because it really felt that my head was about to explode of the pressure and drilling. I also got scared that the pituitary was being damaged or hurt because of the experience.  I got upset and angry and demanded to be brought back to my bed or wake up, which made the pressure and drilling less intense and I slowed down but was still travelling forward. After a while I returned to the bed and "woke up".
I was sleeping over at my boyfriend's place. My boyfriend sometimes mutters or speaks in his sleep and during this experience I thought I heard him saying: "What's happening? What's going on?" So I don't know if he noticed anything or was being affected by the experience. It's strange because I usually only get these experiences when I'm sleeping alone.
Well, to my question: What do you think about these experiences? I'm starting to think that they may be some kind of reaction or "memories" of the surgery itself maybe? They used anesthetics during the surgery, maybe it's a reaction to the anesthetic?
Anyone who has similar experiences or any advice to what I should do? I really would like to explore the astral world and develop my experiences but I get scared and upset easily and I guess that makes it difficult. The pressure and drilling in the pituitary area is the worst part.

Love and light,
Zebrima

#7
About 3 years ago I had my first OBE. It was a spontanous one and really overwhelmed me, I hadn't heard about these kind of experiences before (maybe I had, but I didn't think or reflect about them).

It happened when I was lying in my bed, trying to go to sleep. I was all relaxed and calm, but not very tired. It was pretty late (about 1 am) and that's why I went to bed although I wasn't very tired. Suddenly I noticed a small, dark entity at my left side. It almost seemed like it came from inside the wall. I remember thinking :"Oh, it's you!" when I saw it, so I somehow recognized it, although I've never seen it before. I wasn't happy nor scared when I saw it, just neutral and still relaxed. It pushed me down on the floor and I remember seeing the sheets in my bed as I rolled down. I got very confused and was about to rise up and get back into my bed, when somebody started to pull my foot and pulled me out of my room, through the house and outside into our garden. I still wasn't very scared, just surprised and confused.

Then I was travelling through space extremely fast, like in a star-spangled dark tunnel. I slowly began to feel scared and panic, because i thought I was being abducted by aliens who wanted to do all kinds of horrible experiments on me. The entities tried to calm me down and assure me that my body was still in my bed, but I had no control of the situation at all and closed my eyes in horror. Suddenly a gold-sparkling female entity swooshed by and stopped. She was upset with the "aliens" and they dropped me at once, a bit ashamed. I didn't feel sorry for them at all (although I knew they were not THAT bad...) and the female calmed me down completely. The love and harmony she sent out was total and I knew I was safe with her. She brought me back to my bed and I "woke up" in my room, exhausted and confused. I thought about the experience for a minute or so, then I fell asleep.

After this experience the OBEs continued, sometimes every night, sometimes only about once a week, but not as clear and overwhelming as this first experience. All of the experiences were spontanous and I couldn't control them myself, although I tried to. I always got pulled out in a tunnel or "swooshed" out of my body by force. This was both scaring and frustrating, as these experiences fascinated me, but I wanted to explore them on my own. Has anyone else OBE-experiences that feels somehow like "abductions", I would like to know more about them.
Today I experience these "abductions" very seldom. Instead I have a lot of lucid dreams.

Love and Light,
Zebrima

#8
So finally they found it...the tenth planet! Is this the same planet I saw in my dream/obe, almost one year ago? As for the colour and texture of the planet – yes, it's very similar, I would even say the same, as the planet I saw in  my experience (if this dark-red actually is the real colour of the planet?). I feel exited and eager, but also a bit "freaked out". At the same time, I'm not as eager and exited as I thought I would be, and it could have to do with the size of this planet. I  can't regret that I feel a bit disappointed about the size of Sedna, just as I think many of us who were awaiting the discovery of the tenth planet are. Both astronomers, astrologists and those of us who awaited the discovery of Nibiru probably had something larger in mind. Astronomers say, there should be a larger object lurking out there, because of the impact this planet has on the orbits of Neptune and Uranus. And we often think about Nibiru as a giant planet,  maybe even larger than the size of Jupiter.

But does size really matter? After a couple of days "calming down" and getting over my first disappointment, I  have to say no. Size doesn't matter, what's important is that we found something, a new planet far behind Pluto, and that's a revolutionary discovery itself. I feel that this discovery indeed will have a great impact on both scientific development and spiritual development. You see, before the discovery of Sedna, a lot of people wouldn't even believe that there could actually be a tenth planet out there – Pluto was the last one, end of discussion. Maybe that's why some still don't want to call Sedna a planet, not only because it's too small, but also because it rattles our old imaginations of how our solar system actually looks like. But now I  believe that we will be more open-minded and prepared of changes and new scientific progress and information. I'm not saying that Sedna is actually Nibiru, because I also have a hard time believing that. Nibiru should be larger, Nibiru should be closer. But maybe not, that's only our expectations.

However, I get a feeling that there is more, maybe a larger planet close to Sedna, affecting her.
Well, I'm awaiting more information and more discoveries, both about Sedna itself, other planets close to it and related discoveries and development – both scientific and spiritual. Because I really feel that this is only the beginning!

Love and light,
Zebrima
#9
Hi!

I see auras as well, just like you are describing. In the beginning I saw like a thin "milky/cloudy" or transparent layer around hands and bodies. With practice you can also start seeing colours. They're usually pastel and they're usually much larger than the transparent layer. I often see different shades of green, yellow and blue, but I've also seen red/pink and violet/purple a few times.

Some practicing techniques that worked for me:
Hold your hand over a white sheet of paper. Look at your fingertips, but try to look with "3-D vision", like when your trying to see a 3D-image reveal itself. If you don't know what I mean, it's like you're looking through your hand instead of right at it. Try to imagine that you can X-ray with your eyes. You will first see the transparent layer, then you can start see colours as well.

If you are a student: I often saw auras around professors and teachers, especially when they're standing in front of a white blackboard, when I was a student. When they are holding lectures and discussing subjects that they really find interesting and exciting, auras are litterally glowing around them - usually yellow or green. Maybe they get a lot of energy also from the class, when they are getting everybodies attention, and that makes their auras even stronger.

When you've seen what colour you're aura is, try to buy some things with this colour (sweaters, candles, jewellery, etc.)and wear it for a couple of days, look at the items, etc. I find that this can improve your ability to see your own aura. But remember also that the colour of auras can change.
In the beginning, I saw my own aura like a glowing light blue/turquoise shade for about 1-2 years, then it changed to a more light greenish colour for 1-2 years, now it's recently turned into a more deep blue/purple shade. I don't know what the colours mean, however.

Love and light,
Zebrima
#10
Welcome to Spiritual Evolution! / 11:11
December 15, 2003, 08:43:03
I see 11:11 a lot as well (sometimes every day and sometimes maybe 1-2 times a week, it depends) and have been doing so for 3-4 years. When I see this combination, I feel eager and excited, but at the same time a bit nervous. I also see 11:12 or 12:12 quite often, this digit combination calms me down.
I don't know what it is, but I get a feeling that it's some kind of coding, a wake-up call or alarm of a kind. Recently I started to think about it as a programmed code, for those of you who know about computer programming, what does four 1's in a row mean? Is it something special?

Love and light,
Zebrima
#11
Projections: Always lying on my back. Actually, now when I'm thinking about it, it's kind of funny, but I've had some of my strongest projections while lying on my back, with my right foot under my left leg (somewhere between the ancle and knee). Almost like the position of the "hanged man" on a Tarot Card....interesting! ;o)

One more thing: When I don't want to project spontanously, I'm wiggling my toes and moving my foot. It helps! So try to lie down absolutely still and completely relaxed in a meditative state.

Lucid dreams: Any position back or side, but not on my belly. I can't sleep on my belly.

Love and light,
Zebrima
#12
Hello,

I would like to share my experiences with you all, maybe they can help you somehow.

In 1999 my "experiences" started – always at night, when I was going to sleep. I felt it like I was suddenly entering into a different state of mind, then abducted and abused by different kind of entities.  They were pulling me out of my body, against my will, and I had a lot of quite scary experiences. If you want to know more about them, I can tell you, but I really think that these experiences are different for different people and affected by your personal issues, experiences and fears at the moment.

However, my sixth chakra (between the eyebrows) was very often (or always) affected during these experiences, and I felt strong pressure, intense drilling, picking etc. in this chakra. It usually didn't hurt, but it was not very pleasant either. The experiences made me upset, I was scared and extremely angry and frustrated, but at the same time curious and wanted to explore them further. It's hard to explain these double-feelings towards my experiences.

To be honest with you, I'm not 100% sure how they stopped, but today they have. My feeling is that they are a part of your spiritual development and a preperation for something big and important coming up. Try to be strong and don't let yourself feel "smaller" or like you're worthless, which they (the abductors, attackers, or whatever you may call them) may make you feel. Then you are easily stuck in a negative circle, some kind of karma in fact...

I think that the experiences are trying to point to you an important issue in your life that you have to deal with before you can go further. It's easy to get "stucked" or "blocked" in this state, because you are filled with fear and fear is on one hand our worst enemy, on the other hand fear is what is pointing us to our inner selves and really an invitation to make you dive into your soul and get to know yourself, who you really are. You have to gaze into your soul and try to find out what is making you feel angry, frustrated, scared, worthless etc. in your real life. Maybe your friends suddenly leaving you is an indicator or trigger that can help you on the way. Probably they are also picking up on your "new" energy and state, which makes them scared, maybe it reminds them of their own fears.

I will list some tips that helped me against the "attacks" – but remember everyone is different, maybe these hints won't work for you. I really think that it has to do with you also – if you truly believe that they work and feel safe and comfortable inside when using them, they will help.

#61623; Light a white candle
#61623; Have a lamp turned on at night in your bedroom
#61623; Call upon your guide or a lightworker that wants to help you during your experience. You can also call upon somebody that means a lot to you in real life, you only have to believe that this person can truly help you. Don't think "nobody wants to (or knows how to) help me", because it is certainly not true!! It's true that you have to find your inner strength and "help yourself", but you will get every assistance and help on the way that you feel is necessary for you. Eliminate all negative thoughts!
#61623;  Make a cross or other sacred symbol over your chakras – especially the sixth chakra. Try to do this during your experiences also
#61623; If you experience something that scares you a lot, try to "defeat it with love and light thoughts". This is, at least for me, the hardest part.  I've also tried the opposite - to curse, spit, damn and humiliate my abductors in different ways. It also helps temporarally, but I really don't think it's the best way to get rid of them. Call upon your guide or a lightworker to assist you and this will make you feel safer when sending love. If you are a Christian (or if you believe in Jesus), you may also call upon Jesus Christ to help you out or to support you. You could try to ask your guide or lightworker to help you out the first times and show you or give you hints on what to do.
#61623; Try to find out something on your own also, that makes YOU feel safe and/or loved

In real life it's important that you deal with your issues and try to investigate why the experiences scare you so much. What kind of fear is it, what kind of blockings are you having? Some examples:

#61623; Fear of being left out or left alone
#61623; Fear of being abused or taken advantage of
#61623; Fear of not being loved, needed or important

Where do these feelings come from? When you know or at least have a hint, it can be easy to blame others (f.ex. your parents, siblings or friends), but try not to – at least not for a long period of time! Accept it and try to find out how to "cure" yourself instead. And try to find a "cure" that only involves YOU!

Finally, I would like to add that these are my experiences and what helped me and worked on me. But I really hope and believe that it can help and work on you also.

Love and light,
Zebrima
#13
The sun is affected by the return of the Reptilians, as everything is connected.

The Reptilians return to the earth every 2160 years, so one year for them is like 2160 years for us. This means they age slower than we do (not faster as some think). The Cro Magnon that suddenly showed up about 38 000 years ago, was created by the "3rd" generation of Reptilians (the "1st " Generation of Reptilians created the Neanderthale 480 000 years ago). We are from the Cro Magnon, which is actually a breed of Reptilians of the "3rd" generation and Neanderthales. The Neanderthales were a breed of the Reptilians of the "1st" generation and apes. This makes us as Cro Magnons have more genes from the Reptilians, compared to the Neanderthales.

As Cro Magnons, we have at least two parallell development-phases for body, mind and soul: Our own, individual that is affected by the 1-year earth-cycle, the "3D-year". This comes from our earth-DNA and affects our karma and "earth-life". And then we have our common, collective development for body, mind and soul, that is set on the Reptilian year-span of 2160 years, the "4D -year".  This because we also have 4D-reptilian genes in our DNA. We have a larger heart, a larger mind and a larger soul than our own, individiual one.

One year in 3D is comparable to one year in 4D, which makes our collective body, mind and soul about 17-18 years old (38 000 divided with 2160). 2160 is also what it takes for a new "age" to come, f.ex. from the age of the Pisces to the age of the Aquarius. This is connected with the return of the Reptilians our"new age", it's our birthday as humankind or Cro Magnons, we become one year older both physically, spiritually and mentally. The Aquarius (together with Leo) are the two special ages that are associated with the entrance into the photon-belt. This makes our birthday and the return of the Reptilians even more special this time.
#14
Hello,

I would like to add my experiences and thoughts to this topic.

The Reptilians are beings in the forth dimension. Yes, they can be called "aliens", but then so can we, because we were created by them. Although they are in one dimension over our's it doesn't mean that they are pure good or that they are better than us. It doesn't mean that they're pure evil or worse than us either. You know, you could compare their relation with us like our relation with animals. Some see us as their slaves and lower beings, some see us as cute companions to take care of and respect, some even see us as equals or even better than themselves – just like humans see animals.

Our relation with the Reptilians is a bit more complex though, since they created us and our genes are mixed with theirs. This is where the tricky thing begins. We are their children and therefore you could even compare our relation like human adults relation with children.

The humans on earth, created by the Reptilians, have now developed from being helpless, immature and innocent children, to teen-agers. And you know what teen-agers can be like. They can be frustrated, angry, upset and violent. They can be silent, depressed and confused. And they can be curious, innovative, eager and energetic. But they are on their way to becoming adults.

And this is where the whole issue begins. The time has now come for us humans to develop to the next stage, to become teen-agers and young adults in our higher body, mind and soul evolution. Just look at the world today and you'll se these teen-ager manners and influences everywhere.

Some of the Reptilians have a problem with their children growing up to become teen-agers and young adults, eventually equals to themselves. Just as we look on teen-agers: Some see them as a pain in the butt, without respect for adults or the world. Some envy teen-agers because they're young, beautiful and have the future before them. But also because they often had an easier childhood than the generation before – they stand on the shoulders of the generation before them, and can take all the advantages the earlier generations wished for and struggled to get for granted. Some admire teen-agers and would like to be like them, some see them as a potential threat to themselves. And finally some see teen-agers and young adults as a great possibility for development and innovation.

There is a Web over the earth, covering us and making our minds and thoughts blurred and manipulated by the Reptilians. As we enter the photon-belt, this belt will start to loosen up and eventually disappear. This has already started with the sun entering the photon-belt, which has lead to at least two things:
1) The increasing solar activity, solar flares etc. that surprises scientists all over the world
2) The increasing development of our selves (in relation to the astrological aspect of the sun). This means an increasing interest (that will get even bigger!!) in digging deep into our selves, to discover who we are and why, what we want to do, what we want to become. etc.

When the Web slightly gets looser and finally disappears, we are starting to realize that the Reptilians have manipulated and lied to us and shown us a world of limits and fairy tales that was not true. Just like a child growing up, we're about to discover that Santa Claus is not for real and that grown-ups (Reptilians) really don't have the answers to everything. We will discover that we actually are getting better than our own parents at certain sports, in certain subjects and so on. And this will make some of us disappointed and confused, some of us angry and afraid and some of us eager and assertive to develop further and explore.

Also, the similarities to TV-series like Star Trek and V or movies like X-men, Star Wars or The Matrix: This is something that's not really that strange. These ideas have "leaked out" through the web and through the ever ongoing communication between the dimensions.

Love and light,
Zebrima
#15
Hi again,

The planet I saw was dark red and I can't remember clearly, but it's possible that it had some darker or black/gray areas around its poles. I'm not sure however. I think it had some darker red parts in the middle though, like a swirled pattern or dark-red clouds around it.

Same thing with the woman, I had this experience a long time ago and I can't remember her clearly anymore. She gave me a feeling of being like an "earth-godess", partly because of her brown/tanned clothing, complexion and hair, but also the deep sexual powers she had. Now I would associate her with the second chakra and its energy. The green eyes with the pupils was the most amazing part. I still believe that the eyes were an important part to my experience - maybe the most important part. It was some kind of power she had in her eyes, which was both scaring and hypnotizing. I think she has some similarities to the sumerian godess Innana, but I got a name like "Tianna" from her and really prefer to call her that.

I'm sorry I can't give you more, but I hope this helps you a bit...

Love and light,
Zebrima

#16
Hello friends,

I'm happy to see that this post is still "alive" and active!

About the numbers and digits, for a long time I have been seeing the digits 11:11 on f.ex. my alarmclock or digital watches in general. I take a look on the watch and the time is 11:11. It happens maybe every other day, sometimes more often. For the last weeks it has happened more often than before.
I must admit that I didn't think about this at all, until I read a post on the Internet a couple of years ago, where somebody wrote about this phenomenon. Then I started to discover that I actually saw these digits often as well!

I'm not sure how to interpret this, but I get the feeling that this is some kind of "wake up-call" or sign. I sense some kind of power or "magic" in these digits, as I react strongly when I see them. Lately I've associated the digits with the date "November 2011". Maybe this month and year something major will happen, that will connect us seeing these digits or in other ways feel that we're involved in the upcoming events, to unite and help prepare for what is coming?

Love and light,
Zebrima
#17
Hi again,

Well, I get a feeling too that something big is coming up, and that it'll happen really soon now. Today I feel more anxious, restless and eager. I really get the feeling that an important message, new information or big news are coming up.

Maybe it's the August heat, or maybe I'm getting crazy. I don't know, but I know something is really affecting me right now.

Love and light
Zebrima
#18
Hi again,

I thought it was about time to give a new reply to this post, since I haven't written anything for a long time although I've followed this post carefully the whole time.

First of all, I would like to point out that I don't think there are any complete answers to the more specific questions we have about Nibiru yet (for example when, where, how), one of the reasons is simply because we are not ready to hear them yet. There is still time, and it's not time for us to get that information yet, everything will come to us eventually when the time is closer. We have all been preparing ourselves for the return, although most of us without knowing, and the main thing we should all focus on right now is to continue to educate ourselves, investigate and prepare "body, mind and soul", but focus on the mental and spritual part.

We should remember, that most people don't even know a thing about Nibiru yet, or decide not to believe it or not to be interested in it. This is all in order, this is according to plan, there is still plenty of time left for them and their chosen path. For some of us who know about Nibiru and take time to prepare, investigate and take interest in the planet, our task will be to help, prepare and inform other people when the time is closer. This could be limited to our closest friends and family, but it could also be larger groups of people. Right now, we should just focus on learning and sorting out the information we receive. That's why some people think everything about this planet is rubbish, but still take a great deal of interest in it, spending much time reading, learning and investigate. This is the way for them not to panic, stay calm and focused, prepare themselves and try to get their own opinion about it.

The main things we should all keep in mind is indeed not to panic, stay calm and focused, prepare ourselves and try to get our own opinions about this. We need not to believe anyone expect ourselves and we need to be true to our own feelings and senses about Nibiru. There is a pure and higher meaning of the return and we can't stop it, and we really don't want to either - although the return may in many ways be frightening and seem "bad", the worst thing we can do is to panic and spread fear. This is another reason we don't get any clear answers about when, how, why, where etc. the planet will return.

I will share with you some of my thoughts and the information I've received, but please take your time evaluating it and then make of it whatever you want – I don't even know myself yet if this is what I believe, I just know that these are the feelings, information and thoughts I've got so far in my preparing process. It may very well change and the reason I want to share it with you is because I believe we have to inform and help each other as much as we can. But we still need to be critical to whatever information we get.

"Nibiru is on the return, but it will still take approx. 2 more years until this will be completely "confirmed". The return of the planet is a complex and long-term process, which won't be over in let's say a month or even a year. It will affect us in many ways (and it already has). The first phase of the return is the longest one and it's the phase going on right now. It's the phase of preparation. People, the earth and the universe have been preparing for at least 100 years for the return.

The second phase is coming up and this is the phase of confirmation. In this phase, it will be confirmed that Nibiru exists and that it's on it's way. There will be no way to deny it, we will even be able to see Nibiru clearly in the skies. This can be a very dangerous and frightening phase. Panic may occur and people might change their behaviours, personalities and their manners in a negative way. The earth will be affected too, but not as much as in the third phase. The second  phase will last for about 3 years.

The third phase is the completion phase. This phase is violent and affects the earth in many ways. It's during this phase that the predicted earth catastrophes, like floods, storms and quakes, the earth stop rotating and the pole shift will occur. It will be devastating, but it's no elimination. It's the beginning of a new world, a new phase (phase 4?) we have all been preparing ourselves for and looking forward to. This phase will alltogehter also take about 3 years, everything will not happen at once. At the end of this phase, the new earth will be created, and there will be peace and harmony."

We need to remember that we can affect these phases ourselves, primary the first and second phase. The outcoming and result of the second phase is in many ways connected to how we coped with and what happened in the first phase. I get the feeling that phase 2 is some kind of test of the humanity. It shows our true selves and if we cope well in this phase, this is a positive thing. Maybe this will also make the third phase less scaring and violent.

I haven't got much more information for you at this time. Details about what will happen during the second, but mainly the third (and fourth?) phase, are not given to me yet. But I get a feeling that we will somehow establish contact with Nibiru and other living forms (aliens?) at the end of this phase.

The vikings' myth about the destruction of earth, called "Ragnarok" has many similarities to the return of Nibiru. If you didn't know this already, then you might find it interesting to look up. I believe there is some information about it on the Internet.

Love and light,
Zebrima
#19
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#20
Hi,

I read about the sumerian godess called Inanna, and it seems like she has some interesting similiarities to the woman I saw during my dream or obe. I will comment some of them.

"She was gentle and loving, a source of beauty and grace. She was a source of inspiration."

This description fits well into the impression I got about her.

"Inanna could be wily and cunning. She outwitted both Enki, the God of Wisdom, and her dark sister Ereshkigal."

Although the feeling I got about her was mostly positive and loving, I felt I couldn't trust her completely, there was something about her that made me feel a little bit suspicious.

"Indeed, one aspect of Inanna is as the Goddess of Love, and it is in this aspect that she embodies creativity, procreativity, passion, raw sexual energy and power. "

The part about the eyes and the expanding pupils: I've thought a lot about that, since it was one of the more "dramatic" things for me during my encounter with her. I have two possible explainations: (If you have some more or comments about them, please let me know):

1) The expanding pupils is a part of the anatomy of the "higher evolved" gods or people of Nibiru. They are able to control their pupils and eyes, maybe this makes them see or sense things that people on earth are not able to see or sense - our eyes are not that developed. (Please compare with the biblic episode in Eden - where Adam and Eve eats the forbidden fruit and then they are "able to see things" they didn't see before). The expanding pupils was a way for her to a) check me out by gazing into my soul (because that was how it felt like) and b) demonstrate her powers and status as a "higher developed godess" . She got surprised because a) I didn't get scared or felt like I had anything to hide from her and/or b) maybe I managed to expand my pupils a bit as well.

2) The expanded pupils are related to sexual matters - if we see someone or something we like, our pupils expand. Her "passion, raw sexual energy and power" could somehow be related to her expanding pupils.

Well those are my comments for now...

Love and light,
Zebrima
#21
Hi again,

For those of you who wanted a name from the woman with wavy, chestnut hair and the amazing green eyes, I'm not sure but it could be "Trina" or "Trianna", you might want to try that. And please let me know what you find out, if possible, I'm curious! [;)]

I know I've heard about a possible tenth planet before, but I've never been very interested in these theories before. I don't know why, but I assumed it to be even smaller than Pluto and never coming close to us anyway. I find it interesting that I, during my dream or obe, saw this tenth planet as very big and dark red, which (from what I've found out) is what "Nibiru" should look like. The next morning and day I thought a lot about the experience and then I started to think about the planet as "Nimbus", that was the name I got. Pretty close to "Nibiru"? [:)]

However, now I've read some other stories and theories about this planet and therefore I can't longer be sure what's coming from my own experience and what I got from being influenced by others. But all the things I wrote in my first and second posts are coming from my own experience – I'm not being influenced by other theories or stories that I know of.

Well, that's all for now...

Love and light,
Zebrima
#22
Hi,

I'm sorry I didn't get the woman's name, but I will try to contact her again and maybe I´ll be able to get some more information then. I will keed you updated!
Thank you for the advice about Stichin's book and homepage,it seems really interesting!

Although she said we don't have to be afraid I got a slightly creepy feeling and somehow didn't trust her 100 %. I'm not saying she was lying, but I got the feeling that the return of the planet won´t be easy and it will test, challenge and affect us and the earth in many ways - both good and bad, but for a good cause. She didn't actually tell me this, though, that was just a feeling I got.

She was good to me, but somehow I felt like she was a bit proud. She looked me straight in the eyes, smiling, and I felt like she was somehow "checking" me up. Her pupil suddenly expanded until it almost covered the whole iris. I got a bit shocked, but continued staring at her and this surprised her a bit. I remember that I tried to make my own pupil expand as well, but I don´t know if I succeded. Maybe I did, and that was why she got surprised. I have no idea what all this meant.

Anyway, I will keed you updated and let you know if I get any more information about her or the return of the planet!

Love and light,
Zebrima
#23
Yes, I often experience some kind of sound, usually a click or a pop, but sometimes a buzzing or "swooshing" sound, at the very beginning of my obe's. Sometimes I hear a similar sound at the end just before I return to my body. Maybe it´s a sound that's common when the astral body leaves or returns to the physical body?
Sometimes I also hear some "chattering" voices, like coming from a television (similar to voices in cartoons - quite high and not making any sense). Anybody else who experiences that?

Love and light,
Zebrima
#24
Hi Frank,

I would say the pressure and drilling begins shortly after I start travelling forward. That is, I first feel I'm travelling for a short time, maybe 5 seconds, then the pressure and drilling begins. I'm not completely sure however, but that's the way I remember it. And yes, the drilling could be described as some kind of strong buzzing or vibration in the sixth chakra, but it's rather strong and intense. Not painful, but not pleasant at all. The speed of travelling and the drilling seem to be connected because the faster the speed, the stronger and more intense the drilling and pressure.
I've also noticed that it often feels like air is rushing at the sides of my body during the experiences. This usually occurs at faster speed and in the middle or end of the experience.

Love and Light,
Zebrima


#25
Hi ralphm,

Actually I've been thinking lately about trying reiki or even learn it myself. I've been thinking of that for a long time, but now I have the time and money to learn it and I also feel I'm ready for it. The only thing concerning me is that it might be to close to the surgery and that the initiation-process and/or the cleansing process after the initiation could be to overwhelming for especially my sixth chakra (the pituitary). But I feel excited about reiki and also have a good feeling that it might help me - not just with the experiences but in many ways. So I think I'll start with searching for a master that I like and I'll see.

This thing with people close to you being affected by your experiences is kind of interesting I think. When I think of it, I remember both my mother (when I was still living with my parents) and my boyfriend telling me things about their dreams that could be connected to my own experiences at night.

Well thank you for your advice about reiki!

Love and Light,
Zebrima