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well interesting thoughts! thanks for the help!!

Hi there, I'm new here, and I wanted to share this weird experience that i got today......I woke up from my sleep but I didn't wanted to move or anything...'cause I though if I stay in the half asleep half awke mode i would get an OBE. Suddenly I felt like I was becoming lighter and rolled out of bed...there was I in my astral body , so I floated around and went outside, explored around a bit, I tried to fly high but got till a certain point where I couldn't go higher. And my backjard was bit different than it was, there some extra stuffs that weren't there in real life, but I was lucid and remembered that I read somewhere that the astral world can differ bit to reality, after a while I started feeling kinda 'tired' and that I should get back to my body and I couldn't fly much anymore. But still wandered around a little more and then I 'woke up' back in my body. But I still didn't move, I just though that if I stayed in a half asleep half awake mode i may get another OBE. So I felt that light feeling again and rolled out my bed again....but then I realised that I was still in my body and that my body also rolled out of bed , so I thought that I was awake. I went walking around and remembering bout the OBE, but then I found my self in my bed again.... I realised i had a false awakening, ready to get up I saw my mom come into my room. But I knew that wasn't really my mom, she was kinda zombie like and came closer to my bed. I was terrified, and I couldn't move, so I guess I got a sleep paralysis, and then the 'zombie' tried to do something with me but I struggled and 'woke up' again in my bed but with no 'zombie'. I was freaked and wanted to run out of the room but I couldn't move, I tried screaming but I could barely make a sound. I tried movIng my hand but realised that I was moving my astral hands, I saw my hands in a kinda almost invisible way...so that didn't work either and I senced a bad  precence near me. I don't know why but I  knew it was in the form of a snake and that it was holding me thight so I couldn't move. I remembered that when I had sleep paralysis in the past I used to strugle with my mind and wake up, like not forsing on moving the body but kinda letting my mind kinda give the instructions and visualising that i was moving. So I did that and I finaly woke up in the real world. I was really confused at fist 'cause I didn't know if I was dreaming or not...

So yeah, that really freaked me out, I never had more than one false awakening in a dream. As for the OBE, I have had "dreamlike" OBE's, (I don't know if i should call them dreamlike or not, 'cause they seem so real, but the there are some differences in the 'astral' world than the real word. And i kinda lose counciousness in the end) Even with this one i'm still not sure if it was real or not. It felt pretty damn real and i tried some things i've read to proof ur not just dreaming, like trying to close your astral eyes, 'cause i read that in a dream you can't close your eyes. (don't know if it's true or not). And i could close my eyes. So what do you guys think?