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#1
Hi Bluefirepheonix,

Thanks for your post - I found it very informative and interesting. If you get a spare moment, I have a few questions I would love to get some feedback on. Anyone else can feel free to chime in also.

Edit: Apologies for the length - once I get started I tend to write a lot more than I originally expect! Note, I would greatly appreciate your time.

Just a bit of background... I've been projecting/phasing/obe'ing for about 2 years. I got it down almost straight away, but have had ups and downs in terms of the frequency and quality of my experience during that time. I've also experienced just about every kind of exit sensation you can think of, and a few that I think are unique to me. Those have almost completely subsided recently. At my best, I would consciously project 3 times a week (each time would be multiple projections/exits too, from 2 - 7 a pop). Nowadays I don't get as much action though - maybe 1-3 a fortnight and often at a lower quality of consciousness. That has been a tad depressing/frustrating, but on the bright side, I have managed to have a couple of mind-blowing experiences beyond anything I'd done prior.

The point is, I'm feeling like I need to take a new direction, maybe developing my meditation to the next level. I too seem to have guides, (some recurring faces while I'm out, as well as a full-blown tour guide on my biggest experience) and recently I've heard a few voices around the time I would usually project. A week or so ago, I got a clear voice right in my ear saying "trust me", and that was it. I requested a meeting with whoever had spoken to me in my last projection yesterday, but, didn't get anyone popping up for a chat.

This brings me to my questions:

1) How did you initially establish your connection with your guides, and how did it play out over time?
2) How did you deepen that connection?
3) Do you believe any meditation styles/techniques or lifestyle habits helped in your development significantly?

I feel that this might help me establish some consistency, and take this stuff to a deeper and more meaningful level. Any help offered will be greatly appreciated, and I really look forward to hearing more about your growth.


Regards,

Macca
#2
Huge thanks to you guys for taking the time to respond and provide some insight. Ive started focusing on meditation a lot more now, and will watch that video asap.

Cheers,

Macca
#3
Hey guys,

Thanks for the feedback. Much appreciated. I wont go into to much detail cos im writing off of my phone... but it did come back. It has just been a couple of scary experiences but it was definitely focused around the demon thing.

The last one was a lucid dream and i was driving in a car with a guy... and i read a card in my hand that said something about demons and vulnerabilities when drunk or something. I asked the guy casually if there was any truth to this stuff, and his face immediately morped like in 'The Exorcism of Emily Rose' faces did when she was tripping.

It bit my arm and it hurt... but i just grabbed either side of his head and drove my thumbs into his eyes... embarassingly I reverted to the whole power if god thing and lit his head up with white light.

Anyways... maybe i do believe in God... but either way I phased 6 or 7 times since with no sign of anything scary.



#4
Thanks for the quick reply Lionheart.

I knew it was contradictory, and that's why I felt it was worth mentioning.

Definitely feeling better about the whole thing now. I did have a few nightmarish dreams last night preceding my lucid dream and OBE, so I was thinking the whole dark feel just bled through from earlier dreams. I guess I just felt a little less in control than usual (in lucid dreams I brush stuff like that off instantly). The realism caught me by surprise.

I've only been doing it for about 3 or 4 weeks, so lots to learn.

#5
Hi Guys,

This is my first post ever regarding my experiences with Phasing etc. I've had a scary experience lately though, and would appreciate the input of anyone who may have any ideas. Also, Ill start by saying I'm not a religious person.

A few nights back I had my 10th OBE, (that I can remember, and not including lucid dreams) but it was only the second time I actually interacted with another person/s. Anyway I asked to be "shown something important", and I walked down a hallway of a school type building, and into a cafe / lunch-room. There was a TV on with Batman (the cartoon) playing, and when I looked left there was a guy sitting a the table casually watching it. He has a Swedish look and sound to him. His name was Sayson(?). Basically he said something along the lines of he'd been watching and working with me up to now through other people (an older guy I first spoke to) and it was fun. He needed more information and was running tests. Then he showed me a big wooden bucket, said it was holy water, and then stuck his whole face in it and began drinking it. Then I woke up.

I really wanted to find out if this was someone I should try to learn more off, so was keen to meet him the next time I OBE'd. He seemed really friendly and willing to help.

This morning I OBE'd after a lucid dream (in which I fought a demon with "the healing light of God" and transformed it into a white transparent old man". I went in to the phase, fell out after failed palpating, then went back in and it was clear as day.

Anyway, in the OBE I immediately asked to be taken to Sayson. I walked down a hall and found a room with 2 kids hiding. One was a 7 or 8 year old girl, the other a teenage boy. They seemed scared/weird and had masks fused to half their faces. The boy had a big green boil on the end of his nose. I asked them if Sayson was a good person. The girl said "Yes" in a drawn out, forced kind of way, like she was scared or something. Then the boy started saying "The thing about Sayson, is, ...."

Then I felt a menacing presence behind me and turned to see him holding a gun at me. He yelled "Don't you touch me ever again!"... I yelled "I didn't touch you f*ck-stick!" (I don't know why I used that language!). At that point I decided I wanted out and waved my hand in front of my face a few times and focused on ending it. I woke up, then felt that I could go straight back in if I wanted to, but decided not to. I was a bit scared immediately after. The whole thing had a really dark feel.

I'm not put off OBE's / Phasing from this, I'll be back in there tomorrow morning - but I would love some feedback on this. Maybe there is something I can do to avoid this in the future. Do I take on Sayson next time? Or, do I completely avoid him?

Cheers, and thanks for reading. This is all new to me but I think I have a knack for this stuff, so keen to learn from this.

M.