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Greetings!!

I wanted to share with all who reads my entry on what has been happening to me through out the years that I have been astral projecting, maybe some can relate. I have been astral projecting at the age of 6, through out the years obviously I've gotten a better grip on my projections. My projections have ALWAYS came to me *if that makes sense*, I have only induce my projections a couple of times. One of my questions would be why does this happen? I also LD almost every single night, which has been fun for me in the past, but again, latley it's the same with my OBE's..

I have had many good journeys through out time and also very bad journeys. Lately I can not seem to control any of them, *it's always sexual* someone or something seems to have control of my situation when I project, if that's making sense to any of you. Can another force you to project when you are sleeping or very weak when you are awake? Some say you can not be harmed in the Astral World sort of speak, but I would have to disagree with them. I have awakened with bruises and marks that I can not explain. I am a very silent sleeper so I know it is not I who is harming myself. This person or entity is someone *a soul* that I feel I have known life times ago, he has brought me to my akashic records a couple of times wanting to show me who I was in past lives and how him and I met. Although I feel I have known him from long ago, I also feel him as a treat. The day that I project or have very LD's I wake up very out of it and very weak, I have know energy what's so ever!  

I have gone through a lot of trauma through out my life time, I am still to this day having/trying  to deal with it and always will, the problem is, is that I feel it's making me a weaker person and out of control. When I am weak I feel more negative energy around me. When I close my eyes and start dreaming I start dreaming of bad things that WILL happen in the real world. I have dreamt about September 11th, I was one of the passengers on one of those planes that day *not knowing which one*.. I also dreamt of a plane going down somewhere back east near NY in a surburban area *I was a witness on the ground watching the plane go down*.. Both came true.. I had also dreamt of someone in our family having some kind of cancer.. The next morning as the day was flying by I was getting a bad vibe on my loves mother, I told him something is wrong with her. Sure enough she was diagnose with lung cancer and uterus cancer. Yesterday I felt a bad premonition that someone close to me *family* will soon die, and I'm not liking the feeling it will not go away.. This always happens to me ever since I could remember. There is much more but I don't want to write to long of an entry...

I would love to hear anyone who is going through what I'm going through or has advise. Thank you for taking the time to listen!!

Blessed Be!

Astral Travel has been described throughout history as a powerful aid to magickal workings.....  

Thank you for the sight Mulldoon, I appreciate it! I have written Alfred as I have in the past about other problems that I've seem to have, he has helped me out a great deal, I'm hoping now that he can answer these questions.

These gifts(?) that I seem to have are weighing me down it seems like, only brining more problems into my life. I agree with you Tia, these gifts do seem to be heavy on my part if I do not know how to take them.

Thank you for your caring thoughts!!

Blessed Be..

Astral Travel has been described throughout history as a powerful aid to magickal workings.....  

Greetings Mathias, I've also have experienced many of these negs as well, like you mostly always sexual. Although it seems if I masturbate before going to bed or how ever I choose to have an orgasm it seems these negs are less attractive to my energy, maybe to the fact that I've taken most of my energy out before I sleep with making myself orgasm. This method seems to help me sometimes.. although most of the time as well it also doesn't seem to help.. *shrugs*

Astral Travel has been described throughout history as a powerful aid to magickal workings.....  

Tyrone,

I didn't come here to argue either, although I seen your entry and I said to myself, "I'd be stupid if I didn't respond".. I love a good debut.. You said you had nothing to prove, YOU came on here saying what you needed to say against others on their Astral journeys, your beliefs, you only want to believe what you want to believe, might I add being such a negative little person *smiling*.. Don't you think someones going to comment on your opinions, after all isn't that what you want, if not you shouldn't have came on here telling us your thoughts if you knew someone would *as you put it* argue with you on this situation.

It's time for you to chase your tail.. *laughing*

quote: Hey D of D, I'm surprised this information in foreign to you..

Not foreign to me Tyrone, simply looking into the situation and your beliefs further.. I love to analyze in great depth, I'm in school to be a Forensic pathologist, that should give a hint on what kind of person I am..

quote: you have been travelling for a long time right?

yep, over 20 years now..

quote: What sorts of places you go?

I have gone to many places.. *my favorite though, would have to be to spy on my children, I have caught them many times playing when they should be sleeping..

quote: Can you share some of your better experiences.

I have visited many relative whom have passed away,specially my father,he misses me and tells me things relating family situations..Although I have never seen my grandfather *he killed himself* so I don't think I will be seeing him soon..

quote: Or maybe your name suggests your experience bank. hmm?

"Dreams of Desires".. Such a nice ring to it, isn't it?I lucid dream almost every single night as well as astral travel about 4 times a week, in my astral journeys there is a male figure whom I have known for years now, *astrally*.. We are very intimate with one another in these astral journeys, fit 2 and 2 together Ty you'll soon find your answer..

I must go now, but I must say something before I leave, be open with yourself.. We as souls do not THINK ourselves into these bad situations which we have encountered in Astral Travel, although some souls are more prone to attracting such negative entities then others, and I happen to be one of those souls..

I'm kinda curious on what sign you are, I believe I have an idea..  


Astral Travel has been described throughout history as a powerful aid to magickal workings.....  

Tyrone,

quote: "There is no devil, as in one major entity that is standing in a firy pit with a red suit and pitch fork milking your energy."

If that's what you believe then so be it, others might think different. Personally I believe in many evils, not just one..

quote: all of you are so besieged by evil thats all you see and thats all you look for, and thats all your creative super/sub concious creates. Like a bunch of crack babies looking for a sewer to crall into, oblivious to the fact that there is more.."

Please elaborate on "All".. personally I don't ask for evil to come my way when I'm in a astral phrase.. I experience good and bad, I happen to share my bad experiences so I can get better help on the situations. Yes, you can ask your guides for help, but lets face it, your guides are not here *on earth* in human form..

quote: "Where did the idea of unicorns or dragons come from??"

My dear I believe you quoted that yourself..

::It's not the chicken Soup that cures the person, it's the love that comes with it::    

Daniel,

Thank you for taking the time to explain as well as give me some insight on what's going on.. Yes I do believe I am at a lower astral plane when this is going on. Actually just last night I was in my Lucid state of being and I was encountered by a bad entity, I was trying to run from him but I always seem to always be in slow mode when I try to run.. I remembered I was trying to find something high to jump off of, when doing this I always wake up or go into another dream, I couldn't find anything high so I stood there and wished myself to wake up, thinking I was awake, I got up and walked to my door to go out into the hall way and heard voices calling out to me, and realized that I was in a astral state of mind this time. when I realized this I  ran to my body and then awoke. It seems like these entities are basically attracted to ones energy, almost like giving them a charge as if a battery would to a car..  I have been doing this for years and years, but can't seem to get away from these entities.. I have been above the lower astral planes and visited my Akashic records once or twice, which was very amazing!

I will try to write Robert and explain my situations to him.. I have wrote William B as well, as well as others and they all seem to say the same thing and still I have problems..  It's all me and I need to really concentrate on what I'm doing.. Thank you for your advice!!

::It's not the chicken Soup that cures the person, it's the love that comes with it::    

This is the way I see it.. There are Several traditions state that there are seven levels in the Astral plane, with higher and lower areas for the departed souls and other entities. one being the lowest and seven being the highest, no one can travel astrally to the very highest level above the seven astral levels, these attendants being angles, special high masters come and go from there.. I have ran into them or they have ran into me many of times, and it is very hard to get past them, as well as frightening.. These entites feed off of our energies.. I have been experiencing Astral Projection ever since I could remember *from the age of 5 or 6*..

I'm not understanding you, you don't believe in the Devil or an evil force.. But you do believe in dragons and unicorns and fairies? *laughing*

::It's not the chicken Soup that cures the person, it's the love that comes with it::    

I have had many attacks and still going through them, needing help with this situation. There have been attacks through lower level entities, which I seem to run into them or vise versa every time I astral Project, but my main attack would have to be of a man I believe I know on the outside of everything, although I have never met this man in person *only talking to him through e-mails and phone conversations*.. He has told me it's him doing this to me.. Sometimes he'll be nice to me during my astral projection, other times he'll be very mean and very domineering *sexually*.. He's a very intelligent person and knows how to get to me. It's come down to the point that every time I feel I'm going into a OBE state I wake myself up and stay up for almost the remaining of the night, until I feel it's safe for me again.. He has done this as well through Dreams and LD's..Is this something I have to live with for the rest of my life or can I fight him off?

::It's not the chicken Soup that cures the person, it's the love that comes with it::    

Hello Everybody!

I had my first Astral Projection at the age of 6.. I don't really remember all the details but what I do remember is walking down our hall way, *which seem to go on forever for a scared little girl* walking in my parents room and trying to wake them up because I was scared, I remember trying to shake her but couldn't really grasp her.. *which scared me even more*.. I tried to do the same to my father, and when I realized know one could hear me I started to cry, I ran back to my room and when I saw myself lying on my bed, I woke up..  

Obviously I did not know what was happening to me back then, I was to young, but I do remember most of the times I Astral Project from myself.. I never told my mother nor father on what was happening, they would have laughed and told me it was all a dream! I have always had a different out look on life ever since then....

Dreams of Desires