My last experience was quite disturbing after I reconnected with myself. I have been OBE'ing since I was a teen, I am now 36. My experience has progresses, I believe, to new levels. I've been everywhere here on Earth and my soul feels it needs more to develop and learn. I started a blog www.leshya.blogspot.com
If you can all read it, that would be great. But the question is that, I stood next to my body in the livingroom. I felt I no longer needed to 'take' myself anywhere (dimensions). I mentally opened up a realm for myself. I felt as if I was having another mind-split on top of the one going on. A double mind-split? Is it feasable? I already felt the pull/buzzing from my physical body and now I created another from my spiritual double. I parted my hands like moses did and ripped open a new dimension. I felt fearless and in complete control as if I have done this many times. I saw a city made of light stone and tablets with an unknown writings on them. I tried to remember the designs, almost like boxes with designs within designs. I tried drawing them the next day (I'm not an artist ). An another force was trying to close the 'doors' on me, but I forcefully tried to keep them open, I wanted to see more. I tried my best to keep them open, but the other force was greater. The last second the doors closed, a light or orb looking thing escaped out, I felt that this was not intended to be. I return to my body and started to connect with myself and found a spirtual being on top of me with its long black nail digging into my spirtual arm. I still had no fear and tried to study it. I decided to shake my head to make my connection, but this being kept me disconnected. I wasn't giving up, I shook my head again and forced my eyes OPEN. Not yet completely connected to my body, I saw with my physical eyes, the residue or holographic image of his being still on top of me. I sat up wiping my shirt off and told this being to leave. No, this was not a lucid dream. I know the difference between them. I want to know more about this experience. I am now a bit anxious/fearful of the OBE, and I know I shouldn't be. Please give me feedback on this and any guidance. Thank you for your time
If you can all read it, that would be great. But the question is that, I stood next to my body in the livingroom. I felt I no longer needed to 'take' myself anywhere (dimensions). I mentally opened up a realm for myself. I felt as if I was having another mind-split on top of the one going on. A double mind-split? Is it feasable? I already felt the pull/buzzing from my physical body and now I created another from my spiritual double. I parted my hands like moses did and ripped open a new dimension. I felt fearless and in complete control as if I have done this many times. I saw a city made of light stone and tablets with an unknown writings on them. I tried to remember the designs, almost like boxes with designs within designs. I tried drawing them the next day (I'm not an artist ). An another force was trying to close the 'doors' on me, but I forcefully tried to keep them open, I wanted to see more. I tried my best to keep them open, but the other force was greater. The last second the doors closed, a light or orb looking thing escaped out, I felt that this was not intended to be. I return to my body and started to connect with myself and found a spirtual being on top of me with its long black nail digging into my spirtual arm. I still had no fear and tried to study it. I decided to shake my head to make my connection, but this being kept me disconnected. I wasn't giving up, I shook my head again and forced my eyes OPEN. Not yet completely connected to my body, I saw with my physical eyes, the residue or holographic image of his being still on top of me. I sat up wiping my shirt off and told this being to leave. No, this was not a lucid dream. I know the difference between them. I want to know more about this experience. I am now a bit anxious/fearful of the OBE, and I know I shouldn't be. Please give me feedback on this and any guidance. Thank you for your time