Hard situation for me

[AstralCody]

Hey folks...
I want to start by saying before astral projection I would hunt... I would shoot at trees with targets on them. I have always loved firearms I grew up around them... My whole family is pretty much in Law Enforcement. One day when I get better with my anxiety I am going the EMS route. I want to work on an ambulance, or with a fire dept as well. I would rabbit hunt hunt all the time at out property. I would shoot things for the sake of I don't even know what... I was young, and I was a very angry person. It's hard for me to even type this right now because it really hurts. ESPECIALLY after my spiritual awakening I guess you could say. I have ALWAYS loved animals. Even when I hunted them. I am NOT against hunting by any means. I just would rather not go anymore. Now I will not shoot near trees at all. I shoot at dirt basically. Astral projection has changed my views on so much. I respect and LOVE nature now.

So here's the thing! I found a lizard in my heated garage today. It's 14 degrees out. They usually all die at this time. In the summer it's very hot and we get tornadoes but in the winter time the lizards seem to die off really fast. This guy snuck into my heated garage. I am not sure what happened to him... His leg is just about to fall off. He spends hours laying in one position with his eyes closed. He will walk with his three legs to move positions every now and then. His leg is just hanging by I don't eve know what. It looks like the lizard is dying. He would not make it outside obviously it is freezing out. He loves my heated garage. My grandma told me just to put him outside but I live in my own apartment and I decided to get an old Christmas stocking and I made him a little bed to where my cat can't reach him. I think my cat either got him or I smashed him cleaning. His leg is so messed up though it might as well not be there. He is nice and warm sleeping right now, I pet him to see if he would take notice and he just let me. He kinda moved after a while. Probably was annoying him lol...

I don't know though do you think I am doing the right thing? Part of me is saying to put him out of his misery. He seems to be in a lot of pain. He just sits in one position and lays there with his eyes closed. He hardly even moved when I picked him up to move him, he just went with the flow of things. I think he will be gone by tomorrow. I just wanted to give him heat and a comfy place to be while he passed. Am I doing the right thing? I sent him positive energy and I closed my eyes and put my hands over him. I imagined it flowing into him. I actually got the sensation of the world spinning just like when I have pre projection symptoms when I did this, like 5 seconds when I started and it kept going until I stopped. I feel I sent him good energy.

I know I might be taking this way to serious but I have changed a lot since projection and I love animals so much. I just hope I am doing the right thing. I know he will be transcending space and time in no time lol It just sucks he is in pain... But at least I am doing the best I can...

What do you think?
-Cody

[rain_88]

I'm not here to judge anyone, but I guess I would do the same  .

[desert-rat]

I freed this big lizzard that got stuck in a plastic crate. He/she was as big as a gila monster    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gila_monster       , but just a big lizzard .  It got stuck running away from me , not knowing I was no threat to him/her .  It had large scales that got stuck in that plastic crate , he/she could have never freed its self .  I have no problem with hunting my self , but as long as I can get my food at the store , thats what I will do . I do like to go out in the desert and shoot at card board boxes .  desert rat

[Bordmb]

That's really great of you!
If the little guy used so much of his energy to get into your garage and survive, it's probably best not to, "put him out of his misery." Just make him comfortable and if he moves on, so be it. However small he may be, he still has energy and a life force, so by you giving him good energy these days, he may return the favor later. You're not taking it too seriously, you've just finally discovered your path. Live it, love it, walk it.

May good things come your way. 

[majour ka]

Hey Cody,

Hope ur ok.

Good of you to loom after the lizard, problem you kinda have if the lizard does make it your gonne need to give him a glass or plastic ovarium thing with a lamp and some food every now and again, maybe you can borrow that off some one or make make something up. He might make it. Im certain animals/reptiles etc live very much in the moment an just accept what is so im sure hes dealing with what ever will be...if you know what I mean. ;o)

[Chaos Mage]

Hey Astral Cody.
It's good to have a soft spot for animals.  If you really pay attention and focus on the lizard, he might make it.  They say that babies don't survive unless they have attention and more importantly, love.  I remember a time when my dog was killing a raven, and mom saved it by shooing the dog, and I went down, kicked the dog, and grabbed the bird.
I brought it up to my bedroom, and I was praying for it in Lord Jesus name... suddenly, I KNEW that it had died, and I felt a rush of energy flowing upwards through my whole body.
I don't know how to heal the lizard, but if you put in the time and effort, maybe you could.  People got dissillusioned about healing when it came down to Jesus, they think that we need some kind of supernatural god to heal us.  I know that insects, if they are not too badly damaged, they can heal themselves.  They repair their limbs and wings, I've even watched them.  Course, I watched a lot of them die as well.