HELP PLZ...

[Tiago]

Hi ppl... I often read posts here in Astral Pulse but I never post anything... now I'm registering myself and I need some help of you.
I live in São Paulo, Brazil - Plz sorry me if I commit any mistake in my english writing.

Here is the story... Some time around April '05 I was very depressed and I got even worse after reading a book by UG Krishnamurti (at that time I have very low background in spiritual issues) and having some weird experiences - for the first time I realized that I had no soul, no concrete existence, that I was only some form of consciousness energy.
So, at that time I was very afraid about my own existence, I was experience too much anxiety and anguish. So, one day I discovered the Experience Festival website and there I read some texts about a man called Sri Kalki Bhagavan. He has a wife too, called Sri Amma Padmavati. This man calls himself an avatar of enlightenment, who is able to give deekshas, an energy given by hands imposition. This energy acts at your being liberating you from all your conditioning, and eventually leading you to enlightenment. This entire process could last for until 2 years or could be finished instantly if your "kundalini" awakes. So, his task would be to enlighten 64k human beings to promote a global quantum leap of enlightenment until 2012.

Do I believe him? I don't know. I received the energy and nothing happened until now. They have a center in India called Golden City, where is the Golden Age Foundation, the Oneness Temple and the Oneness University. They are spreading enlightened instructors all around the world promoting retreats where the deeksha is distributed to the people. These instructors have passed through a 21 days process in India that enabled them to transmit the deeksha energy through themselves.

Well, some people here claims that they've got enlightened by the deeksha and they were as skeptical as am I until now. Once a clairvoyant told me that they were "Bad" beings that were vampiring the people energy. I have no means to say exactly if they are good or bad, if they are right or deluded, and so on. Please, if anyone of you are clairvoyant or astral projectors, I wanna ask you to take a look at their picture above and find out who they are, and if I can feel safe about it.

I can give more information later if needed. Thanks for you help.

More info:
http://www.trueawakening.org/
http://www.livinginjoy.com/
http://www.yatraexpedition.org/ (Spanish)

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[knightlight]

       
From the looks of it they are simply using a conglomeration of the whole 2012 hype and yoga to gain money.  Based on my impressions of the two the man is a puppet to the woman and the woman is pure evil.

[CFTraveler]

Dear Tiago:
You wrote:

for the first time I realized that I had no soul, no concrete existence, that I was only some form of consciousness energy.

Your soul is your conciousness energy. It's not that you have a soul, it's that you are a soul.  I have heard of people who offer to "give" you enlightenment.  No one can give you enlightenment- you have to get it for yourself.  There is nothing wrong with following an eastern path, but this sounds like a cult to me. If you want to learn Hindu mysticism, it is my opinion that you should read books written by someone who has a good reputation  like Paramahansa Yogananda, who wrote many books for the  western mind and knew a lot about western religion too.  Whatever your path is is what you have to do but please do not give control of your mind to a group who promises "give" you something instead of teaching you how.
Blessings and regards, CF

[Tiago]

I have heard of people who offer to "give" you enlightenment.  No one can give you enlightenment- you have to get it for yourself.

This is what everyone says out there, but for me this can be just another dogma. In fact enlightenment can only be given to you by a superior power, your ego can only surrender to that.

And that guy claims that without intervention from 'God', the humanity would come to and end soon. And it is too the end of the "Kali Yuga", the age of human suffering.

But my purpose posting here was that someone could actually SEE who they are, and not just speculate. I have my own speculations about it, and it doesn't solve my question.

So, PLZ, if anyone of you can actually help me in this way, I ask you this favour.

[Sasuke]

I don't know who they are, but I think in any situation, it's best to trust your gut, you know what I mean?

[Tiago]

anyone else can help me plz?

[Nay]

So, how much is enlightenment going for these days, and does it come with a toaster on your first time enlightenment?

I'd run in the opposite direction, Tiago, but that's just me.

Nay :meditate:

[Kazbadan]

Dont believe on that guy. He seems to be a liar.

What things do you do on your life? Do you have a girlfriend? How and where do you live? Well or bad? Do you have money, job...? Do you pratice sports?

Sorry for these questions but from my own experience having these things (a normal job, a girlfriend, pratcing sports, going out with friends, etc) will make an huge difference on your life and will help to cease with that depression/anxiety you speak about.

Sometimes, in my past life, i would care so much abou sprituality that i would forget the beauty of life. In fact there was no spirituality, only the struglle to get out of a bad state of life.

Or you enter in the reign of spirituality with a lucid mind or you will make things worst.

just my humble opinion.

[Vivek]

HeY!! from what i know abt spirituality is tht this is your life, your experience. Good or bad are nothing but relative perceptions.This plane ,the astral  etc are nothing but illusions which cater to ur desires,ur ego. So u r here to experience , experience it and be grateful, but at the same time stick to ur roots( ur spirituality)! Ur ultimate purpose is to head back to the supreme soul...u r a part of!! so balance ur life, meditate and at the same time experience this world and attract everything u want to.
Teacher's are here to guide u,show u the path,but u should walk on it!!
SO abt the kalki bhagavan , analyse what he teaches or says for urself and make ur own decisions( dont go by what others say), and if u r really interested in spirituality, u have to start meditating and dont take short cuts(even if there are).  well....i hope i am making sense....neway...hope it helps...till nxt time...adios