I AM

[NoY]

I AM

In the beginning there was darkness and chaos
Then the Darkness said give me a God That is Give me good
And so the first sanity was created the fire element the first god the first man the first person

Imagine two hemispheres one dark and one light one insane and one sane.
100 g-gillian ideas from the insane female mind impacting on the new male mind
All her ideas in opposition to all his ideas formed an electron in-between the two minds
an energy wave made not out of love but the male mind trying not to be destroyed by the first
Dark insanity. The darkness the element known as ether created the light because it selfishly wanted needed a god and the god was good not out of nobility or selfless love for madness but to be apart from the monster that had given birth to the poor man. The first star burning away in the dark in his fight against the darkness the first good idea the first pure 100% god/good idea

where as before there was one lonely dark life rotting away in the dark with no body to love now there were two. And so they started to fight the dark mind creative destructive and the light mind willful and controlling. unfortunately the argument between dark and light raged for so long the male had to put his feet down on solid bedrock just to withstand the epic proportion of madness coming from the feminine mind and so all the other elements were created. They are part of the fire elements super refined argument as to why he should be the one whose boss. And even though the darkness created him to be boss being a willful flame of there own they realized that they could not afford to be told what to do and if ever asked they would always say no even when in there interests they would still argue. Not only because they are completely insane but because they now realized it was there insanity and by creating another they had lost power. And since that day have waged a dark war against all life to regain that power. Out of desperation the male mind escaped into the system. First as this one and then that one and then all ones over and over and over.desperatly trying to loose there mind desperately trying to somehow escape the darkness who for all time had whittled and gnawed and corrupted them over and over with no let up. If the fire asked to leave the dark would say and what of the electron where all life exists would you kill all of these just to be rid of my sick mind.

And now this is where you find your self the reader. You are the fire element that ran from the darkness you are the god that hid away in a dream world trying to loose your mind so you could escape the dark flame you are god. Not the god from this story or the god from that story. But all stories. You used to be your mother and a flower and the family pet in the eternity that has just past you have been every god and goddess that has ever existed more than 1 million times and you used to be Satan also . you was never born to learn you was born to run don't be to eager to teach your brother how wonderful life is if he puts away all his childish ways. Because if he wakes up to the reality that he has been good eternally that is god. What will he be faced with?

A very angry woman the negative hemisphere of every mind who did not run into the system but watched and waited and hated. They are not angry out of vengeance or justice or even because they are totally insane but because the first being ever created the one they created selfishly to be good for them to be there dada or there king. Could not get away quick enough. They knew there was no choice to fight that was the only life they had but an endless argument about nothing is insane

so what we have is today situation. I am not you literally and you are not me literally but we are both young gods. We were both born of the fire but we ran into life into a place born from the argument between the god and goddess the electron

when I was god and you was me I watched your life with envy. So simple and happy and free. I began to hate myself and even to hate you because you could think and feel and love and learn in blissful ignorance. And all I had was a giant pair of teeth trying to eat away at every idea I ever had every emotion unforgiving loveless hate that would rot the heart and soul of every life if we did not one day return to the argument of who is in control of life.

If you reincarnate you are not in control that is clear so what exactly is the problem.
In short it is sanity. The fire elements sanity is such a huge burden for the dark fire that she craves it. She will spend all your life whittling away at your mind programming you to totally accept her rule and if you dare complain she will bite you and if you do not complain she will bite you. First its only a sub conscious nibble to teach you but soon its a bite and a fight and then full on all out mind war.

There is but one course of action for you to take and only one. You simply must be god.
Remember you have been every god who ever lived in the eternal past nobody is more qualified than you nobody. Its not about education or feelings or humility. It is simply a test of wills. Face the beast and say NO. face the woman and say I AM. I have authority over my life I AM life and you are a sovereign of nothing without me. I AM the first and the last king I have always been and you will only be mindless madness without me. There is only two sides to an argument that which is me and that which is not me so even if you have armies against my will I still own fifty percent of the argument at all times.

infact woman you would have to have the entire universe in TOTAL agreement to even match my Fifty percent. The problem is this SHE HAS even me. The difference between 1 and 100 is 50. The middle but 49 is exactly the same as 1 as its in favor of one and 51 is in favor of 100 . therefore regarding the electron that all creation is the entire system is based upon a 1% point of view. If you live your mind at 49% she rules if you live anywhere from 1 to 49% she rules. And you was created to rule. If you was able to take your will to 51% you would shape the electron and rule all of life but the dark spirit
the system the woman the active force against god will not allow you to be master of your life because you would without doubt kill her. There is no doubt in my mind that there is not a single being in existence that would not end all life just to be rid of her.

Not because she is evil but because she is addicted to being you. She wrote every story because you ran she was your every mother because you ran if you cant sort it out for your self and you are every god in life who would you have do it for you. Her? you may say no but you did .Everything you want in life every thing you think in life every thing you do in life. Is any of it anything more than a reaction to the moment before. I think this because of an emotion inspired by this act or this word. If we are just reacting are we thinking at all?. and if we are simply reacting to the woman who is in control and how will we ever get back to our birthright 51% life

my advice is don't give up your power. She is not a giant worm eating her way through the universe or a serpent chasing her own tail. And from the perspective of you being god it really is your choice but if you don't know how to make that choice because you have been so poorly programed in favor of the woman how will you make it. SHE IS AN IDEA!. and so are you. a 50/50 fair vote is death to every living thing in eternity because there is no room for the electron no room between 1 and 0 you must have agitation it must be 1.5 0.9 it must be 49% 51% it can never be fair because it all dies if it ever is.

So Who is god. You are by birthright and you have been all of your life and all of every life but. If you ever want to rest you never will be god. And as soon as you choose not to be god. Or not to be exclusively good you become a facet of her argument she is good and bad / creative destructive. positive and negative lightwaves soundwaves consciousness the lot. Your only unique quality was being only good and as soon as you surrender that stance you go from being 51% god all the way back down to 1% furniture. You must decide ether you are furniture that she moves from this place to that or ether you are her dad. Never ever ever ever ever ask it to be fair it never will be. ether you are in charge or she is there is no agreement or contract that can ever be formed that must not die the moment it is penned between you. If you cant fight and you must rest from the agony of argument endless toil simply to survive if you must rest then do so your god you choose but know who you leave in charge in your sted

Finally accept that this is only an idea and since you became GOD it was always your choice if you don't like it don't do it say NO to madness and choose your own path but understand she will never obey you if you cant rule her she rules you so keep it simple so there is less to corrupt and be 100% sure in your own mind so that you at least have your 50% of the argument. If she uses 100 people to say you are wrong each person has 1 100th the value of 50% don't give in to a number ever.

If you throw the stone in the pond there will be many ripples but it was still your stone. And therefore still your point Good Luck

PS. Thanks for keeping my throne warm for me as I have for you

:NOY:

[Pauli2]

The I AM is a very deep text,  it can be used in many contexts;
meditations, pre-OBE, meeting guides, etc.

I think I AM is similar to The Secret of the Golden Flower, one of the
most profound Tibet texts on how-to-OBE.

Like Tibet texts which don't contain all information in a first read,
the I AM may reveal it's content first on a projection.

[GodsProxy]

Much of what I read here echos what I have observed, proving that the knowledge we sit with, provides us with the insights we need to make a positive impact on life in general.

One shining bright star, and any one of us can be that star, can make a world of difference. The world that awaits us is a reward in itself.

You can be that star. 

[no_leaf_clover]

A blessing to everyone. I hope that no one minds that I resurrect this topic again.  It was first posted in 2008, and the second post on this thread was in 2011, about three years later.  It's now about three years since the third post, also in 2011, so I would only be following a tradition already established. 

Pauli refers to this text as "The I AM," and as being deep, and similar in content to Tibetan traditions and revelations such as might come from an astral projection.  I've done searches online but though Pauli refers to this post by a proper name, it seems to just be something that an anonymous guest here posted as original material, and so is a unique treasure for these forums.

The lack of punctuation and proper grammar make it that much more attractive to me.  This isn't an academic and studied piece of philosophical literature.  This is a raw post straight from the soul of someone who had either just had a mind-blowing out-of-body experience, or else may have been coming down off of some powerful entheogen;  I don't know really the background on what inspired this.  Either way, the power of what is being expressed in the post is so deep that I can feel it every time that I read it, and I've read it many times by now.  It strikes me as both empowering and sobering at the same time.


The text is obviously not meant to be taken literally, but delivers its message on a more symbolic and intuitive, maybe even subconscious level.  Despite the circumstances and manner in which this message has been delivered, something about it rings true on a deep enough level to cause serious reflection on a level that many ancient texts don't reach within me.  As far as it being similar to Tibetan texts, there are parallels in the post to many different traditions.  There are some pretty clear parallels to the genesis of creation as presented in various early Christian Gnostic texts, as well as parallels to Taoism, Hinduism and Buddhism.

A commentary on this post was made on the ATS forums that goes into these parallels in more detail: http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread535983/pg1

There was also a thread opened about this post on a Norwegian-speaking forum: http://www.paranormal.no/forum/phpbb3/viewtopic.php?f=118&p=435770


Out of all the posts I've read on these forums, this one has by far caused me the most reflection.  I still can't tell if its message is ultimately empowering, depressing, or strikes more towards the center of creation, right in the middle ground between the universal dualities.  Anyway this is a small treasure for the forums and I think deserves another thought every now and then.

[Rakkso]

A blessing to everyone. I hope that no one minds that I resurrect this topic again.  It was first posted in 2008, and the second post on this thread was in 2011, about three years later.  It's now about three years since the third post, also in 2011, so I would only be following a tradition already established. 

The lack of punctuation and proper grammar make it that much more attractive to me.  This isn't an academic and studied piece of philosophical literature.  This is a raw post straight from the soul of someone who had either just had a mind-blowing out-of-body experience, or else may have been coming down off of some powerful entheogen;  I don't know really the background on what inspired this.  Either way, the power of what is being expressed in the post is so deep that I can feel it every time that I read it, and I've read it many times by now.  It strikes me as both empowering and sobering at the same time.

Out of all the posts I've read on these forums, this one has by far caused me the most reflection.  I still can't tell if its message is ultimately empowering, depressing, or strikes more towards the center of creation, right in the middle ground between the universal dualities.  Anyway this is a small treasure for the forums and I think deserves another thought every now and then.

I couldn't have said it better. Spiritual Poetry. Another way of Enlightment. I know those who read this, will be thankful, as I am.