Monroe's signal

[Steel Hawk]

I generally suck at writing and have a lot of character flaws (narcissism, lack of empathy, etc) that would probably come out in what I say. I just feel that I've learned a few things, well nothing really. Is it even important to share?

I sorta hate the idea sometimes... but I don't know if it's worth it. I'd probably just come off as insane.

Anyway, I heard old man Monroe's signal that he was always yabbering about in his books, INSPEC signal, blah blah blah. If you've ever listened to hemisync's gateway experience that he produced it's VERY much like some of the sounds you hear.... If you listen to the "First Stage Separation" on Wave III Freedom at around 5-6 minutes into it. But it's much louder and chaotic... I guess he heard it so much he was eventually able to create something that sounded similar.

I've been getting off the drugs I've used for so long now to repress this part of me, and a week in it's already started to happen again. Daily multiple spontaneous OBEs while trying to go to sleep. It's not such a big deal anymore, but the false awakenings are killing me. Not realizing whether I'm really here or not for the fourth time in a row kinda freaks me out. But whatever.

I've never heard said signal before or had any idea what he meant, I have no idea if I'm right or not. But I find it strange that once I heard it, then I realized Monroe = genius. It's not like I've been listening to Hemisync anytime in the past few months (until after said signal was heard).

[Xanth]

Listen to it and follow it.  Open yourself up to it. 

[Steel Hawk]

I'm trying  . I think I lack the energy to follow it through. I know it leads somewhere... like it's a portal for lack of a better word. So far I've just been losing it and popping out in the Real Time Zone / etheric plane.

It reminds me of when I was first trying to have OBEs, I'd get the vibrations, some parts of my energy body would disconnect then nothing. I was in the "I must find the right technique" stage. Same thing with this signal, I know it's there and I can almost reach it but haven't advanced far enough to figure out how to follow it. 

[Xanth]

You have all the energy you need.  Don't fall into that trap.

Just focus towards it and go.  It's all focus.