a brief message on love and playtime fun

[Chaos Mage]

   The force of a man's heart is alive if he be alive in love.  For without a heart that knows, accepts, and wants for love, there is only the perversion of the flesh, the corruption of lesser wants, the desires of things that make a man kill his own brother for his brother's wife.  Let us not speak of such atrocity. Do not even bring it into mind!  For now, we speak of finer things, things which are spoken for the benefit of any whom have sense to see a word and know that it is a word formed out of a want for truth, rather than a cunning trick to decieve that heart of hope, faith, and love.

   Have you ever experiened being a child at play?  To have that freedom of concepts, ideas, things or items, characters, their personalities, and the full weight of hope for the future there in the act of casting, "Berserkera!"!  Indeed, there are many ways to live your life, and some men value the cold steel, others the moist earth, and yet others the gleam of the ink upon the page.  Yet!  There are things of color and light that men can not accept in their own heart any longer, for they have been betrayed to that cold stone.
   When a child is at play, it does not care for the passage of time.  It knows only that when the sun sets the monsters come forth for a certainty, whereas in play, they come forth for the certainty of their destruction in fantasy.  A child at play is the most magickal, phenonemal being that can exist.  Even these human children have that glower of magick, light, and hope about them when they are engaged in the actions of playtime and fun.
   For what is life without fun?  When did the adult mind begin to drag itself down into the gutter of lusts and debauchery, and to rape it's own spirit of that simple happiness of being content with an imaginary friend?  So often, I see them on the streets, and I know them not.  The adults who have as their god this god or another, and they do not even know that there is a God whom has created all things, even the soul which becomes spiritual and can ascend the astral planes.  The adult mind, for all it's skill and perfection in business or talk, has lost it's power in the punch.

   When we give ourselves to the action of playing, free and unlimited, not bound by corporate copyright or statutes of the religious motivation, then we are free.  In a single day of play, you can, either by boredom or by the alleviation of that boredom, truly transcend the physical limitations.  The places that you will go!  For, in my theory as incomplete and left to others to finish in their own decisions, it is the big deal that God has Created All Things, and we only embrace them as we are able.
   To see the suffering of the flesh, and to have that hope of heaven that says that when that flesh expires, they are also free by that means, it is an honor to God that we uphold that simple faith in heaven's love.  For if heaven did not exist, would there be an astral?  Would there be a Magus at the very depths where no man can pass less he is dead to his soul and has nowhere to turn but to that Magus and his Eternal Flames?  If there were no heaven, there would be no sky, there would be no flesh to suffer it's own decay.  And for those whom have the hope of heaven, even the hope of life beyond their suffering is in them.
   Never let your hope die.  For if you, being old, withered, chopped up and ready for the grave, if you have the power of light enough to 'see the inner world' and then again, to see it for what it is, then you will find fulfillment in knowing that you lived the best way you knew how with what the world provided to you.  And when you see that inner world as being a vibrant, holy sanctum, where there is magick, creations of your own spirit, and life force begotten of the Holy Creator granted it to you yourself in your own godship and power, then you will die peacefully, and will not strive for the things of which the modern world has set about to finish up for the younglings.
   The world is, and can not be muted, save for means by which we truly die and must be resurrected by the One Jesus Christ.  Yet, if it were not for that Holy, Jehovah, so we call His Name, then there would be no Jesus Christ at all.  The spirit, for all that men proclaim it to be, even myself here and now, you must search that heart which you have been given, and know that too attain unto Peace and Love and Faith is greater than any creation of pot or hot girls or good food.  And in this sense, it is meant that you are the one creating it, for your own selfish pleasure.  For, truly, to have faith is an assurance, it means that through time and space the Holy Spirit has touched the lives of those considered.  To have faith, it leads men to climb mountains, boys to challenge tigers, and perhaps die, yet, the faith itself proven pure, is cause for a miracle beyond... ......

   So when you consider that fantasy is an action, of both the mind and the body as one soul united to itself, you gain not only the fantasy, but the Peace, and Love, and Faith of it as a Creation.  An act of creation!  And when you fantasy, and if you should play even being a man fifty years old, you see that there is hope for those phantasms, and that if there is hope for a phantasm, there is hope for a young girl who does not know whom it is that her real father is, and hope for the boy who loves her simply due to the basic need of his heart to love something.

   On that matter, the 'need of love' is an ever gushing fountain.  It is not spoken of as something grotesque, nor anything perverted.  As a streaming torrent, burst wide, flowing with the waters of salvation, so too is the heart that has found the meaning of love, and knows this... that it can not be adequately expressed by words, yet, in play, the eyes will not lie, the aura will open and synergize, and the feeling, the pure sensory and psychic power of love itself, this leads men to respect one another, and to have faith that the respect will become honor, this honor, again, unto God that they live together, fight together, and die together.

   So when people are filled with spirit and proclaiming such a thing as 'We are all One", it is hard to hate them for such a statement.  For when we are in love, we feel that oneness, that wholeness and completedness in ourselves.  We know how to cherish, and to love, to express that love, it is wisdom in the hands of those who do not mix love with hate or peace with deception.  For the words of love are bountiful, song upon song of beauty, grace, and power of life.  And things such as this I myself have tried to convey, that by an abundance of words online, some may get the message, yet I feel that without this message to compliment all that has been said concerning fantasy, psychology, science, quantum reality, and such, that from my viewpoint, it is little wonder that all my work has fallen on 'deaf ears'.  For if a man is not heard when he whispers, he may talk plain, and if not heard again, he will yell, shout, or perhaps even sing! 


So know that I have tried to be truthful, to fulfill what Scripture I could within my means, and that when you are at play, your aura is open, energizing itself on the cosmic and the quasi-quantum, and that if at play, and having fun, your heart will heal itself, and corruption and decadence will not be pursued to the point that you become a disaster to all those knowing you. 

It is better to be mild tempered and pleasant to those hating you than to give them greater reason for your condemnation by adding hate to hate, and vehemence to condemnation.

[Stookie_]

I agree with a lot of this. Jesus said "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven."

That's why I'm such a pinball fanatic. Nothing like getting lost in a good game. Like you said, kids do it naturally. Adults have to "let go" first.

[Chaos Mage]

Thanks for the agreement, Stookie.

I've been trying other things lately, involving my chakra.  Will post an update on it in appropriate section later, after we test it out.  I think I was getting some levitation yesterday, my body was bouncing in place slightly.

Yes, anyway.  When a child is at play, the timestream for them seems to move slower, or faster.  Perhaps you remember being in school and wishing time to go faster, sometimes it would, sometimes it wouldn't.  Seems like the more you focus on time itself, the slower that it goes.  When you let go of the time awareness, time just blows right by.  I've heard that our temporal/time senses are located in the higher functional components of the brain, so it makes sense that if this has been damaged or removed due to necromantic urges of others for power, that it will have to regrow before you can use it again. The only way to regrow it is to continue using it, as if it were still there.

Playtime fun is excellent.  When you are involved in a play session, or even singing or dancing, fun things right, well, it's easy to live.  When you are constantly obsessing on if someone is getting raped or murdered, and what is happening in New Mexico today in the crime lord rings, and crap like that, you really get bogged down and it seems to close off or seal the chakra under a specific energy charge.  When you are engaged in play, even a good movie, time slows down and ceases to exist in certain aspects.  When you are at play, you are having fun, and the so called 'darkness' of the world can not touch you.  When we get older, we see that we were more alive and smarter when we were children, it's just that we didn't know enough about 'this world' to make any use of our creativity back then.

Even writing can be fun and a release from that darkness.  Anything you do can be fun.  Fun is the key element to life, after all.  Sex, drinking, drugs, all of that has it's fun limit, it stops being fun when you sell your soul to get high or get the booze.  Children don't dabble or deal with booze, sex, or drugs, at least, I hope they don't.  So they can focus on Halo Reach or Call Of Duty, and enjoy killing the virtual beings.  While that has it's limit as well, I don't believe in limitations as being something necessary to the religious paths that lead to transcendence.  Being involved in Chaos Magick, I've already seen that there are well built and preconstructed rituals to perform which have the effect as stated, yet, Crowley must be a genius to have been through all that.

Sorry,  now I'm rambling again.

Anyway, glad you like Pinball Stookie.  I play Final Fantasy video games, but it's more like a full time job to keep collecting and selling the items to make gil to buy the good stuff.  I got a file now, I'm at the start of the game FF12, with Vaan and Penelo at level 29, and we are fighting the Werewolves located at Giza Plains.  I got the Kotetsu for each character, and now we are just murdering those poor Werewolves.  Getting the Quality Hides, they sell for about four hundred gil each.  Pretty good.  But I want to max out my Amplifiers or what are they called again... Augment, yeah, my augments, then I'll save the file and progress with the storyline.  That game has the most beautiful mini quest right at the start, and if you do it, you can power up for most of the rest of the game, staying well ahead of the boss levels and easily blowing through the game.

It's fun, what can I say, I like the system of commerce in FF12.  Anyway, back to work.