is it normal?

[SnakeDoctor]

ever since i was a young kid, i've had this darkness in me. at times thru out my life(so far) i've felt a struggle to keep this so called "dark side" from getting out. it feels that if i let this side out, that i could do anything i wanted, have infinite power so to speak...i always hear talk about dark magik(or how ever that type is spelt) a part of me wants to jump in it and see what it's about...practice it(if its a thing to practice) i also heard its bad stuff. but apart of me doesn't care one bit.

please tell me im not the only one!

[Tayesin]

Snake,
It's not a darkness you are afraid of, but it is the power inside you that frightens you alright.

We have light and dark in us, what you choose in thought and action shows in the light you shine. Shine white light into your dark, see it, know it, own it and love it as you. Then continue to choose your thoughts and actions. No biggie brother.

The power within is a different matter, sort of. Everyone has heard tales of a small person lifting a car off someone, etc. That is the power used with an Instigating thought creating Intent followed immediately by acting on that Intent.

You know this power, we all feel it when are so filled with raging anger.. which is why we are afraid to be so angry especially if we are around other people. So, to get to the power without going down the angry path, requires lerning not to let anger make you react. Instead, learn to choose to act. Stop moving, close you eyes and just Breathe. Don't count because we only count angry anyway. Just breathe, and when you open your eyes, you will still feel all that power inside you, but you can stand there and choose what action you will take.This again is where shining your light is the more effective path.

Focusing your attention on the base chakra and simpy imagining it growing larger and filling you with warm energy, will allow you to use the power by directing it with your attention. One rule of thumb, don't let doubt get in your way when you try an experiment with the power within. And, it will not work if you try to show off, but it will work once you know how to use it and it's responsibility to share what you learned with others.

[SnakeDoctor]

thanks taye!

[NoY]

A Star is Dark On the inside

and

In the beggining there was darkness and god said what are you looking at the lightbulb for?

AT the end of the day its what you make of it pro or shmo even to its extreems
if you were an assasin. are you a yob with a house brick . or a sniper taking the God shot from a mile away in high wind, its up to you to be king of your own mind and if there is somthing in there that needs rules then looks like you found the right guy for the job

:NoY: