Returning from hypnosis!! Interesting.

[jilola]

Are you going for more sessions?
It looks like there is some deep rooted block that makes you avoid direct questioning and AP outtta Dodge when the blocked issues are probed. But as you don't describe any fear or compulsion with the avoidance the block would be either have been put there by you or by someone else in order to keep something hidden until some condition is met by you (spiritual development, some understanding?)
Especially the bit where you said you didn't follow the path and couldn't retuurn to it suggests that your sub-c was trying to control the hypnosis in order to reroute the line of questioning.

If you have more session please post if you are ok with it. I'm curious as #%&/

2cents

jouni

[Tisha]

Yup - - I agree with Jilola - - - looks like you got "outta Dodge" to avoid addressing the block in your chest.  That's where the heart chakra is (the green one) and that's a place where a LOT of us have (or had) blockages.  That's where the heartache lives, after all, and who among us has never felt heartache? http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile_dissapprove.gif" border=0>

My guess - - - I'm qualifying this by saying it is just that, my guess - - - is that something emotionally painful - - in the extreme! - - is blocking your energy flow and giving you problems.  

BTW, severe emotional trauma DOES cause blackouts and memory problems, even years after the fact, even when you think you dealt with it (or feel you should have). http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile_dead.gif" border=0>

So, Dr. Tisha's prescription is to get professional assistance (anyone you trust who is good at what they do) in dealing with the blockage.  

My final (but do I ever shut up?) tidbit is that Love is the best medicine.  TRUE Love will blow that blockage out of the water!  But it works best if the True Love is coming from YOU, yourself, vous, loving yourself.  Go back and hug the You that was You when you got hurt . . . go back in time if you have to.  You can do that, you know!  http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile_wink.gif" border=0>

Best of luck to you!


Tisha

"As Above, So Below"

[amcturbo]

Hi David,
I'm glad to hear you took a step towards figuring things out ... a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.  With your diligence and patience, you'll discover what's what and grow/learn more than you can BEGIN to IMAGINE.

If this was your first visit with this hypnotherapist, I'm *guessing* that your Sub-Conscious is naturally reluctant to completely answer questions to this "new person" (therapist) ... it's a matter of Rapport.  It can also be a matter of YOU gaining rapport with your own Sub-Conscious ... just some thoughts.

As to your *ideas* of what to experience in hypnosis ... toss 'em out the window.  Every session can be, and probably will be different ... your awareness levels can be different ... your responses can be different ... the techniques used will vary (depending on therapist).

For me, getting my ANALYTICAL and CRITICAL left-brain portions out of the way, has helped tremendously.  Also, supressing (not repressing) disbelief temporarily, has helped, too.

Keep up the good work, mate, we're all rooting for you!

Cheers!
Greg Taylor

"Whatever consciousness may be, it's not a small thing" - Ingo Swann

[cainam_nazier]

I do plan on seeing this through to help resolve these issues and get some of my questions answered.  In fact I have another appointment on this coming Monday.  

One of the reasons I picked this particular therapist is because she mentioned in her bio about dealing with different energies and various this of a spiritual nature.  I figured this better than going to some one who was more "clinical" or viewing things from a pure science stand point.

My brain still hurts though.

David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.
http://www.prepaidliving.com/vip/David127385

[cainam_nazier]

I find myself some what at a lose of words.  It was some what of a learning experience but I am still very puzzled as to what transpired.

I laid every thing out on the table before she put me under.  We went over the lack of dreaming, the time I passed out, the dream I did have with the whole getting stuck in the back of the head with a needle, the projection attempts, the dark stranger entity and possible reasons for, the various "abilities" and "sensativities" in regaurds to the astral and psionics.  I basically recapped the last 6 years of my life and touched on some of what went on before.

I did not think you were sapposed to be that aware during hipnosis.  I can remember the whole thing, not reaally in the correct order but the whole thing none the less.  I was thinking as she was talking to me and at times found it very difficult to follow her instructions.  But I went under none the less.  I say that because I had little to no control over me direct physical actions.  She would say do some thing and I would.

She believed that it would be best, given the multitude of questions that needed answers, to allow my sub-consious to choose where I should go and what we should work on.  It sounded like a good idea.  However we encountered a snag.  My sub-c did not really want to play along.  The moment my body relaxed my sub-c sorta stepped out for a stroll.  Although I did not fully project I was not fully in my body either.  It was extream detatchment but because she was trying to talk to me I could not fully leave.  She noted obvious physical changes when she would ask me to return to my physical body, but then as soon as she asked another question I would step out again.  

I was really strange because when she asked a question I so wanted to speak and tell her what was going on.  I also wanted to say that I didn't think I was under but I found that I was unable to speak a word.  At best all I could do was grunt.

I could not see at all really, just black with some flashes of color coming from behinde me.  I could feel, not really physically feel, but rather thoughts and emotions.  They would come mildly as she asked questions.

Here are some of the questions and answers.

She asked me to go down a path, she then asked if I was there.  I motioned NO.
She asked if I could return to the path she desribed.  I answer no.
She asked if I was alone.  I answered yes.
She asked me to call for a guide and then asked again if I was alone.  I answered yes.
She asked if I was afraid.  I answered no.
She asked if I was in my body.  I answered no.
She asked me to return to my body and then asked if I was there.  I answered yes.
She asked if I could stay there.  I answered no.
She asked if there was something in my throat preventing me from talking.  I answered no.
She asked if it was in my chest.  I answered yes.
She asked if it was light.  I answered no.
She asked if it was dark.  I answered yes.
She asked if there was a cord coming from it.  I answered no.
She asked again if I was alone.  I answered yes.
She then asked me a series of questions that I did not have to answer her with but that I was to remember any information I got.
She asked if there was a reason for the "needle dream".  I heard yes.
She asked if it was because I went to far.  I heard no.
She asked if there was a reason I was not dreaming regularly.  I heard "knowledge".
She asked if I could stay in my body.  I heard "I can't"
She asked what was the reason behinde the dark stranger.  I heard "It's me"
She asked a couple of other questions that were unanswered.  But I got the impression that the questions "could not" or "would not" be answered.

She eventually brought me back wich left me groggy as all get out.  I felt like I was just dragged behinde a horse for several miles.  She said it was because I was not only recovering from the hypnosis but I was also recovering from being in an OBE state.  I also had one heck of a head-acke which is still wearing off.  That she believes is from the influx of new information.

I feel that this is currently the correct course of action FOR ME.  However I would suggest that anyone who has difficulty with controlled OBE's to be VERY VERY cautious if hypnosis is being considered.  To be highly aware and not in control of what is going on can be highly problematic if you are not ready for it.


David Rogalski
cainam_nazier@hotmail.com
I am he who walks in the light but is masked by the shadows.
http://www.prepaidliving.com/vip/David127385