Hi Yall,
I just wanted to talk a bit about the silence I've experienced lately. It's such an odd thing and I'm not used to it at all. I'm pretty sure the silence has everything to do with what I've been through lately and it doesn't worry me at all on that level. It's actually something I've kind of asked for a lot over the last few months or so which makes me feel that I've been heard and acknowledged. So I'm not asking for help with this, just thought I would share as it might be relevant to some things others have gone through at different times in their lives.
So to make a long story short - I've always felt the 'company' of other. Have a long list of weird, unexplained and just plain WTH moments. Lucid dreams, astral projections, out of body and etheric travel have pretty much just been a part of a mixed bag and par for the course (I think that's a golf term), lol.
The last few years have been rough on a purely physical level watching my husbands health go downhill. My own health seems to have chased his in a race for the bottom as I spent my time doing everything I could to take care of him putting me on the back burner. It's a common denominator for caregivers so I'm not looking for sympathy and all that. More so I'm just filling in background. I have zero regrets.
So this SILENCE is both welcoming and totally weird. I know my 'helpers' are still present, they are not fooling me and I don't feel they are trying to. They are here, watching and just letting me be. It's refreshing in a way and highly respectful of them. So I just thought I would share that and see what anyone else has to add or say.
Hugs Everyone
I think this silence may represent that you have learned major lessons and you no longer need a constant reassurance and external support. Although it is very comforting knowing and feeling helpers presence, sometimes we have to be left to our own powers to realize that we indeed can do things on our own. And not only that but we, ourselves can become helpers to others so they can feel our presence and be comforted that they are not alone.
Nameless, I find periods of "silence" to occur when we are about to take one of life's "forks" in the road. The silence is there so you may fully contemplate and focus on which path you choose. Like you said, "you feel they are still there". But at the moment they are allowing "YOU" to decide which path to choose. Once you do that, you will find that "communication" will resume.
Silence is good :-D funny that you say this after we spoke. :roll: a new path I would say....
I prefer to call 'silence' actually 'stillness'.
Being 'still' for me also includes motion (including commotion), not just sound. It is the reconnection to the true self, the observer behind the moving thoughts of the monkey mind and the moving soundwaves and other sense impressions (sight/lightwaves, taste, smell, tactile etc.) of the external 3D world.
Stillness is part of the true reality for me.