Confused!

[Gem]

Oh dear, i'm soooo confused. I've read a few posts and i'm afraid I just don't understand alot of these things, terms etc.

I've been experiencing 'strange' things since I was a nipper but i've never put terms to them, I didn't know any existed to be honest.

I am utterly fascinated in all these things and love to learn but you all seem so knowledgeable so please bear with a bit of a thicko this end  

[knightlight]

read the FAQ's section, I learned everything I needed to ever know form there.