Hello everyone,
I kind of need some advice and answers. About a year ago when I spoke to a psychic she said that most of my life I have been haunted/followed by a spirit that keeps trying to do things to confuse me or cause pain in my life, the thing is I have had some form of spiritual attacks at night when I'm asleep and ended up getting attacked but would happen once in a whole while but the thing is it's usually gray aliens that I ended up seeing during the attack and the thing is when I was a kid in one specific area that I used to live that at some nights I would wake up and see a couple of gray aliens staring at me through my bedroom window. I don't see them personally now since I made it a point to live in city's and not in areas what I like to call "No Man's Land" but once in a whole while I will get attacked by them or at night before going to bed or waking up in the middle of the night before an attack happens I get this type of feeling that I know they are going to attack me in my dream, it's the same feeling I would get when they used to look at me at night through my bedroom window when I was a kid. Usually when I get that feeling I ended up playing christian music and immediately the feeling goes away and I don't end up getting attack. Now I've tried praying and asking God and my deceased beloved grandmother (may god rest her beloved soul) if aliens do exist or not and usually when I pray to god about something I usually get a immediately response but in an inadvertent unique way since that's how I've learned a long time ago that god talks to me that way but with this question I don't get a "yes they are real" or a "no they are not real" and same with my grandmother. I've asked only one person if they are real since I just wanted to know if they are real or are demons or if it's just in my head and that I should put it out (and if that's the case I can live with that it's just in my head) and that person told me it's demons but I never told that person about the psychic and what I was told, but the thing is that my heart tells me after what I've seen I know they were too real to just be a spirit and I also have this deep terrible in my heart and mind that I have been abducted but I can't remember it for a reason which makes me curious if I should see a professional that handles memory recollection but at the same time I don't since I'm afraid of what I might remember and if it will affect the way I am now. I need some advice if you people can give some or if I should just not think about it, it's just that I want a definite answer to the question that still keeps nagging me.
It could be an Aspect of Self that wants in, and it gets some help from "grays". You could try to go into the astral and just get the feeling for your Aspect. Then if you like to, you can call for the Aspect(s) as they can be more than one, there can be tens of them. Then just request: "I want all my Aspects of Self to enter me and merge with me!" or "I call all my Aspects to me!"
This can be quite scary as some of your Aspects may be angry for not letting them in. Other Aspects of Self need to be sought up and with help of "grays" or other astral helpers, you may merge in the "astral-physical" by hugging you Aspect. If you do it right you should get at least two heavy chills (the second is the heavier) running through your body, and probably several more chills and even days after the chills may come. Most chills start out from the legs or lower back, but as you become more used to it or collect lost Aspects of Self from various places, you will notice that those chills may start from the back of your head. To not scare some of your Aspect, your helpers may put you in your child state. You may need to send PUL as well.
If it feels unpleasant, don't fight it or it will get worse. You may abandon the Aspect retrieval for some weeks, but don't put up resistance.
greys are robots sending them love is a waste of time they cant understand it.
human beings are very powerfull beings make your self into an astral warrior and they wont want anything to do with you in case you destroy them
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Every being is allowed PUL, even the lowest ones.
i'm a firm believer in the "shadow self" and it's influence on our lives. the shadow self being a collective of repressed aspects of ourselves that we don't care to face. But it's much more than that, it is the innate source of creativity and imagination (perhaps linked with the sacral chakra). The shadow heavily influences our perception of the world, to the point where we "hate" the qualities of the world that we repress in ourselves, usually unknowingly. This shadow self is also the "fractured soul" that is sought out and put back together by shamans in their journeys. Point being, in my opinion, it's often times an unruly shadow self that causes these "problems" that people so often attribute to discarnate entities bent on mayhem.
Quote from: Pauli2 on April 16, 2011, 11:39:11
Every being is allowed PUL, even the lowest ones.
Doesn't mean it's good for anything. What you're really doing is pushing emotional energy on another being with the expressed intent of manipulating their will. How does that make your purpose any better than theirs? Are you that sure that your sense of morality and ethics is that righteous?
Quote from: personalreality on April 16, 2011, 11:45:36
Doesn't mean it's good for anything. What you're really doing is pushing emotional energy on another being with the expressed intent of manipulating their will. How does that make your purpose any better than theirs? Are you that sure that your sense of morality and ethics is that righteous?
I may not have a complete answer to your questions from your point of view, but let me try. ->
PUL is unconditional, so it doesn't demand the receiver to actually do anything.
PUL breaks painful emotional loops or painful loneliness.
PUL is part of healing.
PUL cures fear.
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Once having experienced PUL and F 27, the receiver is free to go back to whatever painful emotional loop or painful loneliness there is. The only time I know that happens is when Satans of Hells have been retrieved and decide to return as leaders of their Hells in order to continue torturing discarnated souls.
I just wanted to add that the 'receiver' has the free will to NOT accept PUL.
So then should I find a way to seek out how to be an astral warrior or just forget about the whole thing as if it's just in my head cause some of the replys i'm not quite understanding.
You should figure out what you're not understanding.
Quote from: ROCKmanX on April 18, 2011, 22:47:31
So then should I find a way to seek out how to be an astral warrior or just forget about the whole thing as if it's just in my head cause some of the replys i'm not quite understanding.
Just have your experiences, record them, and do what you feel is right.
What feels right to me or more to the point what I feel deep down to my heart and soul and spirit is that who/what ever they are have no good intention when I encounter them. My soul tells me this which is why I resist/fight them. That is what I feel deep down in the depth of my soul.