Starting To Loose Hope In Everything

[Skamoni]

I'm just starting to not believe all the things that i am believing now. I have never seen a video of TK which actually makes me satisified.
Sure i have made a psiwheel spin but how do i know its not just a draft that i cant feel, also with Auras how do i know there just not after-images

I am wrong, or am i on a wild goose chase with no goal and no future...im seriously thinking about quitting this site and moving on.

Hungry for info....SKamoni

[GorillaBait]

I too have no proof of anything, except my gut feeling.

I was an athiest for 20 years, and its been 2.5 years since then, but I still have no really definitive personal proof that there's more to reality than modern science would have you believe.

Yet, I refuse to give up, because I just, I know, I can't give up hope.  I'm not going to give up hope.  Call it a leap of faith.  I know my life will change for the better, and I'll become one with the flow of life.  Maybe not today, not tomorrow, but when the time is right.

Until then, I'll keep meditating, I'll keep doing energy work, until my time comes and I'm ready to experience the richness of life.

[CaCoDeMoN]

I'm just starting to not believe all the things that i am believing now. I have never seen a video of TK which actually makes me satisified.
Sure i have made a psiwheel spin but how do i know its not just a draft that i cant feel, also with Auras how do i know there just not after-images

I am wrong, or am i on a wild goose chase with no goal and no future...im seriously thinking about quitting this site and moving on.

Hungry for info....SKamoni

If you don't have motivation, then you can stop believing in metaphysics and just live a typical life. But if you want to continue then remember that sometimes reward can be great...
I think that fiding a proof is not hard at all. Maybe you should try communicating with demons?

[God of Chaos]

Trust yourself .Make a goal . Like do Psychokinesis and move a person ,or do remote viewing and check out the place like you imagined it.

[CaCoDeMoN]

Trust yourself .Make a goal . Like do Psychokinesis and move a person ,or do remote viewing and check out the place like you imagined it.

Yes, this will give you a motivation....

[Skamoni]

Thanks and i will, and jsut out of interest how do you communicate with demons?

[CaCoDeMoN]

Thanks and i will, and jsut out of interest how do you communicate with demons?

You have everything explained here:
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/AllDemons.html
I would only like to add that you don't have to be Satanist. I and my brother have succesfully communicated with demons, and we are not Satanists at all.

[TradeMAAK]

The wheel spins because of the warmth of your hand (TK yes, no? I don't know. Maybe you can call it TK. Yes, why not)
The white thingy around everything is an after image or an aura, or whatever...who cares anyway? Just live and ejoy the moment.

im seriously thinking about quitting this site and moving on.

Don't do things just to be "cool" or "spiritual". Just do what makes your SOUL happy. Nirvana will come...when it's time...

Satanists at all

Satanists don't exist. Nor this moment does. Death metal is not satan. Who cares? Nothing is here.

There you have it.

[CaCoDeMoN]

The wheel spins because of the warmth of your hand

Not if the hand is two meters away, and wheel is placed inside a box...

Satanists don't exist. Nor this moment does. Death metal is not satan. Who cares? Nothing is here.

Sorry, but this seems like you want to sound "spiritual". If nothing would exist, you would not be writing this. Also there are many kinds of Satanism, death metal has nothing to do with it. Spiritual Satanism is about fighting a battle. If you want to know more then visit www.joyofastan.com . There's a very good explanation on this side, and some propaganda probably too.

Don't do things just to be "cool" or "spiritual". Just do what makes your SOUL happy. Nirvana will come...when it's time...

I am truly enjoying my life, and that's why I don't need Nirvana.

[Skamoni]

Thanks again CaCoDeMoN
I actually know quite a lot about satanism and luciferianism ( but i was put off luciferianism because quite a lot them a Neo-Nazis), im fairly loving of LaVey Satanism, anyway thanks

[God of Chaos]

Do goetia.
heres a link http://heru-ra-ha.tripod.com/topics/goetia.html

[TradeMAAK]

I am truly enjoying my life, and that's why I don't need Nirvana.

That's the spirit!

[Tom]

Losing hope is the best thing which can happen. That is when the process starts for real. Until then, there are too many expectations getting in the way.

[God of Chaos]

yup thats what happened to me
you think you cant do it but then when you try again you can do it
but still don't think your gonna be successful because something might come up that you cant do.

[pod_3]

Even a Christian will call you being of free-choice, but abandoned bodies are under the same kind of law an abandoned car might be.

Yes, there is a story that avatars have come from suicidal people who gave up so much that their soul moves on, but the body still possesses the mind and memories. Then, they become inhabited by demons who give them power.

I find it comical that Satanists tell the story of their past, present, and future the same way the Bible does. Even through the Great Tribulation. However, they think the Millenium of Peace means something different.

Of course, we know what Hitler was planning with a Thousand Year Reich. Killing Jews was symbolic of killing Christians and eventually, anyone who has not given up thier body to these spirits will be culled as defects.
The Third Initiation will be of spirit.

[star]

pod_3 can you direct me to a book/books site/sites where you get your info?

I would love to do some research on it it is very interesting.

[pod_3]

Do you know the meaning of this?

+0 +h3 4+h |]1M3NS10N 1 g0.
To the 4th Dimension I go.

4QU4R!U0S!
Aquarius!

/-\34\/3N & /-\3LL
Heaven and Hell.

1 \/\/0Ld R4+}{3r B3 1N Du3+.
I would rather be in duet.

1F 0NLY 3Y3 |<N3W +3L3PA7|-|Y.
If only EYE knew telepathy.

To use this principle in decoding the works of Bailey and Blavatsky will yield far more than Illuminati conspiracy sites.

[star]

ah don't tell me that my signature is bugging you is it?

anyway I just wanted to learn more but if your gonna be that way fine then just be all cryptic and unyielding I don't care.

o goodness I spelled 1 wrong in l337 i feel like such an idiot now

err more than 1 im such a bad speller

[star]

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/4th.html

This is the info I researched on the 4th dimension -above-

I don't remember where I found  my information on Aquarius but it is an age we are moving into.

My 'heaven and hell'  Sig is just something from a game has absolutely no special meaning to me
-Guilty Gear X- is the name

It was not supposed to be duet it was supposed to be Duat and it sounded like a place to visit sometime when I learn more about astral projection via this site and other information+practice

Also I would love to know telepathy, It would just be awesome

o and the previous post I was trying to be a bit humorous no hard feelings...

[beavis]

Sure i have made a psiwheel spin but how do i know its not just a draft that i cant feel,

Set it up in a way that if it moves, you're sure its paranormal. Put a clear container over it and watch it (from far away if necessary) not move for a minute.

also with Auras how do i know there just not after-images

You have to trust statistics.

Any aura seen with physical eyes is fake, right? Look with your eyes closed.

I rarely see auras, but that is basic logic.

[pod_3]

Star, not only does your signature not bother me, I was using to prove my point. The heart is a broadcaster, reciever, and the spiritual seat of discrimination.

Chakras on the central pillar are known as dimensions. The fourth chakra of the central pillar is the heart chakra. This is lets you see 4th dimensionally, and the eye, or third eye does not "know" telepathy. That is to say it is ignorant of the deeper meaning of the sensations it recieves.

The signifigance of the juxtaposition of mythic imagery is supposed to evoke an emotional response, just like if you were evaluating museum art. However, if that did not work for you, I gave a hint toward some beginning knowlege, which can be found packing many search engines under the keywords of "illuminati" and "conspiracy."

[GANAMOHA]

If you feel skepitical about this at all then search more. If you dont feel like that will work and have no hope then you are lost. Maybe destiny has choosenn a path other than that of the paranormal. Dont get me wrong it would be a shame if you left and we need as many people as we can to believe in this so in 100 years this wont be totally lost but seriously if you have to belief anymore and you give up now just completely I see no need to try and save you. I dont mean to be cruel or hateful in any way it is just the facts. If you do want to see a kool video though on pyrokenisis search a movie called ring of fire. Its about china but a website has a demo of the movie that shows him using the art form Nei kung and lighting a ball of paper into flames by putting his hand over it.

                        WIth hope you dont give up,
                                Ganamoha

[ThePortal]

Hello Skamoni,

I truly understand how you feel. I was troubled with the same questions not to long ago.

consider why you where driven to the unknown in the first place. Many of us are are drawn because we fell that there is so much that we do not understand about the world, life and its potential. There is still many mysteries that needs to be discovered and understood, until then it is always open for debate. Having faith can be hard, but not as hard as you might think.

Yes there is plenty of charlatans out there playing with these mysteries, ridiculing the hidden truth. Making many people doubtful. And yes we may be unaware that many of things we deem paranormal could be explained quite logically. Like unconsciously blowing on a psi wheel (example).

The paranormal is not about blind faith, it is about exploration and questioning. It is a quest to find the truth, to find new potential of the mind and our world. It is not an easy path but a very interesting one.

I understand it can be hard when we practice a certain  path that is still widely misunderstood. We are bound to to make mistake, fool ourselves, take a wrong turn. But in this kind of field we have to set our ego aside and focus on the learning, and our patience and dedication will perhaps one day make us the pioneer of the discovery of a wider truth.

Now until then, there is no need for blind faith, only faith is necessary. Our world is so vast, our mind so complex, that everything could possibly be true. So if you do not wish to believe in these things, you can at least believe in its possibility, for there is always one until proven otherwise.

Good luck to you  

ThePortal

[Skamoni]

Thanks ThePortal your one of few who speak sense to me

[kenshinhan604]

try something thta you know you feel u are adapting too and u know that workz,
i personally enjoy meditation i can power up faster and increase mental strength