Greetings, APers! It's been a while, hasn't it?
Just wanted to pop in and say hey to all you lovely people, and let you know I'm still here and doing pretty well for the most part. Currently, I am enjoying the quiet season of Lent, and using it as a period of discernment for myself... reflecting on my life and my faith, and discerning where I may be headed next and what I should do with myself. I feel like I'm at a turning point. I feel there are many possibilities and many things to do... I need to set some priorities.
No remarkable astral activity to speak of, although I do half-remember a talk I had with Patrick the other night. April 28 will be a year since he passed. I got the impression that he was gently, lovingly giving me a push forward, telling me not to worry about him any more, and to make the most of my future. I felt a very gentle, but unmistakable separation of some kind. Not a real separation, but... more like a release.
I'm fine with it. There have been so many positive changes in my self and my life. I finally escaped a nearly-year-long horrible work situation (did I ever mention the work situation?). It can be summed up as new widow + new mother = worst seating arrangement possible! Almost a year of constant distress... while trying to work. BUT it's over now! I'm a free woman, surrounded by wonderful, loving coworkers. I can't tell you what a burden has been lifted from me!
That plus a new and rather intriguing relationship with God has given me many nights of utterly peaceful sleep. And some interesting mental activity that I really can't describe... I just seem to be doing an awful lot of thinking in my sleep lately. But I wake up feeling like a million dollars every day, so whatever it is, it's a good thing!
Well, I probably won't be around here much for a while longer. But I hope everyone is well, and if anything really cool happens, I'll let you know!
You can visit my LiveJournal (http://yozakura.livejournal.com) if you want to know what I'm up to... I try to update it at least once a week. Em, but it's not very interesting, really. *sigh*
Good to know that you are raising your level of energy and getting more happy!
You really deserve that :)
Hope you can achieve what you want and be an happy person.
Good luck Heather!