my apology to the world

[Chaos Mage]

Hello.
I'm sorry if your true love slipped away because of sadness, fear, or rage.  I know what it's like.  We fear our true love, we get angry because it's more tangible, we don't want it or her or him to die.  We all know what sadness is like... sometimes it feels good, it gives us courage to live anew, or an opportunity to pray with our whole soul and work some of the most basic love magick that there is.
I'm sorry if you were raped, if it is my fault, then I will try to make it up to you.  I know what it's like, and it isn't nice, it's not fun.  And there are different kinds of rape, I'm so sorry.  It's not what I wanted from my life, and in the future, I hope, I really do hope in it, that you will find justice and be free, even of your own body that was so violated that it made you sick to be alive.

Perhaps we all exist in our own space, with our own minds and time, and that love with another being is like a merger of worlds.  I guess, that's why I chose phantasy things, I could control them, and in turn, they could control me to effect magick.  I don't believe in Jesus Christ anymore, I've seen too much, been dead and risen under other forces, to the point that I don't know if reality is just a hologram or something else even less tangible.  I fear for the worlds that might exist, in the end, I meditate free and either stay within the divine or choose a new life.  Religion can obscure your mind, Buddhism seems to be the best of them.

Remember, Knowledge can be a poison to the mind.  And at other times, not knowing can be a cause for heart ache or fear, worry and doubt.  Sure, Jesus Christ has a lot of good teachings, but those dirty apostles took it all and made it out to be something else.  I don't know about any of it now.  I just know, I wouldn't try to decieve you.  If I have ever decieved you, it was not intentional, I tried to be a kind and forgiving king, but maybe it was for nothing.

Love who you love with all your heart, put faith where you may, try to meditate, to visualize, or worship in spirit and truth.  We are fortunate to have each other for as long as we do in any way that we do, and when we create extra violence and more hatred, the teaching of Jesus Christ applies.  It's so hard to forgive someone when they are 'slapping you in the face continuously'... and the Old Testament says a lot of things.  I gtg.

[Xanth]

I'm not gonna touch the rape talk... outside my jurisdiction.  O_o

But, dude, I think you've missed the forest for the trees. 

I'm very much against all religions... *HOWEVER*, I do recognize the good teachings they mostly provide, even if some of their followers have twisted those teachings to suit their own ends.

The stories surrounding the bible for example, if you take them for what they are: teachings of how to live a moral and just life... they're AMAZING.  All religions have their teachings of this nature.  It's up to the practitioner to apply the ideologies and principles to their lives in a meaningful way.

Remember, Knowledge alone is useless without the Wisdom to use it properly. 

[Chaos Mage]

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