Hi
firstly i cant remeber much of my past and thats no lie.i mean when i see things that remind me of my child hood mabye i d get a short memory of doing something but nothing in depth its more like reading a diary than an actual memory.
and when i say past i mean childhood
also i was a biut stupid and was very slow intellectually aswell as physically and was diagnosed with dispracia (how ever you spell it lol)
and i use to notice alot of weird stuff going on around me
now i am clever and have better than average grades on all of my subjects i studied.i can speak more than 3 languages and despaxcia is meant to make ur coordination bad but yet i teach moutain climbing and rock climbing and skiing and i m a brilliant at badmington so i dont see how i could have been diagnosed with that illness
there has also been a personaillity change in me that most people i know recognise and i dont mean a small one i mean its as if am a whole new person.
all thru my life i has felt as if there has been people around me that i cant see but look after me.as if they prevent me from making really disatrous choices but let the choices have there consequence
i mean i feel as if there were bad people as well as good and my sibs say that they use to see people sitting on my bed
when am down i usally take an isolated walk and randomly talk to me self and i get thoughts back as if they were answers in my own head yet they feel like exterior thought to my own
and some other things i cant really talk about
anyways the point in this is i would like to know wether you think the change could be caused by my soroundings or something pyshcological or wether there is a kind of a diffrent reason caused by the weird un explained stuff like those guides r whatchers r what ever
I can't really say what's going on at a personal level for you, but I can speak about "change" in general and how that might relate.
Things are in constant change all the time, but people's perception tend to stick with what they're used to. Some people tend to unconsciously (or consciously) cling to to the past or certain patterns and habits, because that's what is normal, whereas change brings unknown circumstances. Even if we're unaware of it, these types of patterns can cause us to make decisions that won't allow recognizable change.
So it's possible that change isn't suddenly happening, but that you're prepared/preparing for accepting change. Perhaps the main "change" is recognizing these things in yourself and growing.
thanx mate appriciated