i dont know if its a calling or if i should go get help.
for about a month now ive been having strange sensations upon going to sleep. it started with a magenta cloud with has been coming to me for a wile.. but lately ive had this slightly annoying pressure on both sides of my head. so every night for two weeks upon going to sleep i would eventually at some time in the night feel my whole body vibrate, strongly and get gradually weaker..
and usually i'll go into sleep poralysis within minutes... and well its a number of events but theres usually
-sleep poralysis
-body vibrations
-magenta cloud either going away from my eyes or comming in to my eyes fading out and repeating the proccess
-i see an eye (its rarely the same eye and it's sort of animated) ive never seen it as beeing the eye of hours because it doesnt have the lines at the bottom
-tinnitus ( and more recently i'll hear birds or strange music in my head.. or if i keep listening it's kindof like a radio picking up on different signals) or ill hear various voices in my head... which as you can imagin scares the excrement out of me...
so i never get passed any of those into an actual astrol projection.. because as soon as i go in to sleep poralysis and start to hear things i force myself to move.. ive expirenced astrol projection once in my life... and i can only imagin it was that because i remember floating over my body as i lay in bed.. and i didnt go far cause i didnt know at the time what it was and after i re-entered my body i woke up to even stranger things.
but the part i have a question on is why was this happening to me every night? for the most part i havent vibrated for three days but i still see the eye and the magenta..
basically i want to know what im supposed to be doing with this.. and if it's anything spiritual
background.. i've seen (ghosts befor..) and only a couple of times have they noticed me noticing them... even once (after astrol projecting) to the point where they were so clear i could see the expression on their faces and could see their lips moving but not hear words coming out.. ive always been scared to a point though where i would jus start to ignore seeing things.. and ive also had a sence that im not fully awake...
After a lengthy discussion a few days ago about sleep paralysis, I must conclude that the only thing stopping you from projecting is your fear. Get over the fear and get used to the state, and you'll be projecting. You are already half way there.
I think what you're experiencing overall is a lot of hypnagogic hallucinations. This can come in the form of visual OR audio hallucinations.
Does the magenta cloud come when your eyes are closed?
Nevertheless, I agree with Capt. Picard, the only way to keep going into projection is to get over your fear. That won't happen unless you just do it. Just keep going. Know that nothing can hurt you.
I think it's happening because you're probably having some kind of "energy" surge, perhaps something of a spiritual awakening.
Most of the time people just go to sleep and never notice this kind of stuff. You are noticing it, so there must be a reason, I wouldn't fight it.
I've observed what you call the "magenta cloud" many times.
I believe it is the repetitive pulsating motion of the brow-center of the etheric body. It is also called third-eye chakra.
According to Robert Bruce in sleep paralysis a projection of the etheric or astral body has already happened and is ongoing.
kind regards,
Paul
Quote from: iluvthawayou on April 29, 2010, 17:18:07
i dont know if its a calling or if i should go get help.
for about a month now ive been having strange sensations upon going to sleep. it started with a magenta cloud with has been coming to me for a wile.. but lately ive had this slightly annoying pressure on both sides of my head. so every night for two weeks upon going to sleep i would eventually at some time in the night feel my whole body vibrate, strongly and get gradually weaker..
and usually i'll go into sleep poralysis within minutes... and well its a number of events but theres usually
-sleep poralysis
-body vibrations
-magenta cloud either going away from my eyes or comming in to my eyes fading out and repeating the proccess
-i see an eye (its rarely the same eye and it's sort of animated) ive never seen it as beeing the eye of hours because it doesnt have the lines at the bottom
-tinnitus ( and more recently i'll hear birds or strange music in my head.. or if i keep listening it's kindof like a radio picking up on different signals) or ill hear various voices in my head... which as you can imagin scares the excrement out of me...
so i never get passed any of those into an actual astrol projection.. because as soon as i go in to sleep poralysis and start to hear things i force myself to move.. ive expirenced astrol projection once in my life... and i can only imagin it was that because i remember floating over my body as i lay in bed.. and i didnt go far cause i didnt know at the time what it was and after i re-entered my body i woke up to even stranger things.
but the part i have a question on is why was this happening to me every night? for the most part i havent vibrated for three days but i still see the eye and the magenta..
basically i want to know what im supposed to be doing with this.. and if it's anything spiritual
background.. i've seen (ghosts befor..) and only a couple of times have they noticed me noticing them... even once (after astrol projecting) to the point where they were so clear i could see the expression on their faces and could see their lips moving but not hear words coming out.. ive always been scared to a point though where i would jus start to ignore seeing things.. and ive also had a sence that im not fully awake...
Hi there :)
Welcome to the Astral Pulse.
You're on the very of having projections! That's what it is.
It really sounds like you're much closer to all this than you know. ;)
You're getting, what sounds like, typical Focus 12 visuals and sounds.
These visuals can be, literally anything... random shapes, random colours, random sounds.
It's best not to dwell on them too much, but try to look past them. Also, ignore the sounds as they're not going to harm you, regardless of what the sounds say or sound like. :)
I've been seeing "ghosts" all my life, but I don't account them being anything "real", per se. I see them as Astral "stuff" overlaying over my regular Physical sight. They're called Focus 1 / Focus 2 overlays.
Anyways, from here you should attempt an "exit technique". Do a quick forum search for that and see what tickles your fancy. ;)
~Ryan :)
thanks for the advice... it basically comes down to eliminating my fear huh...(eaisier said than done).... ive seen the cloud with my eyes open once. but the only time i know i can get it for sure is when im working with my chakras so that might be it...
if you're working on your chakras then you're already doing spiritual work.
how did you start working on your chakras?
it seems like you didn't need to know if this stuff was spiritual work, unless you really don't know anything beyond basic chakra work.
do you do anything else that you might consider a spiritual practice?
this sounds like you're well on your way. for whatever reason you have taken an interest in things beyond "physical". you want to know more about yourself and your place in reality. anything that assists you in doing that, is spiritual.
once you start this process, strange stuff can happen all the time. if you learn to watch and test you'll see that there's nothing to be afraid of. quite the contrary. a whole new world is opening before you.
I agree that you really need to summon your courage and just go for it. Otherwise you're going to remain stuck in an endless loop of entering sleep paralysis and fighting your way out of it. Just let yourself go with the flow, the scary part is over very quickly and once you're out things are generally much more pleasant and interesting.