Advise needed..

[Urantia]

This last week I have been trying to astral project constantly, i am more awake at night then ever, sometimes i feel myself lifting up but then i notice i get kinda excited and wake up. Then i think no man its just u'r body lifting up and ur just getting tense ( i am not sure if it was astral or physical because i only got out my body slightly if i even did project). But i believe in it so greatly, i even ask other nearby entities to help me come out and guide into the astral plane if they can even hear my calls for help).

However, one thing i have notice that does not usually happen in my sleep in recent weeks is that, my dreams are becoming more vivid and intense. I have 3 to for 4 different dreams a night and i remember clips if not most of them quite well.. Here is were it gets crazy, My dreams are all in different settings and people.

dream 1:
One is with this girl I really like/ (used to like) I have known her for a couple of years now,she so beautiful you guys don't even know (spanish-colombian/Ecuador lol..)
I just end up seeing her at the mall or in other places were i have been with her before, in one dream shes sitting down with many other people and i just pull out my hand and pick her up and she comes and follows me ( i don't remember anything after but we went somewhere)

dream 2: Sexual related dreams of me witnessing 2 people whom i never seen before on my roof having some sort of sexual relation, (I live in a building) The funny thing the roof is on the top of the building and i am on the Pent house...I would have to be physically on the roof to see that thing happen in the real physical plane..but somehow i can see them on my level through my room window doing sexual things..Idk (weird) it seemed like a lust event...

dream 3: In my building i used to sometimes hook up some of my friends with some "work" aka: that sticky icky, aka: Maryjane..anyways thats what we call it down here..(I live in Miami) anyways, People whom steal and rob that i know of from my old highschool somehow were in this dream and tried to like i guess rob me and i ending up defending myself. I think in this dream i killed someone which i have never done in any of my dreams ever..and then these 3 people start looking for me..then i am in my room looking at my desk and i realize i am in a dream for a second then i wake up instantly...

dream 4: I am in a room of my old elementry school office (it was a room of fear because it was next to the princapals office. I was a problem child all the time & almost expelled but i passed) but the room look different there simply just chairs all around. Now somehow people from my job (i work at the mall at "Guess") and many other from my past start coming in the office and sitting down. There was an argument in the room, and it seemed that the administrative people (whom i do not know of) where trying to convince others that i was doing something wrong. I stood my ground and said words that i don't remember but i know i fought back and resisted there words of corruption. For i simply know that i did not do what they said i did, and that they were lieing to my friends. Then i remember others started to stand up for me and believed me then there was a split room of believers and all the administration was losing there power.

Here is the most weirdest part: All of my dreams start combining, the people who robbed me were there, then someone else from my highschool started fighting with them as soon as they walking in the room, it seem like an all out war with my other dreams and the other people in it. My dreams were all combining and i am still unaware that this is a dream, i think it's reality..because this type of things happen all the time to me..it felt very real..but then i don't remember what happens after that

I have these types of dream frequently and sometimes i concider maybe i am in the AP, but i just wake up and it feel like a dream..

sometimes i just think its the place i live in, it's surrounded by rich corrupt individuals...they only care about themselves and never help anyone..my grandparents are racist and aren't open minded what soever, sometimes i hear them scream at night because of w/e nightmare they were having. My life isn't bad, so don't feel sorry for me..i have money, good physical features and just about to turn 21 this February. I know a lot of people and make great dance/electronic music with my brother, i go out all the time with friends to clubs and am very popular...yet somehow i am just so alone down here, people think I'm crazy when i bring up things like AP or corruption in this world and its governments, i can only rely on my younger brother and a couple others i met that are very in touch with there spiritual side..my parents are just wealthy people from the old school who do not wish to change for another 10 years or maybe another lifetime.

anyways, are these dreams on my way to a successful Astral projection? I am not afraid of any entities in the AP, the worst thing they can do is kill me and i now have a better understanding of death and it phases..so its not fear that is the problem, if there is any problem at all.

let me know if these sort of things are common.

[truth_seeker]

Hey Urantia,

Probably good news for you .. I have had exactly similar situations few days back.. started with getting more times awake in night and feeling the ethreal body (the floating body) kind of out/overlapping with physical ... failing a lot of times to project....and one morning few days back, I automatically felt my enthreal body kind of have a real "release" from my physical body (much above my physical body, probably 1.5 ft) and I could easily "roll" to my right effortlessly - THE OBE (vibrations etc did not come - every experience is different as they say)

Preferably, dont "try" hard when you feel the ethreal body, one day it you should automatically feel the release - everytime I used to "try" at such times, I used to get woken up completely. So when it happens again - the best thing you could do would be to imagine you are floating up - nothing more than that. I would say you are very close, just keep going - trying councious OBEs, dream recalls - you are quite close.

PS: One must not discuss these things in public/friends who are not interested (Please do not get offended, but frankly it kind of gives one an upper feeling to talk about such topics, but it does not do anything except boosting the self ego - I have been there) - talking to uninterested people not only wastes your time/energy but might also reduce your interest in such things with time. So try to talk / share these topics with people on this community and similar communities only. I hope you dont mind the not-asked-for advice but I wanted to share my thoughts here.

[Urantia]

i had a feeling that would be said, thanks for the advise man..I have a feeling im getting closer.