Anyone experiencing these? Did we have an planetary energy shift?

[MusicSoulFae]

hi,

I too, lately, have been seeing these black "dots" more often lately than in a while...they aren't always floaters, as they react to light energy projected at them. Like they are aware on some level. I first noticed them last summer, and often associated with people? somehow. Say in the past, you'd get bummed after someone insulted you. Later on, i'd think of insult or the person, and see these black dots coming at me. Sometimes off of me. At one point, long ago, i pointed a tuning fork at one, it shriveled up & flew of as a white orb? But i had no idea what they were then, just that they were 'thoughts from' others? Anyway, I think i dreamt what i am seeing is the ends of astral cords, the negativity from others? or that they are thinking of me in negative way. Another thing is sometimes the dot turns into what loos like lint, or a fly, & buzzes off. Recently i saw one leave right shoulder to thoughts of an insult by a female "friend", and when it hit the sun, it fell to ground as lint fluff or ash like thing.

1.    Recently i've been having issues sleeping, and know its related to a red orb i see, and pokes at left pancreas area. Not sure if its me keeping self awake or something pulling energy from me, thus i won't let self sleep? I feel self start to fall asleep, vibrate, and as i try to get beyond that, i get left side beats? and wake up. At various times, i've seen a red orb at end of my bed, left, 8 feet away. At one point, i saw a male i once worked with in the 'red' energy. I'm not bagged, but can't sleep, wide awake at night, & crappy during the day. Last month, i saw the red orb near my left solar area, & sharp poke at pancreas? Then my body started vibrating. In bed, when this occurs, the not able to sleep is the sensation of another around me, blocking me? About the area of house that i've seen it, i had once walked thru? something? as i had sharp pain at back solar & back heart area. Then super sad & depressed. And later found beer caps in that area. I don't drink}. Any ideas? And how do i get beyond this without medicating myself. I've been sleeping in living room, & sometimes have had odd dreams...

2.    The recent, most disturbing, once i got asleep in room, was of a person i went to for help, telling me that if i did as he said, i'd get better...i entered a pool, and once inside, i had a very bad feeling that i was in trouble. Then saw a large octopus envelop me & knew i was going to die. i felt betrayed. As i tryied to wake from dream, i had a difficult time waking self up. But did, & kind of been off set since...I think it might be a doctor i went to see for help. I had nightmares the night before my next visit, like all pre-visits past.. He basically said i have to take x & y medication if i want to get better. I've done research on them....and they do more harm than good. I decided not to return to this guy, & have been having a new astral thing occur.... At points in the past, i could smell hard liquor, male cologne, but don't think its a ghost. or its a ghost talking thru others?  When i first moved in, i had dreams of someone telling neg things as i fell asleep, waking thinking these things, and yet an inner voice said that was not true. So holding onto that belief, i started to see a male lower body, & wolf head. Getting past the head part, i clearly saw whom it was, & knew it was someone i knew. but didn't remember in the morning. But not the guy i worked with, mentioned above.


3.    At one point, when i received a text, i saw a red lint fluff circling my phone. I had an intense panicky feeling to not read text, or to avoid that texter. {as i write this, my back right shoulder is cramping up - i have been having alot of energy issues on right side since this "dream".} Anyway, i noted this, and sort of dismissed it, as i had received tons of messages from this person, never seeing "dots" or flies. Ohhhh i think i had texted him, that i was waiting for meds oi be filled? hunh? Earlier today, cleaning house, i saw another red fly near my phone, and felt the same fear, this time panick. I have not had panick attacks in years....But was able to calm self & focus when i remembered that this doctor TELLS me what i have vs. listening to what i tell him i have, or issues i am having...He says it such a way, that i leave believing i'm sick, etc. I also remembered that i had similiar issues with him years ago....that my illness got worse only after seeing him on a regular basis.  Anyone else had these things, experiences? And with the fluff ball? And how to deal with it without the meds he gave me?

4.    When i moved into this place, i stated to see the energy with my naked eye, and still do. Which tells me the energy in here must be a higher vibration? Animals & kids are comfy in here. I see blue orbs, white orbs...I've also seen black mists near other people when they say weird things, or act alot like another person that used to live here. I'd see it around myself when i felt really depressed, or better put, it causes the depression. When i first moved in, i'd see dark wispy strings coming from ceiling, yet don't think its th people upstairs. In recent past, i recognized that it is negative people? reaching out to me, or for my energy? At one place i lived, i'd see these strings, coming from an area where a creepy old man lived. When he was there, i rarely left the house, or only left when he was not home. ?Not seeing the wisps much anymore, only these black / grey dots, or "flies".

5.     A while back, my feet started vibrating, & i saw a blue dot to left area.  I had this thought to ask a friend to do something for another friend. When i said to self, "so he wants me to ask x if he can...", I saw large grey fluff about size of baseball, zoom off & out of room. Feet stopped vibrating. When i first moved in, i noticed that my feet would start vibrating when a black mist thing rolled across the floor. I've seen it before, & lifted legs off ground as it rolled on by. But haven't seen it in a while, but feet / body does vibrate. Its almost 4 am where i am, i want to go to bed, but i'm vibrating, & because of recent insights around these vibes, i find it hard to sleep without medication. When my whole body vibes, i've seen the mist around me. not sure what to do, or how to deal with it. 

6.    At the place i lived near creepy old man, i started to have vibes start when a young male moved in...What i noticed was that i was sore & achy all the time, & couldn't sleep. Had knee pain all the time. he had knee issues. At one point, the pain stopped & i started vibrating. He drank alot, and i seemed to vibrate as he drank, and stopped vibrating when he passed out, or left the house. If he was up all night, i was up all night because of the vibrations. I couldn't sleep, i'd fall asleep, something woke wake me up, or pull me awake? At some points, i could see a shadowy outline of someone standing about my root area, if i was in bed. And could often feel his loathing of me. In past, i try to pay attention to changes in my mood, or body language as a gauge of whom is tapping in, but not sure of recent 'visitor'. Like right now, i'm biting my nails {never do that}, seeing white wisps coming towards my left front heart area, & a black one to my right...and hear voices? far away, like someone is at my door. I'm still up. My lower chakras are pulsing, i smell apple cider? And i am vibrating...and have tingles? in inner pant area. I had this years ago when my boyfriend would think of me, yet i'm single, so? These too, keep me awake. 

7.     At other times in last few weeks, i've had dreams of a black spider on my left hand & a grey one on my right one, when i was asked to helped out a neighbor. I got bad feeling not to. Then these dreams occurred. I have had left hand go numb in sleep, & be ice cold. And my right hand cramp up. prior to these dreams.

8.     Recently trying to sleep in the room, ignoring vibrations, i saw all kinds of unpleasant faces before me. I've had them before, often associated with the living. Things in them, or part of whom they are? Or projections they send out, so i will react? Yet getting past these faces, i couldn't sleep. I was up until 8 am! Had been in bed by 11. Really annoying. The meds the doc gave me, knock you out, and it used to take me all day to wake up, snap out of it,  after using them. or i'd be exhausted all day. I don't like using them, because i know they lower your vibration, & this can create an 'open door' effect? Yesterday, i had taken the med to sleep, but still wide awake. I only fell asleep when i crashed on couch.

9.   Also when astral, i have been seeing that the astral part of my room looks grey, deep blue walls, like an old basement, storage room. Above me is a large hole in the ceiling. At times there is a lady there that i used to live with, but have not seen in 2 years. I think she reflects the new neighbor, as what i dream of, she later speaks of. When she first moved in, i had these pokes at pancreas start, felt self get tired fast. but only when her not so friendly boyfriend was around.

10.     I've also seen fluffs from ceiling, which look like dirty cobwebs {not in here though}, that long ago, i realized weren't physical, but astral energy. I'd clean one, to find it back the next day. Or someone sitting under one, acted like the person whom always sat in that chair. Taking tuning forks to them, they retracted to ceiling, & disappeared. Odd? I've often seen them in areas where someone drinks in excess or is chronically negative. I've also had dark shadow like figures in here, when feeling watched or energy vamped,  but put high vibe crystals in area, i've often seen a human figure, often some living in the apartments.

Anyone else had these experiences? and any guidance on dealing with it?

[MusicSoulFae]

Another thing i realized this morning, when mentioning vibing when certain people on property is that i have also noticed that i will vibrate, see red orbs, & be up all night when the boyfriend of my current neighbor is "visiting". And that when he goes to bed, i can sleep. Like yesterday, they stopped about 6:30 am, & i fell asleep. I just saw him outside. Prior to these experiences, when he was on property, i felt a chaos like energy building, a threatening sensation, a need to leave my home. He had not interacted with me back then. But it would stop,& he'd lose it on his kids & wife. In the summer, all the kids gravitated to my house, & stayed there until he left. Interesting? 

So i am wondering if i am unconsciously 'protecting' them when he is here? Like yesterday, i dreamt of talking to someone {funny, 'cause i think it might have been one of you  or another projector?} about other times i've been up all night, with dangerous, unpredictable males on the property. And of talking about the young male, that was here...his girlfriend stay up all night & slept when he was at work. Interesting? When she moved out, i was up all night, etc...And when he's back {they fight, he leaves, comes back, etc...on & off for months....he is all "puffy" & arrogant with me & others in the building. He is loud, noisy, delibrately making noise in area right near my wall. AND my inside lights are dim...When i first moved in here, he would visit alot, usually outside. But if his daughter was in here, he would just walk in, sit in my chair, turn on tv, & then ask where i wanted to sit. WT...?

Also not sleeping in the room, i see dark cords wisp in to that area or come from that area. People have been telling me since the day i moved in t was a morgue, but try as i might, i "see" , in or out of body, no evidence of that. and in those days, no one had things like that attached to their house! 

The red orb thing i'm not sure if taking energy or helping me? because i'm wide awake, if a vamp, i'd be tired. Yesterday, i projected light at pancreas area of self, & yet energy pulls there reacted, & them i saw the red orb in the living room! New, usually only in bedroom. When i first moved in, I would see {thinking of neighbors, i see fly manifest to right! just now} red just outside door where he had sat or nearby...At times i started to see it near by knee or left foot, in town. That hasn't occured before. Seeing the energy in public! I have at times, seen these dots near ppls shoulders. Recently, hearing a voice say bad thing to me when in the presence of someone i think is a falsy {pretends to be a lightworker, but once you have her trust, she changes }, i said bugger off, & it fluttered off to her shoulder!

Anyway, another question i have is how to deal with 'bugs' on astral plane? when out & about?

[Szaxx]

You're mind is too active. You'll already know this.
Are you the one reading about a point of being pointless is actually a pointless point?
The words above have been carefully selected. If so just ask your question.
There's something you'll be reading that'll answer many of your questions too.
Train yourself to spectate and record. Don't become emotionally involved, it's a bad thing personally to you and you already know this too.
The black fly thing are they the size of a tomatoe?
Steer these away using a mental process. Don't let them stick.
How do you feel when doing a boring task near other people you don't know?
What do you know that you didn't before you knew even though you were not thinking on it?

Try to answer these in order. They are bitty deliberately, your answers will help you to help yourself if guided slightly, that's assuming what I feel is correct.
Slow down, this is important, even athletes breathe.
I hope this makes sense to you, it should.
It does sound like crazy town is visiting lol.

[MusicSoulFae]

1.    Recently i've been having issues sleeping, and know its related to a red orb i see, and pokes at left pancreas area. Not sure if its me keeping self awake or something pulling energy from me, thus i won't let self sleep? I feel self start to fall asleep, vibrate, and as i try to get beyond that, i get left side beats? and wake up. At various times, i've seen a red orb at end of my bed, left, 8 feet away. At one point, i saw a male i once worked with in the 'red' energy. I'm not bagged, but can't sleep, wide awake at night, & crappy during the day. Last month, i saw the red orb near my left solar area, & sharp poke at pancreas? Then my body started vibrating. In bed, when this occurs, the not able to sleep is the sensation of another around me, blocking me? About the area of house that i've seen it, i had once walked thru? something? as i had sharp pain at back solar & back heart area. Then super sad & depressed. And later found beer caps in that area. I don't drink}. Any ideas? And how do i get beyond this without medicating myself. I've been sleeping in living room, & sometimes have had odd dreams...

I've been noticing a pattern {sequence} with this energy & my issues - more so in last few days....What I notice going on "physically", astral cord like things...

• Is that i've had right side pain, from liver to feet.
• That at times, i'd feel poke {sharp pain} in knee area, then feel leg get really sore...
• In clearing that, it'd happen at right back butt area.
• Oh yeah, when this first started? long ago...I first felt sharp pokes nearby front root chakra, & energy? run up to belly button & over to liver or pancreas. And then wide awake, or vibrating as i try to sleep.
• Recently, I'd feel energy run up back, & have weird dreams with voices asking me about my day, or telling me to do or not do something
• I first saw orb in bedroom, to left, few feet away. Then noticed that as i started to fall asleep, my body would wake up. I'd feel self drift into sleep, then left side "palpitations" & wake up.
• In last few weeks, i've noticed the vibrations are also connected
• Yesterday in room, kitty sat near my belly. I could fall asleep, then saw the red orb / light near her, & she'd get all agitated & scratching self. It'd stop, & she'd rest, as would I. Then orb by her again, & she'd get peeved again.
• body starts to vibe, after sharp pain in the pancreas area. Trying to block it, I'd see red orb. So left side pain, body starts to vibrate, as I start to fall asleep, left side beats & I wake up. Still vibrating. Then this fury would come over me, like I was going to blow my top - seething rage {not my nature}
• Noticed this week, that the pain in right side starts after pokes in root chakra area, & energy? drops at left side, I get "depressed" & super sad. I often smell BO, hard liquor, & cologne. And seems to occur at regular times in the day or night.
• Also recently learned that with the pokes were a direct link to left side reactions...and i'd start to vibrate. Trying to get past the vibes, & sleep, I'd hit a zone, & wake up....even with sleep aids! There is an awareness of someone under me?
• EVERY time this cycle occurs, the red orb is nearby. At times, few months back, I'd see it about 2 feet from left solar area.


• Earlier today, I did a AP like exercise to get in, & out kind of thing - when it spoke of returning to body, I felt my left side beat, & i woke up {like raising in consciousness, coming to? sensation. And immediately felt better, older, stable, & good. Then in about 5 minutes,a yank at my right side, & energy dropped again, & i felt "out of it". And then legs started vibrating.
• I'd see it in living room behind me, but i could often sleep in there.
• The other thing i'd see is the image of a movie character, when i could tune into intuition. basically a vampire. But a good vampire? mixed in with images of others i know, or guys i've had crushes on over the years
• the only reason i question this is that if a vampire, why am i wide awake? shouldn't I be tired? Or am i keeping self awake to avoid dealing with the....
• At one point this week {mar 6}, as I finding said stop it in dream? I later woke with scratch mark on arm, & what looked like 2 bit marks

Before moving this started, I had a bizarre dream that makes me wonder if precog...I dreamt that I had a huge cut at my left side, & i was bleeding alot. And was shocked. Don't remember anything else, or context. But since the neighbors moved in, I did notice alot of pancreas pokes, & I'd lose energy fast. This stopped {pain}...and these other ones started...but i believe its the same person. I was sleeping better last week, because he wasn't on the property! Or better.

Another noticed sensation, that as I'm waking up or trying to fall asleep, this is what it feels like...but not like me & my astral self, but more aware of someone behind me. As If when I return to my body, I am aware of another sleeping in my bed. Another astral energy. Best way to explain it would be if someone gave you a huge from behind. Like the image at the beginning.

I just remembered that just before moving in here, I felt alot of anger towards me? Someone was really mad, & yet I could not figure out whom it was...I also felt really unwelcome at the house I was living in then {same building}. Like out of the blue, someone did not want me there. I asked everyone. After I moved to new apartment, same building, I was dreaming of someone at end of my bed telling me not to do do this or that or it'd make landlord mad. But I was pretty sure this was a male. The only anomaly was that of the landlord's daughter, was always forgetting to tell landlord things. And with the butt pokes, i smell sewer smells.

[MusicSoulFae]

You're mind is too active. You'll already know this.
Are you the one reading about a point of being pointless is actually a pointless point?
The words above have been carefully selected. If so just ask your question.
There's something you'll be reading that'll answer many of your questions too.
Train yourself to spectate and record. Don't become emotionally involved, it's a bad thing personally to you and you already know this too.
The black fly thing are they the size of a tomatoe?
Steer these away using a mental process. Don't let them stick.
How do you feel when doing a boring task near other people you don't know?
What do you know that you didn't before you knew even though you were not thinking on it?

Try to answer these in order. They are bitty deliberately, your answers will help you to help yourself if guided slightly, that's assuming what I feel is correct.
Slow down, this is important, even athletes breathe.
I hope this makes sense to you, it should.
It does sound like crazy town is visiting lol.

Thank you....I've Been doing that...absolutely still, meditative state, mind clear, trying to sleep, or just "being with whatever state I am in", & letting go...I'd drift to sleep, then feel the pokes at left side, & i'd wake up {like out of my control, or my body is reacting to threat? on unconscious level}. Then covering side, I'd see the red orb!...But again, I'd try....

Put another way, in the last few years, I've been using the meds the doctors would give me in sits like this, but i really don't want to use it...it drops my energy too low...I'd spend half the day snapping out of it, only to have to take it again to sleep...so in last week or so, trying without. Anyway, i'm not really over thinking it, just perplexed at these events....I've done tons of work over the last few years to deal with "stress & active mind / body" stuff, but somehow this is different....I can't seem to get beyond this one {YET}. 

[MusicSoulFae]

hi,

2.    The recent, most disturbing, once i got asleep in room, was of a person i went to for help, telling me that if i did as he said, i'd get better...i entered a pool, and once inside, i had a very bad feeling that i was in trouble. Then saw a large octopus envelop me & knew i was going to die. i felt betrayed. As i tryied to wake from dream, i had a difficult time waking self up. But did, & kind of been off set since...I think it might be a doctor i went to see for help. I had nightmares the night before my next visit, like all pre-visits past.. He basically said i have to take x & y medication if i want to get better. I've done research on them....and they do more harm than good. I decided not to return to this guy, & have been having a new astral thing occur.... At points in the past, i could smell hard liquor, male cologne, but don't think its a ghost. or its a ghost talking thru others?  When i first moved in, i had dreams of someone telling neg things as i fell asleep, waking thinking these things, and yet an inner voice said that was not true. So holding onto that belief, i started to see a male lower body, & wolf head. Getting past the head part, i clearly saw whom it was, & knew it was someone i knew. but didn't remember in the morning. But not the guy i worked with, mentioned above.

DREAM - Almost identical to this one - http://afterlife-knowledge.com/cgi-bin/yabb/YaBB.cgi?num=1276942283

[MusicSoulFae]

Well good because that's pretty well what I was thinking while reading your posts here.

Once you let go of the fear, you will see that nothing has control over you, but you. By believing that someone was "manipulating" you, you empowered that thought and likely created it to manifest and fester even more.

No one can "mess with" you unless YOU give them the "power" to.

Well said!...just what i was thinking earlier, a bit more detail to things "learned" in last few days, by doing just that...That once I let go of fear i was powerless, insights, guidance, & tools flooded in. I also believe that at various points in our lives we forget the tools we used years ago to cope, or as we awaken, we have to reteach this part of ourselves what we learned before....especially if its a learned response, say in childhood? We have to teach this part of ourselves these new things.  

Also in the past, I learned tons of techniques to clear & deal with astral stuff. But this was different, as it was not responding to the other techniques. Usually to limit contact with people i suspect, & putting up boundaries, the symptoms would go away, or wane. So that's why i think i got overwhelmed by it, because i had changed some relationships, yet things were still there...

WHAT I HAVE LEARNED: /b]

• One was that if you feel astral pokes or see them in dreams, you can follow them back to their source. So yesterday, not tensing up as it was happening, & not giving into fear, I began to see whom was behind this symptom. [thing is there are a few different people, & that's why it was hard to discern, hence i think i reacted to all incoming to bad, not letting the help in, either]...I also got insight on when this started, why it started, & what keeps it going...or better put, why i let this person continue to take my energy...I also got echoes {what i call memory feedback}, of what was said by this female, long ago {again guided by someone from this site? to just let it all pass thru you, to not react}...as to why i kept letting her "in".
  
  


• When i felt a "symptom" I was guided to relax, stay calm, & look beyond the fear, or whatever was being projected at me. To follow the link, cord, or move beyond the emotion. Then I could see the source, as well as insights to why it started, & why it is still there, etc. Or what part of me was letting these people in
  
  


• So she's connected to the right side pain I've been feeling, as well as the liver pokes {booze smells} & red orbs. What I got was, that i owe her because she is helping me, by selling my artwork.
  
  


• So as I reflected on how to deal with this, do i take my art out of her store or leave it there, & try to deal with things differently? I was shown how the cords were formed, & how I let them be maintained. I was also shown events in past few months on interactions with her, & how my energy levels dropped, as well as feeling depressed after going to the store. How what she was saying & how it was said, was a cue {unconsciously} for me to help her, because she was helping me. She basically indicated that she's helping me, so I have to help her. When i told her it wasn't worth it,I heard the cord retract thru the wall, knocking books on the floor!
  
  


• It was during this time too, that i became aware i had had left side pain, but it wasn't as sore as the other side. Guided i was able to discern that the right side pain is because i am tensing up in a protective stance, and the left side one is less aggressive? more passive in its taking of energy. And that the left side one was another female
  
  


• The left side issues, sense of being pulled down, was associated with not the owner of another store I sell my art, but one of her workers.
  
  


• The lady associated with right side "takes without asking", whereas the left side one seems to worm her way in. I sell my artwork at both these stores, & most of this morning wondering how to proceed - take my art out of these stores or?
  
  


• Not tensing up when i felt pain at left side, nor struggling to protect this area, but guided to loo at why it is happening, "I SAW" whom it was, & the dynamics going on....as well as why I feel so inferior when i go to these stores...BUT also revealing alot more about these people that even their bosses know! Anyway, at the second place, one of the staff was deliberately sabotaging me, so that I as an artist look bad, and she looks as saviour in everyone's eyes. But she was also doing it to other people's stuff. In dream, I pointed it out to her boss, & she was shocked, but did nothing. In this dream, I collected all my art, & left.
  
  


• Just before waking, I was aware of a female talking to me, the right side pain. I had to get up & get things done, but felt super bagged. I yanked my energy back to me, & then felt fear. Turning on side, I clearly saw her before me. She kept telling me I was sick & to stay in bed. But I was able to recognize that this female felt different from one that night, & when I questioned this, I felt fear, & SAW the lady from the first art store! I did get up, & get things done. I also felt a strong pull {heart area} to go to her store & check on my stuff. Red flag?
  
  
• The one reason I believe I've been tensing up, & feeling the fear, is that most of these people {more than just these 2 ladies}, have been holding something 'valuable' over my head, or threatening to take it from me if i don't do what they say. SO USING SAME TECHNIQUE as guided to do, getting past the fear of not having roof over my head...I was able to see another female, the landlord's daughter, and in vision she was using these fears to tap into my energy field, so she could get all she needed to do, done. I also saw that she used the fear of her father being mad at me or others, as a way to misdirect me. To see him as the source & not her. What I also saw is that there are more than one person she's zapping energy from. In vision, she had alot of the tenants doing her work, so she could sit around & do nothing!

What i find interesting is alot of people, healers, teachers, etc continue to tell me that people don't know they are doing this. I disagree. Over the last few years, I am seeing way more evidence that people are aware of the techniques they use to get people to do x or y. They might not realize though that its astral. One BIG thing I realized last few days is that of being an empath? makes all this wee harder to discern. But I also in-sighted that what is said about empaths taking on others stuff IS NOT TRUE, not consciously, nor willingly...Over the years, I've witnessed many tune in to empaths, & dump their crap on others. Or are pressured to take on others stuff. Like in the example above, after the ring incident, she'd say, she was so tired....later at home, i'd be really tired...or she was getting a cold, and I'd get sick, BUT she'd be fine the next day.

OHHHHHH....I just had an epiphany....My issues started {to decline}...after an incident with rings...and the astral struggle I had on March 6, i think i had been dreaming of her too, or someone like her, arguing with her. I've dreamt before of arguments that i later walk into! And earlier in week, i think i was getting "answers" without realizing it...The incident left me confused, really upset, & in shock? This past week questioning these issues were past encounters with others that had done the exact same thing! Yet I assumed it was her still messing with me, vs a new person. It was after the incident that I wanted to go back to that store & remove all my art, but didn't because i felt i was doing it to spite her.

Anyway, the incident was - that I had brought some more samples of my art {rings}, to be sold at the store. Yet on the way there I felt super bagged, like i should not go. Believing it to be other stuff, like self doubt, I went anyway. At the store, she returned all my rings, claiming a customer returned one. She claimed the "ring i made had hurt someone really bad", and she couldn't risk my stuff hurting anyone else. I thought that was super odd, and way out of line. She said my other stuff was fine. I was really upset, & the depression like stuff started, especially whenever I went to make more rings. I had a professional check out my stuff, & she found nothing wrong with it, nor anyway that ring could have hurt someone. Later on, as this encounter echoed through my mind, it reminded me of my last job. A person I worked with had said the exact same thing. She'd only been there 2 weeks & already pulling rank over the other staff, as well as the boss. Yet I was able to deal with a fair amount of her BS, until she managed to get many staff fired {me included}. Anyway, she did the exact same thing - claimed that i almost killed someone when i left a basket on the floor.

So the last few days, I believe i've been seeing that these 2 are alike, & that continued contact with this person, may result in a similar outcome? And that i am dealing with a bully. If i take a good look at recent dreams, astral fx, & this past encounter with that co-worker, they are alot alike. Anyway, that shouldn't be the point. I think i'm trying to convey, that my "intuition" has been pointing me in that direction for a while now.  

So i guess i know my answer in regards to my art...I need to remove it from that store {sigh}...but in the long run, it is probably better? Because some of the dreams i've been having involves losses of my art "by accident" or theft.

After all, it's easy to see what went wrong when we look back on events, what mistakes we made, or maybe, how some toxic people manipulated a situation.

To teach this part of me to check before opening the door to someone...AND to listen to my intuition, even if it looks safe!