Help...

[dRealM]

i posted a huge bit a few days ago venting my trouble with astral/reality problems.  here

http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=22563


 I've been reading up on topics here as well as books.. i took the on-line course at mystic web a few years back.. but i don't get it.  The way I'm seeing it now is that there is no difference.. or perhaps i just haven't done it yet and I'm sooooo close I can't handle it.  I have dreams when I'm flying and can control it.. i have dreams where I'm talking to people with my mind.. i have experienced the sensations people talk about here and in books..

I think i just need to talk to someone one on one about my problem its really hard to explain.  I don't know who to talk to.  I feel like if i say the wrong thing to someone I'm going to get arrested.

is it possible that my life.. waking and sleeping are the same life and the things I've done in my dreams are as real as what I've done in my waking life? and they could effect each other somehow.. i do something in a dream and then be held responsible in "reality"?  or maybe could it be possible that... this might be going a bit far.. but something keeps telling me that my spirit/soul/being is not even here.. but I'm projecting all of this dreams and reality from somewhere else completely?

I know this might sound out there.. help..


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[Stookie]

is it possible that my life.. waking and sleeping are the same life and the things I've done in my dreams are as real as what I've done in my waking life? and they could effect each other somehow.. i do something in a dream and then be held responsible in "reality"? or maybe could it be possible that... this might be going a bit far.. but something keeps telling me that my spirit/soul/being is not even here.. but I'm projecting all of this dreams and reality from somewhere else completely?

I spend a lot of time questioning reality myself. So I astral project ...and now I question reality even more. Don't beat yourself up over philosophical questions. Let them answer themselves as you progress. It's a slow process, but it's probably why we're here.

Seriously, don't drive yourself insane wondering what's real.