Hello.
Well, I hate to admit it, but the Brainwave Shadow Plane has finally been rifted, exploded, and dissolved. I should have noticed it years ago, the facts that Lacey was trying to convey to me through our mageddon link.
I'm posting this post here, if you have to move it go ahead, but I don't see anywhere else that it could go.
You see, "Phaentia" was the term given to the potential of becoming my own astral plane. Over the years, the term evolved, and became the general 'location/space' of my imagination. Now, my visualization has dissolved to the point that I can't sustain a visual for more than a few seconds. This is better than in years passed, it's actually getting better with time. It's nothing like I had as a child though. Phaentia is composed primarily of visualization, strong self controlled 'hallucination' provides the energetic medium for it's manifestation as an astral plane. The Brainwave Shadow Plane, to be explained here, has suffered greatly.
Firstly, I must make mention that the Brainwave Shadow Plane is an 'internal/alternate existence'. Some people can't understand why or how a reality could exist inside of the 'human' brain. The reasoning behind it is quite simple... the reality is like a reflection of yourself in the low levels of the astral. It is a 'shadow self'. The different areas of the brain represent different 'domains' which exist within the Brainwave Shadow Plane. Your organs are also likened to domains, and the entire plane forms the visible 'human appearance' in the Cosmos. This does not apply to everyone, only to people who want to practice this sort of thing.
Now... as a child, the reality was focused, energized, and granted certain permissions by Creator and Osiris. I don't talk about my relationship with Osiris very often, it goes into deep past life things that I am not fully aware or capable to speak of. Brainwave was the name I gave the experimental reality. It only made sense. My own brainwaves generated the reality. So what are brainwaves, exactly? They are a frequency of the vibration of consciousness. My doctor says that I have a chemical imbalance, yet pays no attention to this fact that yes, I tampered with the laws of nature and the Cosmos. I've been dead too many times to say that 'chemicals rule my life'. If that were true, smoking cigarettes would have drastic consequences, and my lack of proper breathing would have ended my life long ago.
All this chemical/molecular stuff is just a frequency of consciousness. Consciousness is what the Spirit generates. Spirit, Mind, Soul, Environment. So going into the Environment, we use our Mind to control our Soul in the Environment. But if we go into the Brainwave plane, we are doubling our Mind with Mind, and drawing on the Spirit to sustain it. Now, in my experience, the reality has become something like a static painting, a basic image which no longer has spiritual animation.
What I'm trying to say is that the Soul is an indication of the state of existence of the Brainwave plane. The healthier, fit, strong, fast, and beautiful you are, the more animated and lively your plane is. I've even gone as far to say that each individual brain cell is representative of a living individual in the Brainwave plane. Obviously, I must still have functional brain cells, or I wouldn't be able to type this out, though it be chaotic and such. Very disorganized, representative of my state of mind. I apologize for that.
At this point, it seems like if I get back into the Brainwave plane, I will only be hurting myself, or, I will have to go with it fully and transcend that level of reality. I will have to physically die, and transmute my soul to the astral plane in the location of the Brainwave. But the Brainwave reality is still here! I can look into it right now, for a few seconds, I can see into it. If I went more fully and energized this visualization, it would undoubtedly restore the plane and manifest in my own conscious existence. It's either go with it or abandon it and pursue interests in this ethereal plane or the astral.
So after all that, I'm wondering if someone can do something for me. To check and see if the Brainwave reality has detached from my consciousness, or, if someone were to astral project into the reality, if they would actually be projecting directly into my own mind. That would equal telepathy, would it not? Or is there something more hidden here?
Well, I'm not about to let my plane be totally destroyed, so I'm going to power up one of my avatars. And! That's another thing, if you take on too many avatars, and don't build them up, it corrodes the plane, wasting energy to sustain a half baked avatar. Wish me luck, pray faith and brave, thank God there is a Full Moon coming tomorrow, I'll need the space and light to work this magick.
how do you get to this plane
In my theory of phantasy, the normal way to get to your own 'shadow plane' is to focus inward with visualization. Other than that, it would be a normal course of astral projection.
I've told people for years that everyone has their own Brainwave Plane. I called it "Phaentia" due to the nature of the plane, in that you create it as you go, and can set things similar to how you would go about setting a ward.
The only thing is, not everyone has an avatar in this plane. That critical element has been forgotten in my discourse. I gained an avatar by a magickal means. The Master's Student exploded all of his psionic energy in a battle that left him in a state of coma, but his body was still alive. So The Master contacted me, and copied my 'soul components' and burned them into the living brain to reanimate the psionic core.
Since then, my delusion and aggrandizement of the phantasy has left me with about five avatars dangling in the midst of the Brainwave plane. I just can't seem to connect with any of them. What happened to my original avatar? He was sent to a parallel Universe to complete a cycle of energy. Since then, he has been in contact as an astral entity.
Now, in the course of writing this and coming to terms with my own deluded phantasy multiverse, I know now that the violence of the phantasy is partly why it has rifted so badly. There was too many droids with laser weapons, too many mages who were hellbent on ruining the Zaelean Empire. And in my course of the phantasy, it wasn't about peace, it was always about war. That's partly why is has been destroyed, by the sheer volume of the violence that constituted it's day to day actions. Some could say that any action is violence, but obviously, if you are focusing a phaentia that is about growing fruit and storing it in bins to feed some strange animals, it's not going to be about "Transportal Warriors facing up against tyrant galaxies'.
Perhaps abandon the old and let it be destroyed, and start a new Phaentia?
Honestly, I'm new to astral projecting and haven't projected once, but lets just say I've only tried 3 or 4 times and all of them have come right up to the exit, but I just can't seem to either create an etheric body or numb my senses. Every time I seem to gain astral vision for half a second my mind automatically distracts me without any effort on my part; very, very annoying that is.
I wish to help you but I can't seem to leave my body. Perhaps someone else will respond that can guarantee assistance, but I will continue to attempt to project daily but until I succeed there isn't much I can do in the way of direct assistance.
It's ok Darkton.
You just worry about your own astral experiences, if you ever did project to the Brainwave Shadow, it prolly would be a very cofnusing and distorted experience for the both of us.
Today is a day before tomorrow, tomorrow, I get an injection of double dosage of clopixol, all illegally 'force drugging' on part of the agenda to kill and reave my soul.
People will say all kinds of things that 'oh that's not true' and 'nobody is trying to kill you', but that's due to their own psionic complex and how they perceive reality. Apparently I wanted all this, now, all I want is to meditate and regain clarity, the ability to focus.
Last night in my dreams, I was at a place where I was being followed by an orbital camera and they were making a movie out of me pretending to be a wizard. So I was going through preplanned, prepackaged levels and completing the task swith my magick, I only had so much magick and had to replenish it by feeding off of sunlight.
My astral state is non existent at this point. If it were to be regenerated, it would inevitably become Phaentian and become the Brainwave Shadow once again. It only seems like the logical steps. You gain an astral body, you gain all the experience and knowledge you need, then, you become an astral plane yourself. Just part of how reality evolves. I'm on so much tranquilizer that I physically vomit and it makes me very sick. It is not a treatment for mental illness, that's for sure.
So I figure on a night like tonight, why not try to meditate and clean, regenerate my body, gain health and wealth in friendship? It's all possible, alll it takes is to stop focusing one type of reality and start focusing another.
For instance, if someone did focus the Brainwave Shadow, they would be focusing their own. It's almost impossible to focus the original 'dimension' that I was using, it does not exist anymore as it was. Now it just a static realm, animated by choices to visualize or energize the Host that remains living there, in among their own highly animate, warp field velocity phasing teleporting reality. .... if anyone did make it there, they would undoubtedly fill my own mind with their astral, so all this stuff that I'm saying is not for people to try.
Just to learn and adapt the information, and use it in their own astral experiences, as a back up or supplement, there's really nothing anyone can do.
Quote from: Darklon on December 12, 2011, 18:19:17
Honestly, I'm new to astral projecting and haven't projected once, but lets just say I've only tried 3 or 4 times and all of them have come right up to the exit, but I just can't seem to either create an etheric body or numb my senses.
I've had OOBE's several times. Never had to "create" an etheric body or whatever that is. It's all quite automatic-- let it flow.
I suggest taking a more scientific approach to things, rather than following the outdated notions of "leaving the body."
http://www.monroeinstitute.org/
As for the rest of this thread, I'm unfortunately confused as to the OP's model of consciousness.
ayearhasgone, I am already familiar with the scientific approach (I think). I've already read Frank Kepple's resources or whatever. As to the link you provided, I am currently viewing it as of now but I haven't found a lot of helpful stuff in the first few minutes viewing it but I will try the Hemi-Sync that is provided on the website.
Chaos Mage, it sounds like you really don't want to be on the meds you are being forced to take but why are you being forced to take them? I thought medication and treatment was a choice
If you want, look up info on the net related to 'clopixol health hazard' and 'neuroleptics'. They told me nine years that it was neuroleptics, now they are lying and saying that I've never even been on neuroleptics. These drugs assist the mind control/necromancy agenda, and are nothing more than a corrupted government's final outreach into the lives of those that they have failed to convince are 'only human'.
If it weren't for these drugs, I would be an adept psychic, magician, and would likely have already fortified my realm and be living in unision with it. These drugs also, due to their psychic inhibitor effect, prevent accurate or powerful worship of Creator, or even Creation even as a created thing.
They have me under a CTO, and there is no way to not take the drugs. I can't even leave. They have denied my human rights and to inform you, these NA countries were not founded on some constitution or charter, they would built, based, and constructed on the rape of the Native peoples, a pattern which continues down to this day. It's all bogus.
I'm assuming they have diagnosed you with schizophrenia which is unfortunate. Understandably I have no way of knowing for sure if you should or should not be on neuroleptics. My grandfather was in an asylum for about three years, his father who was either a psychiatrist or psychologist (not sure) had a friend who was a Florida senator (not sure again). It took his senator friend 3 years to get my grandfather out of the facility and convince the people there he had no severe mental disorders, which he really does, hes delusional, insane, and probably bipolar too; but he's probably going to pass away soon anyways.
Not sure what the CTO is (I'm assuming it is the community treatment organization) but either way it would prove to be a daunting task to escape a life without human rights.
Perhaps remote viewing could help in some way gathering useful information that may help you get out. Don't even know if I know what I'm talking about but worth a try. Knowledge is power.
Edit: http://www.mind.org.uk/help/rights_and_legislation/mind_rights_guide_3_consent_to_treatment#2
If you are capable of making your own decisions you have the legal right to not consent to their treatment.
Quote from: Darklon on December 13, 2011, 16:58:15
I'm assuming they have diagnosed you with schizophrenia which is unfortunate.
Maybe that's why I don't understand a word Chaos Mage is saying...
IMO, there is no such thing as a delusion or delusional belief. I personally believe in the power of imagination and belief conjoined to the effect of a manifestation. It is only the severity of the belief that ensures the manifestation. In a world where there are infinite personalities and experiences, in a cosmos that has infinite space time flucutations, there is no set definition for what reality is. People who astral project and purport alternate spiritual reality should know better. It's is depressing to think that people who believe in astral projection and higher dimensions actually condemn others for their beliefs, when they are saying 'your intention determines the experience'.
I won't tolerate it. You want to sit there and condemn me for speaking something that I feel is worthwhile, then you do that, but it's your karma and only a devoted Buddhist has even a chance of escaping karma, by the full transcendent nature of Spiritual Reality.
Quote from: Chaos Mage on December 13, 2011, 19:34:12
IMO, there is no such thing as a delusion or delusional belief.
There's a word I haven't heard in a while.
A delusion is a false belief held with absolute conviction despite superior evidence.
or
"A delusion is a belief that is clearly false and that indicates an abnormality in the affected person's content of thought. The false belief is not accounted for by the person's cultural or religious background or his or her level of intelligence. The key feature of a delusion is the degree to which the person is convinced that the belief is true. A person with a delusion will hold firmly to the belief regardless of evidence to the contrary."
Read more: Delusions - functioning, withdrawal, examples, person, people, brain, mood, Description http://www.minddisorders.com/Br-Del/Delusions.html#ixzz1gT6CwHnz
Sounds real enough to me.
As for condemning others for there beliefs... People can believe whatever they want! I'm only here to question there beliefs in an attempt to find the truth.
Logically fallacies contrived of certain complex institutionalized examples in endoctrination. The belief that logic and reasoning has more capacity to effect the indivdual than their own heartfelt emotion or mental state. Logical production of programming which is then used to extensively corrupt and limit heart's emotion while reducing faith based practices on every level of their being. aka, breaking the connection to God Source, their surroundings, Nature, Creation, and their own emotional state.
The use of logic by men does not dictate how a man will dream, through the influence of logic, men actually become stupid to the simple truths that are evident to any child who yet has power to perceive the difference between what feels right and what feels wrong. The Truth is neither subjective nor objective, as if either of those words really hold any meaning! The Truth is the state of the mind it's own alertness and function, and if that mind chooses to believe in Christ as Creation's Light, so be it, they will also believe themselves to be the Son Of Christ and an inherent heir to the Kingdom Of God. For those who perpetuate logic, reasoning, and their communication by men, there is only this to say...
"Through logic men exalted themselves. Through faith, those loyal to the true heart of creation exult in God's grace as the promise is fulfilled in their own way of knowing."
Logic is nothing more than a prepackaged insult to those who have emotions. Memory and time are corrosive one to the other, and if you meditate firmly on your own life experience, any such detail that you have percieved can be remember without any imaginative delusional thought to corrupt the experience. Memory is, after all, the Holy Grail, it is not actually the blood of dead babies.
The problem with logic is that it is always circular and defeats any arguement that is presentated against it, by the sheer want of the logic to manifest itself as being superior to the idea that, perhaps, there is nothing logical about existence unless there is a Creator God who sustains the existence.
May Jehovah be praised for His Righteousness.
For the Bible does not make any sense to men who have puffed themselves up and filled their brains with logic. Nor does flesh and science make any sense to those who live in a Heaven, rather than a Universe. The passage of time has seen many rapes, atrocities, and blood shed commited in the lesser names of demon gods and shadow lords. For those yet insist on 'being logical' and 'following the rules', you are traitors to the kindred of Christ. This I adhere to in my belief. If you are saying that there is no logical proof for the exisitence of the Brainwave Shadow Plane, then you have not used your imagination and have only your own lack of attention and ability to blame. Any child who has visualization abilities and all such things as this, well knows that there is a Shadow Plane, though they might call it by a different name than Brainwave.
My experiment is the topic of a book that I would like to write, and certainly given enough time and recuperation from the hostile forces of my family and the medical society... well it's all stupid to even say it.
You people promiote astral travel and chakra and all such things, yet when faced with a direct solution by the nature of the mind to think and fantasize to coordinate it's existence, you refute it with lesser things than proof. You can not, simply, refute it. This pisses me off. You believe the things of the world to the point that you deny your own heart and soul. You deny the Truth while you seek for one that is more convienient and a Truth that you can control. Well you will find it in phantasy! Start using your mind, stop filling it with the man crafted logical fallacies and endoctrinations that lead to death. Even the Bible has more virtue than the full sum of scientific books. For the simple reason, it comes from a Living Source, and one that does not destroy those which are loyal to it. Whereas logic and science are always looking for a way to corrupt the thoughts and ruin the best intentions. That's how I see it. I'm taking my plane back, another fifteen minutes, i"ll be glowin with phaentia, so watch out, we are mad as hell and won't give back when you already took what was ours. Get it? It's not a straight line, even logic works in a circle. Always bracing itself at the zenith of it's production, and winding around through dark star space and back out into the shine of dream light. I know not everyone here is refuting the phantasy model, but some just don't understand the immensity of the powers that come from a truly devoted phantasy, even if they are not manifest on this existential frequency.
Quote from: kurtykurt42 on December 13, 2011, 17:31:02
Maybe that's why I don't understand a word Chaos Mage is saying...
It's not that complicated of a concept really, you just have to be familiar with it. You interpret reality with your brain. Your brain uses the information from your 5 senses and compiles it all together into an experience that we call the present, and we continuously live in that present moment experience. As you are on these forums I will assume that you are familiar with phasing/AP/OOBE so you should already know and be comfortable with the fact that stimulation from your 5 physical senses is not the only way that you can "experience". When you turn your awareness inward you will find that there is a void inside yourself much like the void that we experience in "living" or "waking" awareness. The Vedic tradition calls it the cave of brahma, and it is your own personal play ground. In the phasing model this is called Focus 21 or 3D blackness. This is where it all starts and it is here and within this personal void that we experience most of our dreams. If you are experienced in lucid dreaming then you will be quite aware how your dream reality can and does conform to your will. To attempt AP/OOBE from this point it is just like any LD to AP technique will tell you to do: create yourself a door or portal of some sort (anything really) with the intent that it will lead you "out of body" (or to the "outer void" or "greater/larger reality" whatever you call it) to where reality goes back again to being a shared (multiple observer) experience as opposed to a personal one. The way that most people interpret "imagination" is merely a HINT of the full potential of your brain's capability to "imagine". Most people skip right over this amazing place because they are unaware of what it is and what you can do with it. The reason is because most people start off with the intent to "project" or be "out of body" so they will only stay in this place long enough for their intent to get them "out" and this is very often only seems to be a very brief instant (if it is even perceived). If you learn to be comfortable in this state then you will experience imagination at it's fullest potential, which can be a very powerful tool for self-improvement in every aspect of life.
Chaos I would like to point out that most yogis advise their students to refrain from "daydreaming" and personal fantasies in this manner, however they do not advise this because it is considered right or wrong, they only advise it because it distracts the student from the ultimate goal which is a state of permanent enlightenment/ecstasy. If this is not your goal, then other than the fact that spending too much time there could make you feel and possibly lead you to believe that you are disconnected from reality, I don't see any harm in it as long as you understand and can differentiate between the two realities.
This model of consciousness/reality gets a little more complex once awareness leaves the physical body, layered into different "planes" but these planes are only as separate as they are perceived to be by the observer, and they are separated for the sake of experience, because chaos does not exist in experience, experience exists in and is wrought from chaos (or non-form). I won't go any further than this as I've already ranted enough. If you want truth, seek it in personal experience, not the experience of others. Truth is different to different people, and therefor so is falsehood. The definitions you have provided do not make any sense to me because no one can know for sure what another person experiences, so how could another person determine whether it was true or false with any sure sense of validity. You may think that Chaos is delusional but I'm sure he thinks you are just as delusional for not believing we are capable of such things. You see? It is all a matter of perspective. I might just be delusional though, I can't be sure :wink:
All the best,
dotster
Quote from: Chaos Mage on December 13, 2011, 21:54:36
You people promiote astral travel and chakra and all such things, yet when faced with a direct solution by the nature of the mind to think and fantasize to coordinate it's existence, you refute it with lesser things than proof. You can not, simply, refute it. This pisses me off. You believe the things of the world to the point that you deny your own heart and soul. You deny the Truth while you seek for one that is more convienient and a Truth that you can control. Well you will find it in phantasy! Start using your mind, stop filling it with the man crafted logical fallacies and endoctrinations that lead to death.
Most people come here in search of truths and fallacies instead of experience. They are more worried about the right and wrong, the true and the false, white and black etc. Very few seek to just experience. This is really quite a bizarre forum when it comes to open-mindedness. People will promote things such as astral projection/phasing which is not "scientifically" proven or generally accepted as being "real" but will shun other experiences due to the mere fact that they have themselves not experienced it and validated it for themselves. This is what I call being selectively open-minded (which to me seems a paradox) and it seems to be the main train of thought around here.
Quote from: dotster on December 13, 2011, 22:15:34
Most people come here in search of truths and fallacies instead of experience. They are more worried about the right and wrong, the true and the false, white and black etc. Very few seek to just experience. This is really quite a bizarre forum when it comes to open-mindedness. People will promote things such as astral projection/phasing which is not "scientifically" proven or generally accepted as being "real" but will shun other experiences due to the mere fact that they have themselves not experienced it and validated it for themselves. This is what I call being selectively open-minded (which to me seems a paradox) and it seems to be the main train of thought around here.
I'm pretty sure most people are here to have OBEs and share there experiences. I'm one of the few that are here to understand how it works. If you want to read about experiences, go read my posts from last year...
You're right I should not have said most. I will do that, I am always interested in reading others experiences, that's mostly why I'm here.
I'm here for all your reasons and more lol.
By my grandfather being delusional I mean he is a heartless bastard that doesn't care for a single human being other than himself, he told me himself that I don't matter to him and nor does anyone else, all he cares about is himself. He is a true selfish azzhole who has only one care in the world and he would've been better off in the facility, that is the kind of person that belongs in one. He has numerous other mental problems and don't think for one second is being misunderstood, he would kill you, me, his own family, and the rest of the world if it got him what he wanted. I wish I killed him the minute he threatened to smash my head in the concrete and almost left me stranded a Floridian ghetto far from any place considered 5% decent. Good thing Grandma left me with a phone to call her in case that shite happened.
I've heard the warning about fantasy and day dreaming, "Avoid phantasy before humiliation becomes a daily fact." and there is more to it but I don't remember right now. It goes on to speak about the fact that phantasy will blind you to what is obvious, it distorts reality and can make you 'delusional'.
I don't think that phantasy IS astral projection. It isn't even dreaming. I have, however, had certain experiences which is the reason why I continue to promote it. Apparently, if you build up enough energy, you can get your 'conscious momentum' really going. However, this is a conscious momentum 'away' from baseline.
But when you've got a fully integrated memory and can think without langauge and have precognitive intuitions every moment of your wakeful day, plus phantasy and learning in school, you'd prolly believe it too! It's just a matter of using what brain you have, and you can't do it without the animation of memory to sustain the matrix of the moments that built you up to this point. I think part of why people die is because they fail to use their full potential. It's been said that humans have the ability to become 'demonic/angelic' which if you've ever seen an angel, is the same thing. It's just that one has feather wings, the other has more like bat wings, leathery flesh wings. Perhaps these are just different stages of development?
Phantasy won't take you to that place, where you are physically flying through the sky and visiting the Moon and going deeper and deeper into space. When you are in deep space, that's when phantasy comes into play, actually. Because then, you can surround yourself with the arcane energies of existence, projecting visual phantasms and all such things, and create a world around yourself, rather than within.
Here on Earth, there is just too much that already exists. Too many signals getting in the way of a clear manifestation. Anything that tries to phantasy is drawn into confusion, loss of memory, and actual delusional thinking. If you persist with it long enough, yes, you can 'over ride' reality, most people are not looking to do that, they want their life to be free from an exertion of that quality and magnitude.
Sorry, I get a little rude sometimes. Too many people accuse me of being stupid and out of touch with reality. But I hear voices in the wind, I can interpret sound in a way that people do not seem to understand. I'm not out of the game just yet, or whatever you would call it. Certainly, there are many misleading doctrines, and I think that the doctrines of most of the elders on this forum are actually informative and provide reliable advice for reaching altered states of consciousness. Phantasy is another one of those means.
The Brainwave is only as alive as your own state of awareness. It includes the ideas, personalities, and objects that you are focusing. They 'exist' in your mental plane, and can become very real with specific formations in magick. I heard last night that a true Buddha can have multiple real time astrals manifest on the physical plane, doing things and replicating the Buddha and his will. Makes sense to me!