Ripping my heart out

[dingo]

A while ago I was laying in bed after waking up, not really doing anything. After a while my heart felt funny. It was like I had two heartbeats and they sort of separated and continued at different rates. My hand was resting on my chest over my heart and when I tried to lift it, I felt intense pain in my chest and head. It felt like I was ripping my heart out. I had to slowly wake myself up and bring myself out of trance to do it without pain.

So, I guess my heart chakra opened and I became aware of it, but why was it stuck to my hand? And what would have happened if I'd ripped it out of my chest?

[CFTraveler]

It wasn't stuck to your hand- you connected to it with your palm chakra and got a flow going, which felt really strong because you were in trance.  When you're in trance energy feels more 'solid'- plasma-y even.  I've played with my heart and head chakras while in trance and it felt like a physical thing.

[dingo]

Interesting. I'll try it again.