hi everyone, I've been reading these posts for a long time and have found them very helpfull. But just wanted to run my experiences by you see what you think (i will try and keep it short and sweet)
Through out my life i've always heard and seen things.. nothing major but things like barely audible muisc thats seems to come from nowhere and where ever you go in the house is at the same level (its like trad irish music, i was told these were fairaies who play music in the fields at the back of my house), white ciricles with a water shimmering effect on the walls and strange noises when i'm about to fall asleep.
so last august my mother put in contact with a psychic she trained with, she said i was gifted and gave some advice on meditation ect, i was just starting college and was only able for once a week but during christmass holidays i had more time and started to meditate for longer periods. At first it was all pins and needles but now its turned into a throbing sensation (my hands, feet and legs..corwn) also in the middle of my forehead theres a feeling like your holding your thumb on it and it throbs also, (3rd i believe) this has been going on for the last 4 months and as a result i'm seen, bright flashes, shimmer waves that surround threes and auras of people and during meditation i see swirling colours and bright flashes and get cold drafts aswell on my hands. Also during the last few sessions of meditating i've got a unusuall feeling on my left ear, like the feeling of its been held... very hard to explain.
But the most interesting thing to happen to me is the lucid dreaming, was reading on this forum about how to induce such a state aboiut saying a affrimation like seeing your hands and you will become concious in the dream. I must have been thinking abou that because in an unusuall dream i was having i went outside to get my weights bar(?) and saw my hand and realised i was dreaming. It was a very heavy dizzy sensation more so than when i meditate, and tried to fly and called on my spirit guide to see if he will meet me (was perviously told who he was and having been trying to make contact with him for months) i floated to the front of my house where there were a line of cars on the road with their lights on not moving and a little girl was looking at me, also their was a man (30's?) standing in a trenchcoat looking at the line of cars... i was unable to hold this state and woke up.
My second lucid dream was a little more hazy and i can't remember much, was unable to hold the state.
The 3rd lucid dream was occured on tuesday where for some reason in the dream it became a lucid one... i again asked to see my guide but woke up where i saw a man (the man from the first lucid dream) standing at my doorway taking a drink... he scared the life out of me but am wondering who is he and how can i stay in that lucid state for longer..
all of these have occured over the last month and a half... theres a lot of info in there so i hope i haven't left any out. a
thanks
QuoteThe 3rd lucid dream was occured on tuesday where for some reason in the dream it became a lucid one... i again asked to see my guide but woke up where i saw a man (the man from the first lucid dream) standing at my doorway taking a drink... he scared the life out of me but am wondering who is he and how can i stay in that lucid state for longer..
I asked to meet my guide and when I awoke there was an indian man standing over my bed and scared the pee out of me :lol:
funny how we ask to meet them and then we get frightened
I actually told myself I am going to close my eyes and wait for this to go away lol and I did and I guarantee you my guide had a chuckle out of that one
So true! I ache for otherworldly experiences, and then when they come, I nearly have a heart attack and then beg them to go away.
A wise crone once told me that to the fairies/spirits/guides/whomever, human beings are like little Attention Deficit Disordered children running around screaming with their hair on fire. They try to help us . . . but . . . .
Quote from: TishaA wise crone once told me that to the fairies/spirits/guides/whomever, human beings are like little Attention Deficit Disordered children running around screaming with their hair on fire. They try to help us . . . but . . . .
How true...love it... :D
Sarah