What happened with me?!?

[Jimi]

Not sure what category this belongs under...just wanted to share and experience...

I am 1/4 Native American and am currently working on finding out more about my geneology and roots with regard to my American Indian blood. I thought it would be intriguing to try to "visit" an Native "gathering".
I put on some Native drum music, volume low. I closed my eyes. Brought myself to a quiet calm viz slow breathing. I began to see the "3 dimensional blackness". I began to picture myself sitting before a fire, surrounded by Indians dancing and singing all around me as I sat by the fire. I just kept thinking of being there. The sounds. The air. The fire. The sights.
I am guessing maybe about 15 minutes into it I began to feel very different. A "heaviness" set in and I was deeply into a meditative state. My ears began to get very cold (like I was outside?) and a dim reddish color was in teh center of the blackness. The red color began to get more red and more clear with every second. Was this the fire I was envisioning? Was I about to find myself in the midst of what I was envisioning??
I chickened out. I go too excited in the moment.
I have heard of people doing similiar things, acting scenarios in envisioned worlds and places. What do you all think!?
It was very interesting and I hope to get further next time!
Cheers.

[Nay]

Sounds like you are making great progress!  I can't tell you if it was a fire you saw but I don't know why it couldn't have been.

Looking foward to hearing of your next go around!  Good Luck!

Nay

[Selski]

Hi Jimi

Nice experience - you sound like a natural phaser!    

You need to lose that fear first and you'll be dancing around the fire in no time.

Sarah

[Sorlac]

I find it interesting that I completely understand what you mean by the "3 dimensional blackness", and more interesting that I've never heard someone speak of it before.  Thanks for sharing that experience, that's sort of where I am right now.