Did I do it?

[Major Tom]

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[sutherj]

Hi!

Been "lurking" for a while, enjoying all the stories...

Last night I think I may have had my very first AP - Here's the log; I'll let somone with more experence decide:

Went to sleep this morning around 1:20 am with a small ache in the front of my head, spreading from the third eye to the temples.
(Thought this was because I had stayed up so late editing a wedding video of a friend)

Had quite a time falling asleep - would toss and turn trying to get confortable...finally drifted off.  Next think i know, experanceing viberations, starting out small and esclating in level and intensity.. tried to relax....next thing i know, i'm rolling horizontally, over and over. (much the same as rolling down a grassy slope)

Then bang, i'm somewhere.  I do have a sence of dual concousness, as in bed and yet not in bed - meaning i can feel my eyes closed, in the physical body, but it's like i have a eyes a layer below my physical eyes (astrial?) that are open.  At first it's just black, can't see anything then It's like just "bang" i'm somewhere else.  Don't recognise the house, or any of the people.I can feel every sensation when walking that i would feel in the pysical body (gravity, feeling, etc), and make concious decisions on what to do.  

Several times i look down at my hands and arms to make sure they are there....Yes, I can see them, and they do not look transparent, but very solid and not holographic. The only differance is that in this body you feel much lighter, there is NO pain, your sence of awareness is increased.

I then decide to try going thru walls.  basicly just look at a wall, then dive in. There is some sort of sensation going thru it, don't remember quite what, but when i get thru everything is black again so i wait a few seconds for things to clear up.  Whats somtimes confusing is that somtimes i'm inside a house, and see thru the window it's very bright out there, but then dive thru the wall, and either it's dark, or after i dive thru the wall it's another room in the house, not the outside.

Not at any time did I ask for help, or remember seing anything bad.

For me, it's possible to jump up and hover at about 10 to 14 feet....I try different methods to try and go explore the solar system, like thinking "go venus" or somthing, but all i get is looking up into a starry sky and then either aborting, or just sort of stuck there about 14 feet up, paralell with the ground, looking at the stars, but can't up up any higher.  It's fun to try and manuver up here - like pointing your feet a certian way, like the jet exhaust on those Vertical Take Off Vehicals, and going the oppisate way.

Something else I did was go find a cute face of a little kid and hold them in my arms while floating.  One time i remember she was with a bunch of others (kids) and when they hung on to me or her () we would all take off and hover around 14 feet.  We were able to fly around a bit this way.  This was probablly because I even though i don't have any kids, I love em, and come from a big family.

I then would have "false starts" where i would fake wake up and think it's real life, and in this "reality" tell whoever would listen about this AP experence. I then would try and prove to myself that it wasn't another "ap" meaning in this (dream?) I would try and jump up to start flying, but my body would act just like the physical, meaning  it would come down with a bang, (couldn't jump any higher then in normal life) and even tho i tried, was totally impossable to go thru walls.

Not at any time did I remember seing anyplace that was familer, as if I recognized it, or were any of the people any one i knew.  Don't have recollection of anything like hovering over my Physical body, or looking back and seeing it in bed.

This is the first time I ever remember the "spinning" feeling, and never in any dreams before have I walked thru or dived thru a wall! I also don't usually have "flying" LD's.  Did I start out as a AP and then wake up in a LD?

This while experance was done without any kind of external influence, or induced by anything.

Ideas, anyone?

Thanks,

Jason