I was attempting to AP last night and when I stopped I notice that I had a slash mark starting at my stomach and going down to my Kidney. It wasn't a trail though. It was two very small cuts next to each other, there was only one that pun cured the skin though, the others just looked like marks. But they were lined up with each other. As I said, these happened after AP. I haven't done a cleansing ritual, or make a Sacred Circle. I'm not Christian, so I don't want to use anything envolving 'God.' What do you guys think this is? Today, I went into my room (Where I AP) to play Halo 2 on Xbox Live and I felt a weird presents ( I know I spelled that wrong....) and a smell. It wasn't a bad smell, in fact it reminded me of Cedar. It felt like only one was in the room. Two nights ago, I remember seeing all kinds of odd creatures while trying to AP. Only a few where bad, the other ones where just plain wierd... So, I don't know what the smell was, or the presents of something else... Help?
You're absolutely 100% sure they were not there before your AP?
I am not 100% sure, but I am pretty sure. The only thing I did that night was sit around all day. I am trying again, and if it happens, I'll tell you. I always do feel like somethings watching me, or is hovering over me. So, what I do it cover my face, and entire body (Save my Nose so I can breath easier) and I feel better. I also do that because sometimes I'll get really relaxed and my eyes will start to open. Say, infact, there actually is something harassing me, how serious is this, and how do I get rid of it???
That is surely interesting. I have found cuts on myself from time to time that I would swear never occurred...I'll just look down at my bleeding arm and what?? Who knows.
I don't think it's anything serious. It might be possible you are becoming aware of different energies and you are simply startled by them? maybe some subconscious fear from some incident in the past...lots of possibilities. I guess the best way to go about it is thinking/knowing you are safe. PLus... we are never alone!! ;)
Ya, good point. I've been trying every night so far. By the way, what do you think those creatures I was seeing where??? I saw mostly just wierd things, but one or two where scary.
It's tough to tell. In my experience, many people/creatures appear in my sight as I focus a certain way. I have seen some scary and some not. The thing is, you can decide what to look at and in a way transform them. I believe it's all up to what part of yourself you want to 'tune in" to.
It is highly possible to get damage.. Ive seen it with me own eyes.. Friend goes astral *he was shirtless (darn hot summers)* a bit passes by i start to feel uneasy so i touch him to bring him back when he comes back he had 3 gashes on his back like deep scratches.. They wernt there a second ago and just appeared outta no where. He said " I was going after a beast" I had to drive him to the hospital.
and for thoes who dont belive me i swear it is true on my mothers name and everything i hold sacred includeing my own son.
and for thoes that even doubt it was done completely sober.
I dont doubt you at all man about the cuts.. just make sure your protect your self with some sort of circle or something.
I'm leaning towards it happening because some time ago I was waking up with some cuts as well.
It was wild due to the fact they were on my back right at my shoulder blade where I could not have reached. I felt a burning one morning and my hubby looked and then drew what they looked like.
And what is even weirder is they were three slashes as well. They weren't little scratches either...it was like a claw mark and it scabbed over in a day or so. I then found some on my stomach..I suppose I could have done those but I don't recall having any bad dreams at the time though. *shrugs shoulders* things that make ya go..hmmmmm.. :shock:
Nay