Firstly, I saw writing on the wall being written by a unseen figure. I was in bed asleep but awake. I was astral in the physical world but didn't make an attempt to get up. Just lay there hovering over the bed as someone said don't get up. I remember the slanted italic handwriting and the long text but can only remember the last of the text which was 'godbless and goodbye'.
Any idea what it was all about?
A few days later, I'nm in my home town at my mums and I go bed. Few hours later I fall asleep then I wake up. I'm aware I'm astral but I'm in a lift, not in my room with the kids near me. It's going down. I don't fear it. It opens. That's when the fear kicks in. I'm in the tunnel under my mums house (leading to the cells of the monks) - my mums street use to be tunnels and gardens leading to the nunnery and monsery. I go in a cell and observe a man being operated on when he's fully awake. The operation is brutal. I say something in my head, him and a priest look at me the the man on the operating table stands up wildeyed and in pain. The priest shouts at me for breaking the man's trance. I see the words S.O.B.S or S.A.D.S something like that anyway on the wall in blood and then I pray to get back in my body. I wake up in my body with the kids next to me.
Any ideas?
lol, writting on the walls its becoming a classic. it happened the same to one of my brothers but it was a threatening message after he woke up found himself in "natural" sleep paralysis that was shocking him until the message was completely written on the wall, the he was able to get up. <.<!
Yeah I know, it's a bible thing and I'm catholic but it did happen. And LOL at your bro. Bet that shocked him.
I wanna know about the monk thing though.
Apparently SOBS is Survivors of Bereavement by Suicide (previously known as SOBS) a uk suicide site
And SADS is sudden arrhythmic/adult death syndrome or Seasonal affective disorder
Odd as I suffer from the seasonal thing. I did suffer from depression at aged 15 and stopped taking meds at 25 (during that time, I tried to kill myself). Wonder if it's a cryptic message?
yeah, lately attacks are becoming more and more aggressive lol. no, the sp or the message did not put him in a shock state, he was being literally being shock.
... maybe, may not be, may be just a nightmare or may be something else. Just keep an eye on messages, no need to panic ;)
maybe with time you may understand what you saw.
for example: i have been trying to have LDs but the other day i saw something in one of my dreams that i did not understand and it should had triggered a reality check but today i was told something that made sense of what i saw in the dream that it was not suppose to be there.
True. It might may sense later on. I'm just impatient. :-D
I've had dreams that had signs in to trigger me into realizing I'm having a lucid one but I always dismiss it though I'm aware of dreaming. I kick myself in morning for being so lazy and not trying to astral project from them lol.
The astral travels are becoming more frequent and half the time I don't need to even do anything. Luckily though, I don't get the noise or electric feeling or breathlessness or anything. Maybe cuz when I was younger I could naturally take off so I don't get the warning signs until I see hues of colour :) You bro might well of been ready to take off if he got an intense buzzing in his body lol.
i have been working on my dreams lately, trying to have LDs and i have been dreaming interesting stuff.
xDD my bro has AP before unconsciously when they want him to do something some them, but im not so lucky- even if my body is asleep i cant feel vibrations, unless i command them or something, all i can feel is that im being pull out of my body while im imagine that im outside, or feel my astral arms getting out of my body when im focusing on one point(i was playing with them last night moving them in and out my physical body xDDD it tickles).
but i have notices that now i pass through phasing like nothing until i get to the 3d blackness, for example: some times i get into a mini dream while phasing and then snap out of the mini dream and found myself in this 3d blackness, or if im focusing out side of my body imagining that im somewhere when i loose my awareness of where i "am" in my imagination sometimes i also find myself in the 3d blackness, even though i just hear some voices, one or two, and then see things in the blackness but not as many as before when i started practicing phasing a couple of days ago.
Try turning a light switch on in your hand and you should be able to see more stuff. If I can master control of ma body, I'll find ya and pull you out :-P :-o :-D
lol, usually my arms are the first, but i can also do it at will, and move other parts of my body out,... last night i imagine that my astral head was getting out of my body and i kind of felt it moving out through my physical head, (usually some reason my head always gets stock when im feeling lifting up, but i found out tht i was tension that was keeping the feeling of lifting away from my head).
yay, take me flying on your back :-D,, yeah, i have alway wanted somebody to wake me up in the astral lol
Be careful what you wish for :lol: :-D
Quote from: Lord_Dark_Forses on January 01, 2012, 18:36:08
i have been working on my dreams lately, trying to have LDs and i have been dreaming interesting stuff.
xDD my bro has AP before unconsciously when they want him to do something some them, but im not so lucky- even if my body is asleep i cant feel vibrations, unless i command them or something, all i can feel is that im being pull out of my body while im imagine that im outside, or feel my astral arms getting out of my body when im focusing on one point(i was playing with them last night moving them in and out my physical body xDDD it tickles).
but i have notices that now i pass through phasing like nothing until i get to the 3d blackness, for example: some times i get into a mini dream while phasing and then snap out of the mini dream and found myself in this 3d blackness, or if im focusing out side of my body imagining that im somewhere when i loose my awareness of where i "am" in my imagination sometimes i also find myself in the 3d blackness, even though i just hear some voices, one or two, and then see things in the blackness but not as many as before when i started practicing phasing a couple of days ago.
i do the same thing, its so annoying! or sometimes i think to myself this could only be possible if i were dreaming but its as if in my dreams im drunk so i always ignore the signs lol
i think that by practicing phasing consciously more often my body goes into F21 faster and i dont even notices it until i lose awareness of my physical body for a moment while daydreaming or focusing on something and suddenly im on F21 and then i havent go any further ;_;
Patience is key. So is completely analysing yourself for fears that might be holding you back :D You'll be complaining of lifting off when you don't even have the desire to soon lol
i have no fear for whats in the other side, but i may be lacking on will and focus :\
Well stay focused :-D It took me a while to calm down the noise in my head