I decided to lie down on my couch for awhile.Just wanting to calm my taughts.Ive been starting to lose control of them again,and Im taking yet another break.
So I started to create that sinking sensation.And I saw that tulip thing for a few secs.When I tried to look at it.It started to dissapear.So I stopped and didnt really focus on anything.Than after awhile of sinking and doing this.I felt those vibes going though my body.And I tried to move my arm a little and it wouldnt really budge.Only a little.They kept getting worst and worst.Ive never experienced them quite like this.Everything was shaking violently.It was hard for me to keep still.
It was almost unbearble especially when I put my awareness on my brow.It was like someone put an electric sander on my forehead.Without the sandpaper,only the rubber ofcourse.And than they stopped.I didnt really go anywhere.But I could see this spider on the floor.I dont really know if I was above my body or what.It was huge for a spider.It didnt really bother me.Im not afraid of bugs.Besides maybe scorpions in my bed.lol
I taught if I started to freak out.It would probably jump on my head.So I just gazed at it.Than I came too.And very happy.Its was already night time.Have you seen these?This one didnt look like a neg.Almost lookin like those bugs from starship troopers.Except smaller and more spider lookin.It didnt really move either.Maybe it didnt last long because im not operating at full speed yet..lol
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"WAKE UP!WAKEUP!WAKE UP AND LOOK AROUND YOU!WERE LOST IN SPACE AND THE TIME IS OUR HOME"
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