The whole day I felt out of it, but I wasn't sure why. When I came back from
work I fired up the hookah, music, and continued to read my book on outer body
experiences. I was at an exciting chapter which was going over how to exit
your body once you're at the vibrational state. This state is usually where I
get stuck although I always feel my lower body instantly floating above my
physical body. Its my upper body which seems to be the most difficult to get
into my astral body. I come across a technique where once you are in the
vibrational state you can simply make a direct request. I stop reading here
and got ready for the gym.
Once I'm dressed and ready to go I feel the urge to take a small 20 minute
nap. I also thought this would be great chance to see if I can get into the
vibrational state again and try this new technique to get out of my physical
body and actualy have a successful projection.
I laid on my bed, super relaxed, and very comfortable which is usually not the
case. As I lay there I don't try to think to hard about OBEs. I just attempt
to clear my mind and let my body completely relax. I soon fell asleep but
luckily I set my alarm for 20 minutes. The first alarm goes off and I wake up
not realizing I feel asleep at all but I still didn't feel refreshed so I put
it on snooze and 5 minutes later it goes off again. This time I set the alarm
for 45 minutes. I immediately go back into my relaxed state but this time my
mind was thinking about something and without me realizing I find myself
talking to my Swiss roommate. She is telling me how I shouldn't be spending
all my money the way I do and I'm telling her, who is she to tell me how I
should live my life while my other roommate isn't saying a word as we exchange
viewpoints on life. I soon wake up from this dream and I find myself back in
my bed, relieved it was just a dream. Ain't no one got time for that.
As I'm laying in bed waiting to fall back asleep I immediately feel the "quiet
state" where I usually feel a dark presence approaching me or already touching
me. I read in the book if you feel anything at all in the quiet state you
should welcome and encourage it. This is exactly what I did and it turned
this fear into an amazing high frequency energy ball above my chest (where I
usually feel it) and I feel my lower body already out in its non-physical
form. I'm super excited although I'm still having issues getting my upper
body out into my non-physical. I soon recall reading that I can simply direct
my intention to leave this room completely. I struggle for what seems less
than 30 seconds and then I told myself I want to get out of this room and go
somewhere else. The strange part was I didn't think of where I want to go but
I instantly found myself floating in a large stone room. The ceilings were
very high and darkish gray in color although I could see them clearly as if
they weren't that far at all. I also noticed there was a light peach boarder
running across the upper part of the stone ceiling which had some black
looking egyptian hieroglyphics inside although I didn't pay much attention to
the details as I was so excited that I was floating and completely aware of my
surroundings. The whole room felt peaceful and safe. I soon asked for
clarity as I felt my vision getting a little blurry and instantly my vision
was super charged. I could see every little detail in my hands and everything
looked more beautiful than I've ever experienced in the physical world.
I then tested out flying around for a while, zooming deep down as this room
had no floors. When I wanted to go downward, I just requested mentally to fly
down. I felt a feeling of going inward at a very fast velocity. I then flew
directly upwards to my original position. I would almost call it teleporting
more than flying.
I then wondered what I should do next. I was so excited as the possibilities
were limitless. I read about another traveler explaining all the complexities
of energy systems in the non-physical so I closed my eyes and asked to see
the inner source of everything. For some reason I had doubt in my mind and was
somewhat scared of what I may discover. Was I ready for such a vision? The
traveler said he took years before he discovered the vast energy systems of
our existence. I opened my eyes and I was still in the same location. I then
thought about going to saturn so I asked to go to saturn but again, nothing
happened.
After I woke up I knew exactly what I did wrong. I had doubt and I really
didn't put much intent behind my request. I simply said what I wanted but I
really didn't put all my energy into my request. I thought about flying which
seemed easy so I thought transporting to a different non-physical plane would
also be this simple. I now know that if I really want something every part of
me has to believe and know it will happen.
I then attempted something simpler. I wanted to have a floor so I thought of
creating my own. I imagined a pretty cobble stone floor with an archway and
before my eyes the cobble stone floor and archway evolved. The archway was
full of green moss and vines which was pleasant to look at but I knew my time
was limited so I didn't spend much time looking at my creation. I was still
floating so I didn't walk on the floor but as I watched the floor come alive
something caught my eye, a chest! Before I even told myself I wanted to go to
that chest I was instantly in front of it. I started to loose focus and I
again requested clarity which gave me extraordinary vision once again.
I wanted to look at what was inside the chest but as soon as I was about to
open it I felt my physical body calling me, almost like a small tug. I
attempted to rub my hands together which I thought would groud my experience
and keep me from returning to my physical body but instead I was snapped back
into my body. I felt super energized and alive! I laid in bed for a few
minutes glowing with happiness and recalling my experience. As soon as I was
done, I jumped in my wheelchair and told my roommate about my experience. I
sounded like a small child who just had a very magical moment. After this
experience I still feel different, almost like I've evolved as a person.
This single experience has super charged my desire to continue to discover the
unknown.
Great experience!
Wait so you're in a wheelchair but you go to the gym? That's awesome man. So many able-bodied people don't even exercise. It's such a waste.
Thanks breh! Sure do, I was always a person who enjoyed lifting weights and staying physically in shape before breaking my neck in college, plus the ladies love it ;)
Also lastnight I went to bed and had another "quiet zone" moment where the vibrations were the most intense I've experienced but I got to excited and I couldn't get out of my body. Its always only my upper half that is stuck, my lower half was swinging around back and forth almost like someone was trying to pull me out with my legs from the non-physical. It was awesome feeling. Next time I'm asking for them or whatever it is to help pull me out by my legs which are already in the non-physical.
When the vibrations are at its highest and I can feel my upper body is the one stuck in my physical should I try to reach out with my hands? I'm always afraid to do this because as a child when this would occur if I tried to move anything I felt stuck it was actually my physical arm I was trying to move which would make things go bad real fast.
Peace!