Flying, But Actually Laying Down

[Drakoreo]

Can anyone help me interpret this projection or tell me their thoughts on it?

I was trying to fly but, kept falling/being pulled down.... As always.. Forever and always.. Grounded.

I then thought to myself,

"It makes no difference if I'm flying, I'm actually laying down anyway."

And then it was like,

I was flying a little, (5 feet off the ground?)

But i was actually laying on the ground,

Just watching myself pretend to fly ( i was seeing myself fly but actually on the ground).

What even?

[Xanth]

Well... that's actually a prime example of when you stop actually TRYING to do something, it happens.
When you try to do something while non-physical, your conscious mind tends to fight against it. 

You will find what you're looking for only AFTER you stop seeking it.
Spirituality and the non-physical work a little differently than most people want them to work.