Fusions' astral log

Fusions · December 16, 2013, 10:40:53

Some information about me:
I am 18 y/o.
My passion is spiritual growth (that's the reason why we came on earth anyways).
I am very empathic, I am linked to sirius. A Starchild. Which I have found out recently. I am in communication with one being from that star. She appears in a purple fractal flower, or in rainbow colours in the sky (in waking reality). Like the picture without the dot. I am beginning to channel her since last week to myself. She is very sweet, carressing me at times, putting attention on the fact that we are all one and that I should not be afraid of anyone. I also communicate with beings from Essasani consciousness.

My dad 'died' 3 years ago. Also in empathic communication with that being, sometimes he shows up, talks to me, makes me feel his energy, gives me information etc. Very comforting.

I like to write. Walk with the dog, connect to nature, meditate, watch bashar (big fan), hugging trees, play with my cat.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQRf0r-EjkM

I have used weed, shrooms a few times and dmt. Now I only whish to take nn,DMT one more time (haven't had a breakthrough yet). I felt like the use of the drugs helped me get further with the whole Astral travel thing, especially DMT.
I had 2 short OBE's since I have been trying.

Much love.
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I am using the forever non-seperation technique, being aware IN the body all the time, raising frequency with nature and meditation. When I go to sleep I don't try to get out, I just keep my awareness up and let it come naturally.
Also, I sometimes put my forarm up 90 degrees to not fall asleep.

16-12-2013
11:00 Called upon St. Germain, my dad (and more Archangels) to get me out, felt very light in my skin, frequency was definitely higher than usual. I don't think I was too far away from getting out but gave up.
Then I gave up, listened to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p4zArI0uqWY (very recommended) and started my day.

carrie.carnahan · December 16, 2013, 23:45:00

Hi,

You have some very interesting thoughts! How did you find out your a starchild? I am sure it would make an interesting story

I feel like your idea of using DMT for Astral Projection is going to be a hindrance. This is just my opinion. Meditation regularly will probably get you there faster then any drug. Also, there are a lot of book written on the subject.

My husband died 3 years ago from cancer. You must have went through a lot. I have a daughter that's your age and I have seen her struggles. Spiritual growth is a great path to be on!

Carrie

Fusions · December 17, 2013, 04:55:49

Quote from: carrie.carnahan on December 16, 2013, 23:45:00
Hi,

You have some very interesting thoughts! How did you find out your a starchild? I am sure it would make an interesting story

I feel like your idea of using DMT for Astral Projection is going to be a hindrance. This is just my opinion. Meditation regularly will probably get you there faster then any drug. Also, there are a lot of book written on the subject.

My husband died 3 years ago from cancer. You must have went through a lot. I have a daughter that's your age and I have seen her struggles. Spiritual growth is a great path to be on!

Carrie

I did went trough a lot yes. But it has only made me stronger and more connected with myself and all that is.
I had a memory of being in a sirius group with blue elf like beings. I didn't pay much attetion to it for some time. I had great interested in Bashar's channelings. Which are very connected with Sirius, I started talking to them myself and got contact with a girl from that civilization. It's in the very early stages. I read about Sirius starseeds and it resonated a lot with me. Her eyes flash by sometimes, then I read that Sirius beings have eyes in Kohl and that's exactly how they look.

Fusions · December 17, 2013, 10:39:54

17-12
Dream recall:
I was in a semi human/minecraft world, we're someone did something so there was a huge explosion. I ran down stairs, jesus had a chair for me, I didn't sit on it (rejected christianity and everything that had to do with it for a long time).

New dream, was in the car with my mom and my dad in the back. Some russian truck driver tried to hit us a few times, so we gave her in.

Not too amazing or nice dreams as you can see.

Btw, when I was writing I turned my head to my park and a very white jesus like man in robes stood there for like 0.5sec, very cool

Fusions · December 20, 2013, 05:27:51

I also write them down in a book...

20-12
Sunny day with friends, in france?
They we're looking for weed so we went to a farm. There was I cute girl with a boy friend. My friends we're being a bit dickish. Chilled in the grass, hunted a wasp.

second dream. My Father had come back, and everyone was suprised. I thought it was awesome. There was a serenade in front of my roomd and I broke down into tears.

3rd. With my friends in a moving room. I was like 'I can OBE easy here', So I did, sort of. Climbed out of the window. woke up.

Bonus:
A channeling from Salusa from Sirius on the press
http://soundofheart.org/galacticfreepress/content/salusa-20-december-2013-mike-quinsey

Fusions · December 20, 2013, 07:02:19

Quote from: Fusions on December 20, 2013, 05:27:51
I also write them down in a book...

20-12
Sunny day with friends, in france?
They we're looking for weed so we went to a farm. There was I cute girl with a boy friend. My friends we're being a bit dickish. Chilled in the grass, hunted a wasp.

second dream. My Father had come back, and everyone was suprised. I thought it was awesome. There was a serenade in front of my roomd and I broke down into tears.

3rd. With my friends in a moving room. I was like 'I can OBE easy here', So I did, sort of. Climbed out of the window. woke up.

Bonus:
A channeling from Salusa from Sirius on the press
http://soundofheart.org/galacticfreepress/content/salusa-20-december-2013-mike-quinsey

Oh and there was also communication with the agartha network (inner earth, lemuria). I believe.

Fusions · December 21, 2013, 10:25:11

This morning I had great succes, I lied down still, called upon all the archangels (AA: raphael, metraton, gabriel), saint germain to get me out.

I floated out of body into a random sort of city, got into a home, had a weird sexual dream scenario. Flew out.
Yelled for my dad, he came, and we chatted for about 10 sec, then I got too emotional and woke up.

It was awesome.

Fusions · December 24, 2013, 12:36:03

24-12-13
I had an amazing visitation of her before going to sleep last night, a fractal purple multidimensional orb above my bed.

Fusions · December 26, 2013, 14:12:38

25-12
Luciddream with WILD.
I was outside, everything was looking beautiful about to go on a great adventure but then my mother called me from inside the house and I snapped out of it.

Fusions · December 27, 2013, 05:37:19

27-12
One dream where I showed my friends a bashar cartoon, to my friends, and they thought it was cool.

To those who know him, he spoke that a step in the ground, was more dense than a step in water, and that was more dense that air. And with some mathematics. So I am thinking the '4th density' things are about that.

Another dream. I was on a party boat, and girls and boys between 15-18 we're flirting and dancing, jerking eachother off lol, Then I met a few friends, but then I also met a girl I really like and kissed her, then I wanted to get my coat that I lost. end.

Fusions · January 12, 2014, 11:50:19

Can't remember much lately, was on holiday for 8 days to israel.
This morning I dreamt I was an aligator in my neighborhood. That's it.

Fusions · February 07, 2014, 13:02:43

I was kind of out of it but lately I am writing my dreams in my diary again and had my first lucid dream this morning where i called my dad, I felt his love for the first time again truely. I hugged him, i cried (to my suprise the dream didnt stop suddenly because if the emotions, maybe because of the sense of touch), felt very real to hug his non physical body, really amazing. We became one sort of, we entered the void. Transported to a box all made up with festival items but it quickly dissapeared and woke up. Truely beautiful.

Fusions · February 21, 2014, 07:34:22

Quote from: Fusions on February 07, 2014, 13:02:43
I was kind of out of it but lately I am writing my dreams in my diary again and had my first lucid dream this morning where i called my dad, I felt his love for the first time again truely. I hugged him, i cried (to my suprise the dream didnt stop suddenly because if the emotions, maybe because of the sense of touch), felt very real to hug his non physical body, really amazing. We became one sort of, we entered the void. Transported to a box all made up with festival items but it quickly dissapeared and woke up. Truely beautiful.

This morning I had another one with my dad, I slept long and this was my last dream I could induce (for some reason these dreams disappoint me often), this one was alright. He was making food, I got lucid because I asked him about his dreams and I realized he was dead. So I stabilized, sat on his lap, and asked if we could go heaven and he said I have to wink first, and he got 1 eye and I woke up. Maybe we can do it later idk. Plenty of time left anyways haha.

Fusions · February 23, 2014, 08:02:25

Insanely good sex;
I did my Toe ILD and had the sensation of falling backwards on my bed this morning. I let go. I saw spirals of white rings and matrix numbers. I came on a couch, with a nice fancy bed across me and 2 beautiful ladys already in action with a sort of sex manual. So I got in and had the most intense sex/orgasm of my life.

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