invisible barriers/poking/vision

[kaylixoxo]

i had a projection last night

- stood up, wanted to go outside - thats what i normally do, i like to explore haha, something wouldnt let me turn towards the door so i looked to the right, seen my stepdad sitting on the couch, told him i was bored and wanted to go out and have sex, he looked scary.
my mom looked creepy too, sitting next to him on a chair. creepin me out, so i asked her if she wanted a foot massage. i started to give her one but her legs started stretching out and pushing into my stomach, it old her i wanted to have sex too .. lol ( i dunno what was with me, haha )

i looked into the kitchen seen my brother but he fell down or something and my stepdad came out of the kitchen and started attacking me and grabbed my side of my stomach, i was holding him bac k, his face was the face of a demon , didnt like the sight of those damn teeth and ugly face so while i was holding him back i was just thinking, screw this so i woke up and went to sleep on the other chair ahaha

* so .. when i wake up, if ive had a dream where someones poking me, or grabbing me etc. why is it when i wake up i can still feel where they were grabbing me ?

also, why is it that sometimes i feel like there is an invisible barrier not allowing me to move a certain way ? is there anyway i can get past that ?

[cocteautwin]

No such thing as demons - that's you!

Go back to the whiteboard - again

NO SUCH THING AS EVIL/DEMONS/ETC....

[kaylixoxo]

haha i guess i use the demon term loosely.

i was more turning towards my questions of .. so .. when i wake up, if ive had a dream where someones poking me, or grabbing me etc. why is it when i wake up i can still feel where they were grabbing me ?

also, why is it that sometimes i feel like there is an invisible barrier not allowing me to move a certain way ? is there anyway i can get past that ?

and .. id like to add another question,

i projected today, and when i do project, i'll have maybe 5 or 6 experiences in a row since i pull myself back in everytime i go into sleep paralysis.  why sometimes is it that i can feel myself having an OBE, but i can't exactly see very easily ? usuallyu around the 4th or 5th  experience i'll feel myself tapping where people have told me my "third eye"(?) is to try and get my eyes to open.  i dont understand how things are blurry during certain experiences and crystal clear in others ...

[Harrif]

Good questions, ones that I would like to know myself too.

"so .. when i wake up, if ive had a dream where someones poking me, or grabbing me etc. why is it when i wake up i can still feel where they were grabbing me ?"

Just recently I had an OBE where an entity, disquised as a person whom I trust, tried to somehow trick me in to something, but I saw through his disquise before he had a chance to complete what he had in mind. When he realised that I see through his disquise he grapped on to my wrist quite hard.. I tried to "banish" him, but I couldn't speak. He seemed amused, and I tried to speak, until I was able to pray mentally strongly enough to get away from there. Then I returned to my body, and felt that my wrist were still being grapped quite hard.. so I tried prying the fingers open, the feeling subsided when I got up and sitting.

I really don't know how this works, but I'm thinking that I returned to my body, but my astral body was loose enough for the entity to keep grabbing me.. I really don't know if I was physically or astrally prying open those finger, but it seemed as real as physical, and I was there on my body at that moment.

"also, why is it that sometimes i feel like there is an invisible barrier not allowing me to move a certain way ? is there anyway i can get past that ?"

I haven't experienced this, but if they are able to keep you from talking, and grapping onto you and pulling to different directions, maybe the negative entities can do this also.. if the projector isn't proficient enough to get through the walls.. This is new to me, so I don't have anything helpful to say to this one..

"i projected today, and when i do project, i'll have maybe 5 or 6 experiences in a row since i pull myself back in everytime i go into sleep paralysis.  why sometimes is it that i can feel myself having an OBE, but i can't exactly see very easily ? usuallyu around the 4th or 5th  experience i'll feel myself tapping where people have told me my "third eye"(?) is to try and get my eyes to open.  i dont understand how things are blurry during certain experiences and crystal clear in others ..."

I sometimes OBE in succession also.. I've also had many many times when I can't see anything, but then asking/willing to have the vision I get it or at least somekind of blurry box through which I can see a little. If I remember correctly what I've read in the past, the not being able to see is related to having too little energy.. so energy work would 'officially' be the correct answer I think..

In your experience you seem to have problems with your vision with the later projections of the row.. so what I said earlier might have some merit to it. And as it was with me when I projected 3 times in a row. First time around I saw perfectly. With another projection I didn't see anything, before I willed myself a vision.. which was very restricted and blurry. After second projection I spend a minute or two raising energy but don't really know if I saw with this one, I fell through the wall accidently as soon as I projected, so I don't know if it was pitch black or I didn't see. I lost RTZ while roaming around blind there, but when I got outside of there I could see normally.. so maybe it really is an energy issue.

-Harrif