Help With Demon.

[Exzalibar]

Hello all,

I have a expierence to tell you all and i am desperately looking for help with this.

One day i was using a drug, an inhalent, probaly the most stupidist thing i ever did.
(The hallucinations of this drug where in my minds eye, i believe, seeing as i didnt ''see'' it but ''knew'' it was there, in my imagination*1000%. ) While on the drug and it kicked in, i was unaware i had taken it.

So here it goes:

When i took it for the 5th time or so, suddenly i didnt felt happy at all but there came this dread across me, When i looked outside the bushes turned into skulls and this robed black harry potter like figure came toward me, I was kneeling on the floor ( while in reality i was standing facing the wall Or something like that ) and this figure ''sucked'' itself into my throat, I did not moved, i was in complete terror and thought i was dying and going to hell or something. But it got into my throat and into my stomache.

I then prayed to god please please forgive me ! and this white light shined for a flash of a second and i was still alive.

So there is still a lingering feeling in my throat of a blockage of some sort, like a belt straped just beneath my adams apple.

So 1 year later while smoking marijuana i tried some prayanam breathing techniuces, and i felt this flow of breath going to my stomache and the demon dissolved and just ''puffed'' into nothingness on exhale.

It was for me like the combining of 2 minds or something - i felt i had a soul, and i knew i was carrying a lot of hatred in my heart wich i never realised.
I felt perfectly clear.

( i hyperventilated  almost all my life )

So this feeling of the ''belt'' is still with me in meditation, i just cant breath fully and my head is very foggy.
This cant last very long i need to get this sorted out before i spend my life wasted
Please help me 

Friendly greets Exzalibar

[Xanth]

Sounds like you had a very bad trip... and yes, it was most likely all created by you until you realised it and cast if off. 

All I can say is you fought your own inner demon and won.    Goodstuff.

[cocteautwin]

there is no such thing as a demon, that is all YOU. you see yourself.

[Xanth]

there is no such thing as a demon, that is all YOU. you see yourself.

Well, I wouldn't go as far as saying demons "don't" exist...
We really don't have any proof of their existence or non-existence either way. 

I will say that most "problems" which people account to demons as being problems caused from within.