i just had an experience!

[i smoke and drink coffee]

Hello.
Well... feeling quite bummed about an issue which I will post here in a minute in a different category, I decided to try and banish existence.  I was banishing inwards, and absorbing the banishing, like 'invocation of banishing'.  So I must have got some energy, cuz I kept waking up.  I don't know if it was my brother or what it was, maybe the cats?? but I kept seeing the curtain opening and closing very quickly.  Not the infamous 'viel' just the curtain on my door that leads to the other chamber.

So I was getting very hot, and unfurled out of the blankets.  I think I got up, and took a wee.  Then I went back to bed with greater intention of banishing existence.  This was about three hours ago!  Amazing how much time has passed, well anyway...
I kind of woke up a bit out of dreamless sleep, and I seen my hyper bro enter the room, and he drilled something into the wall.  My sub conscious must be one crazy place, that's what I get for trying to build a realm.  In my sub conscious, I was thinking, "That's my brother.  He moves so fast.  What is he doing in my room?  The computer is off.  He must be looking for something."  and thoughts like that were going full steam.
So, next thing I knew, I was laying in bed, and I grabbed onto my penis and made it very huge.  uh... I always do that.  Part of missing being a full blood solar satyr!!  lol, so, I proceeded with my usual ritual.  My brother came in, and started raising cane.  I got knocked out... and woke up almost immediately, and proceeded with the exact same sex ritual.  My brother came in again, I got knocked out.  Woke up immediately, began ritual.  So he came in, and started asking all these questions.  "Where did you get one that big?  What are you doing here?  How are you doing these things?"  So I got up, still engaged in what I was doing yet talking telepathically, and I grabbed my book, the little notebook that I'm writing containing all types of both magickal and scientific information in brief summary form.  And I told him, "Well I'm banishing.  See?  It's right here, on one of these pages.  Well, read it!  I wrote it, so read it.  Nobody else will."
So he dragged me into the bathroom, and started to give me a lecture.  Thing is, time was moving very fast, and I had only my sensation of what I was doing.  I could 'see', but I didn't care for what I was seeing.  My bro said, "Aw man!!  Awww man!!  You know what?  It takes some people seventy years to write a book.  Some people spend whole years of their life writing books.  You're already 29, and this is it!?  You've summarized all this stuff in 795 words, ok, it makes sense.  Now go back to bed."  So I went back to bed after I got knocked out.
And woke up, and proceeded to go about the exact same sex ritual.  Like an obsession, it seems.  And he came back in, and started raising cane again!!  I just sat there, doing what I was doing.  Got knocked out, again.
So I woke up again, and made it big, was fooling around the options on this equipment, and then I heard him upstairs.  So I thought, "Oh no, he's caught a child.  I have to stop him."  and fully engaged in what I was doing, I stormed upstairs, and seen that his wife was with him in bed.  And I said telepathically, "Well I'm glad it's a woman!!"  which is funny.  Some people think my bro and I are gay.  So I went back downstairs, got knocked out, and woke up in the material plane.

So, from this experience, I can figure out that people live perfectly ordinary lives in the astral at all hours of the day.  It's no different than what I did as a child and with the shadow world.  Although, in the Brainwave Shadow, I was a teleporting, explosive, destructive, high energy, psionic lord.  It seems that people live both a mundane physical existence, while harvesting energy to use in their astral escapades.  All it took for me to find that out was falling asleep with the intention of banishing everything.  Honestly!  If all it takes is banishing, without parasitism, and considering you can generate all the energy you want just with sheer willpower, why are people insisting on knocking me out of the astral?  Is it due to my destructive tendancies?  Hm.  Well, I'll try another banishing.  And, now that I'm awake, I have a wicked headache.  Headaches never used to bother me, I could 'banish them' as soon as they appeared when I was young.  I better get on this, looks like my realm needs my help, if, in fact, there is anything left of it!

Thank God for the neutral paradox, the positrumfric hyper point, and the negative refracting bracer.

[Chaos Mage]

Very good very good, bravo bravo, I applaud you, myself.  LOL!

[Xanth]

smoke...

Please pick a single account to post on.

[Chaos Mage]

Yes Ryan, Chaos Mage is my primary nick for most of my internet voyage from here on out.  Perhaps in the future I will choose another?  'smoke' was just a temporary nick, it was not intended to be 'permanent'.  It will no longer be used.  I have others, "Perversion Of Evil"  "JetPacksomething or the other" and a few others which I don't even remember.  I lost their passwords and don't know what emails they were under.  Chaos Mage is the new primary and all of my posts until a future date will be under Chaos Mage.

[Xanth]

Thanks bud

Just as a reminder to everyone else as well:

http://www.astralpulse.com/aup.html

Multiple accounts are not permitted.

Create one account, make sure you're satisfied with the name, and keep it. Be sure to choose your user name carefully. If you wish to change your user name for whatever reason, please contact the moderators or administrator.

Thanks!  Please continue on with the thread. 

[Chaos Mage]

Oh I didn't know that the user name could be changed, it's been about seven years since I read any of the rules.  Well I've gone and violeted the terms of use, is there going to be a punishment or reprocussion?  Especially considering that I have several multiple accounts.  I really didn't know that it was against the rules, but in the beginning, I lost my passwords and couldn't get back on under those nicks, and no way that I knew on how to retrieve it.

Is this going to be a problem?
Sorry for the violation, regardless, I'm sticking with Chaos Mage.  It's my new primary user name for most of the things that I am doing.