astral projecting and depression

[angie_a000]

(hopefully this don't scare you guys) lol

Well hopefully this doesn't turn into a long post
Back when i was younger i was depressed for a while.  Alot of it was caused by having feelings of being like I was not here, emptiness.  And that feeling would last to such a point where I couldn't take it.

couldn't take it to the point where I was wanting to end my life over it.  I started learning about astral projection recently and thought it was really amazing that one could have experiences like this.  After my first experience I had I was addicted The love i felt from it was so amazing.  But after a while I  just still couldn't take the feeling of being empty and sad all the time.  

I was seriously thinking about how i was gonna kill myself before I went to bed.  I remember feeling like i was going into the trance state and some how woke up in the middle of it and was like alright I'm gonna have an obe and continued relaxing. the vibrations started to  get out of whack and were getting to powerful for me to handle.  My body started to feel like It was being ripped apart I tried to will myself back but wasn't happening was getting to painful for me and some how I just exited my body from it.  I remember floating up above my body and see it Grey and cold looking and all scrunched up.  There was peace for those few astral seconds.  and then i was launched back into my body and started to feel that pain again.  Then I herd a screeching voice.. Sounded like a boy and a girl telling me to "try  harder' and woke up after that.  

It really has changed my life though and after that experience I didn't get no more of those feelings like I wasn't here/emptiness.  And well I'm still here and happy

After I look back at that experience I think that I was feeling my own emotions and how it was killing me and bringing those feelings that i had

[Ivanda]

Angie,

thanks for sharing. It is great that AP helped u. When did it happen, is it a real change?
I have suffered from depression and still experience lots of anxiety, but learning and experiencing some of the astral and psy stuff helped me too a lot to feel more optimistic.

Hugs,
Ivanda

[angie_a000]

I hope your expereinces help you just like they have me.  I'm not really sure when this expereinec occured I never kept a log of them and I wish I did.  I just remember i was 17.  And now I'm 21 Still healing a little bit.  But atleast I feeling whole instead of empty.  

And I"m glad I did tried harder I met my soulmate

lol sorry not very good with words sometimes.  

But yes it was a real change.  It's helped me look at life differntly and I thank god for letting me expereince that.

Wish I could help ya out more.  But it's a hard thing to deal with, and takes some time to heal....

anyway gotta go to work wish i could chat more
-angie

[Dannyboy1121]

It's funny - whenever I actually did any chakra work it always brought depression and daytime confusion on.

[Forw4rd]

I used to suffer horribly from depression and im still very anxious in situations with a lot of people.. Im only 19 though..

[angie_a000]

I used to suffer horribly from depression and I'm still very anxious in situations with a lot of people.. I'm only 19 though.

Doesn't really matter if u 19 u can still have these feelings and stuff... I had em when i was 15..and also when in large groups I'd start to get an anxiety alot and would have to find a quite place to calm down..

Still affects me every-now and then but not as much...I usually conversate with myself (not out loud) and discuss things kinda.. not like "hey how are you doing today Angie" lol just like situations and try to work threw them..

glad some of ya are checking out post doesn't make me feel to psycho Now lol ><