Thanks for visiting,
The following is a journey where I first viewed myself from above, and got caught up in a horrible dilemma.
Every astral project I've ever had is against my willingness.. and last night was the same.. it first started where I was in a dream talking to some guy at a hotel.. I was going to order wine for some reason.. I made a hand gesture in the dream that ripped me from the dream to being awake...
I woke up.. or at least everything felt like reality.. but I was not able to really move? just drift one way or the other? thats when I knew I was astral projecting again I was NOT awake! (at least physically)
So I knew what to do, either physically freak out and become awake for real... or play around.. which this time I felt very safe.. unlike other times.. and I decided to turn around.. thus viewing my body (face with arm hanging out, rest of body under my blanket)
this is the first time I really saw myself (in another I did view my arm/hand but that was it)
PROBLEM
I also viewed my girlfriend who was asleep next to me, I observed her position.. and decided I would wake myself up and see if that was how it was in the physical reality
I tried my usual tricks as hard as possible and could not wake up.. it felt like 5 minutes.. I was whispering as loud as possible "help".. trying to physically jump awake... but was trapped.. it was the scariest experience yet... I've never felt so trapped before during my experiences
eventually I did get awake.. found my girlfriends body was NOT as viewed in the experience.. so she either moved.. or it was just me making up how she was positioned during my astral projection!
Very weird overall.. Any thoughts or similar experiences?