Looking inside my body

[UmmaGumma]

I have been having some heart problems lately.  As a result, something compelled me to do something that I had never done before while having an OBE: Look inside my body.

While I was lying on my bed, I fell into the sleep state that allows me to have an OBE.  But instead of floating up and leaving my body, I remained lying on the bed while having an OBE.  I then raised up my right leg and stared at it.  At first I seen my blue pant leg, and then right before me, I was able to see the veins in my leg and watched as the blood circulated throughout my leg.  I then did the same with my left leg and saw the same thing.  I was impressed with how healthy the inner workings of my legs appeared to be.

Next, I looked down at my brown AC/DC T-shirt and pulled back the collar, exposing the left side of my chest.  At first all I saw was my skin.  And then amazingly, the skin on my chest gradually faded away, exposing my heart.  When I looked at my heart, it appeared dark and diseased.  I was so terrified by the sight of my heart, I quickly let go of my shirt collar so I wouldn't have to look at it.  Man, this experience really terrified me.  Seeing my heart in that condition, I don't even have any words to describe such an experience... 

[radman32]

what would be a good validation would be to go to the doctors and see if it is truely 'infected' ... but what kind of OBE would u say this was, cuz i thought u'd only see ur etheric body, so if it wasn't like a lucid dream or anything, then ur subconsciousness would have created that terrifying image, and ur thoughts and feelings agreed ... yea i don't really know but jw

[UmmaGumma]

Yeah, I agree that I should see a doctor.  But I was just kind of amazed by the experience.  I know it wasn't a result of lucid dreaming.  I've had the experiences enough that I can distinguish one experience from the other.  The experience was the same as it is when I first reach the separation stage of an OBE, only instead of floating away from my body, I must have just lingered above it as I viewed the inside of my body.  Anyway, who knows...?

[Xanth]

Don't discount that what you saw could have been biased by what you were expecting to see.