Lucid dreams and requesting to enter Astral.

[Mydral]

Ok this is a recollection what happend to me during 1 morning.

Well last morning I started off with dreaming very realistic dreams. They went to the lucid and I got the knowledge I would wake up in the physical and knew right away that i could close my eyes, "wake up" in my dream and would be lucid. This did in fact happen.

Now here is the strange part. Although I knew it was a dream I could only controll it partially. I could not change objects or make objects in the dream appear easily, acctually almost of the time it did not work wich frustrated me. Also I did one thing while beeing lucid and there was a voice or a thought telling me I should stop doing the activity immidiatly. After that objects I created for the activity changed to things I could not use anymore. It was impossible to change them back.

At one point I requested to enter the Astral plane. Then something weird happened. An image started apearing infront of me, like "picture in picture" mode in some TV's. I concentrated on that image and let it fill my entire vision because I thought that now I would enter the Astral. How wrong I was....... everything was totally wrong in that image that came, I can't remember exactly what it was by I have this feeling that  it showed a doll... some kind of living doll... as if the world was made out of string. (this is just what I have in my mind when I try to remember).

So all in all it was a pretty good experience, exspecially the knowledge in the waking state that i could resume sleep and would wake up in a lucid dream after a short while. I lost this knowledge now........ there is again doubt, I really wonder what made me so sure last morning.