I hope this post doesn't make Emmy jealous, but for the sake of consciousness research I must write.
I fell asleep at around 11:30 PM last night and as I fell asleep I tried to clear my mind by observing thoughts without becoming attached to them. Around 5 AM I woke up and ran to the bathroom and then came back to bed and began trying the same techniques in an attempt to astral project. I was tired and my mind was not really coherent so I started trying to push thoughts away. I realized what I was doing and then began allowing my thoughts to drift in without resistance. I was surprised at some of the random thoughts that were entering my mind. For example a fleeting thought of a specific trip to McDonald's with my Dad when I was a small child entered my head. These thoughts came and went for 10 minutes or so and during this time frame vibrations were felt several times.
Around 5:30 AM I felt the sensation of myself being bouncing around inside my body. I knew what this was because it's happened before so I envisioned myself violently bouncing back and forth and within couple of seconds I felt a release and I floated up into the ceiling and things went completely black. I suspected that I was stuck in the ceiling so I thought about standing in my backyard and as I did I felt movement as I drifted from the roof area of my house down into the backyard.
While I was standing in the yard I had full waking consciousness. I knew my name, address etc. I knew that I was either asleep, in some altered state of consciousness or in another reality. I stood there for a minute and let it all soak in. My quality of perception was very good this time and the quality of vision and my senses was superb, equal to or better than waking life.
I looked around and the first thing that came to mind was that I needed to validate and collect evidence. This is where reality fluctuations came into play. I had the idea of floating over to my neighbors house and looking around inside. The idea was that if I ever go inside her house I might be able to identify something I saw in this state. I probably need to rethink my methods of validation.
I floated over to this window that doesn't really exist in waking life (reality fluctuation) and I pressed my head against the screen in the window (another reality fluctuation, it's too cold for open windows). Inside I could see her getting a small girl ready for school. She glanced over in my direction at one point but she didn't seem to notice me there. I was at the window for about a minute and then things shifted.
I found myself standing on the front porch of a house with her on the street I grew up on as a child. She was tinkling off the front porch in an attempt to put out a cigarette that she had just thrown on the ground. This was all to funny for me so I asked her if she could see me? She nodded and said yes. I laughed out loud and asked her "You know you are in my dream, right?". She didn't really answer, either she was a dream character or she was just drifting in unconsciousness, it's hard to say.
She took off running towards the house where my dad lives and jumped into this truck that I have never seen before. This is the part Emmy will like. I jumped in behind her and asked her if she wanted to have sex just to see how she would respond. She agreed to this, but as we started undressing darkness faded in and I found myself back in bed. I question my level of lucidity at this point because I know that I would not cheat in waking life.
I lost lucidity because in my mind I really thought I was awake, but I should have known that I wasn't because someone out back was mowing the lawn. It's unlikely that someone would be mowing the lawn at this time of year and at this time of morning. Still this wasn't enough to make me realize that I was sleeping and the dream continued for about another hour before I finally woke up and wrote this.
The conclusion here is that I was either in the RTZ with extreme reality fluctuations or I was having a lucid dream. Either way I had full waking consciousness. Emmy, you have my permission to have dream sex with anyone that you want.
RTZ?
RTZ = Real Time Zone
Quote from: dbmathis on January 10, 2010, 17:32:22
While I was standing in the yard I had full waking consciousness. I knew my name, address etc. I knew that I was either asleep, in some altered state of consciousness or in another reality. I stood there for a minute and let it all soak in. My quality of perception was very good this time and the quality of vision and my senses was superb, equal to or better than waking life.
I looked around and the first thing that came to mind was that I needed to validate and collect evidence.
Wonderful experience and great post !
I think it sounds like a run of a mill OBE till the above quoted line, where, as you rightly said, it all turned into a dream. For me also, collecting evidence is usually the first thing that I think of as soon as I get out (and sometimes seek an evolved being, for getting some confirmation or help or knowledge). I start by reciting my name, address, phone number, just as you did, to ascertain that I'm really "me" in that weird place. Then the proof process begins, but so far nothing has worked for me. The problem here is as soon as you "want" something it instantly starts happening, but only in a very twisted way.
I guess having a definite proof protocol would ensure stability. But I have no idea what it should be.
i've had that same thing happen to me right before I was about to have sex in a lucid dream two times.. its very frustrating lol