In my early projections, I found myself in need of a guide. I had been asking and trying to find one for about 3 months now, and just yesterday finally met my guide! I ask anyone reading that has experience beyond mine (i'm VERY new to this) to explain to me your thoughts on what I've experienced and what I can do better/differently, your interpretations, etc.
Here's what happened:
The day before yesterday I was meditating (i'm new to this only the past 6 months or so, but have had some wonderful experiences) in efforts to project. At some point, I began to hear a voice. The voice was of what I interpreted as a small Indian (Hindu) man. He seemed to be pleading with an authority figure who replied to him without speaking:
Indian Man- "Please, I can help him! Let me SHOW him!"
Other- No, I am handling him. You aren't capable. (again, implied somehow but not spoken)
Indian Man- "I CAN help! Please! I will only show him the basics, PLEASE!"
I awoke from my meditation confused and excited. I wondered if I had been being guided all along by an entity that was using a 'hands-off' approach, allowing me to explore on my own. My best guess was that the Indian man was asking the other presence if he could step in and just show me the ropes. The other presence seemed to be the one in charge, and carried a far stronger energy than the Indian man. I discussed all this with a close friend of mine who I've shared most of my projections and meditations with. He agreed that this seemed plausible.
The next day (yesterday) I was eager to make another attempt. I fell asleep, and ultimately was dreaming. I dreamt that I was in a house of a stranger, and I was being haunted. Unable to leave (i think i was waiting for someone) I decided to meditate and see what the 'haunting' was all about-
As soon as i started to try and meditate in this dream, I realized I was dreaming. In my experience, anytime a dream becomes lucid, projection becomes very easy.
My projection started immediately. I sunk into the bed, twisted 180 degrees, and began flipping multiple times backward into the void. I found myself floating in empty space, but sensed that I wasn't alone. I could also hear my breathing. It was loud, and sounded as if I was wearing a space suit (Darth Vader-esque). I decided to ask the presence what it's name was.
ME- "What is your name?"
(immediately after i asked, i heard a robotic, machine like sound. it became clear to me somehow that my voice was being interpreted and my words were being echoed in some sort of alien language)
Presence- ...
Receiving no answer, I repeated the question.
ME- "What is your name?"
As soon as I finished the question, I felt the most incredible feeling I've ever felt while projection. It felt like an extreme warmth and love feeling (like a mother's hug x10000) that started at the top left of my head and passed through to my right shoulder. It was as if the spirit moved through me! I HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCED ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE! IT WAS TRULY MAGNIFICENT! I could feel my body smiling and heard myself laugh with joy at the beautiful feeling.
It occurred to me that this entity may exist in a dimension where names do not exists because spoken language is unnecessary. I assumed the touch was a way of introducing itself.
The next thing I saw was I was on a beach in the dark. It was beautiful with moonlight lighting the waves as they crashed to the short. A very beautiful Korean woman (who somewhat resembled the actress from LOST) approached me wearing white pants, a white undershirt, and a white collared shirt opened and blowing in the breeze. She said something along the lines of "I'm here, what would you like to do?"
I thought of asking her to see my best friend who died several years ago, but immediately thought it might be overwhelming, and perhaps too much to ask at my first introduction to a guide. I instead asked to visit the house I grew up in. I often dream of this house and I'm unsure why. But remembering it so vividly I've often thought when I first get movement in the Astral down, it would be a first stop because it should be very easy for me to imagine.
She said "okay" and we were instantly hovering over the geographical place where my previous house was. It was different however. My neighbors house was now a daycare of sorts, and my house was an OBGYN office. (very weird). The houses themselves, and the landscape was the same, but their were signs hanging and their use was now different. (This I cannot explain. My best guess is that she was HELPING me with this first travel, and perhaps things weren't quite right because it wasn't as I remembered it, but as she interpreted my memory, with some telepathic interference or something. Anyone that can offer a good explanation for this, I'd love to hear!)
I wanted to question the differences, but was also nervous I'd offend her and/or be snapped back. I instead said "Okay, can we go back to the beach?"
"Go right ahead" (or something like that) she said.
I thought it, and we were instantly back at the beach. We were kind of at a boardwalk about 500 ft from the water. I said "I want to be closer! In the waves!" She said "well, go on ahead!"
I thought it, and instantly I was in the waves, though not feeling the water. Rather, it passed through me. I turned and saw her standing on the sand away from the water. I asked why she wasn't joining me and her response still makes me laugh.
"Are you crazy? This is Florida!" And she appeared very grossed out by the water. (My best interpretation of this is that she has experienced multiple lifetimes or multiple worlds with multiple beaches, and the one I imagined probably paled in comparison. Again, anyone that has a different interpretation, please share!)
I awoke at this point, and tried diligently to go right back into a projection for about a half hour. Immediately during my waking, the word/name "Gaia" jumped into my mind from out of nowhere (much like in meditation). When I realized it was failing and I was waking up further and further, I decided I'd better write down what I had just experienced. I dont know if Gaia was a name that I am being given to call her back, but I do know it is the word or name of the Earth goddess.
Questions-
Should I attempt to refer to my guide as this, or is it an arbitrary name I am assigning? I'm trying really hard to not offend or put off any of the entities that offer me help. Again, I'm still new at this.
Any good explanation for the slight differences in my previous home?
Next time I project, should I expect to see my guide again?
Was this guide the same as the Indian man voice I was hearing?
How can I thank my guide, or show my appreciation? Should I utilize all of my time projecting to ask my guide questions, or will the guide get annoyed?
Thank you all for reading! I know I can go on in great detail. I find that when I'm passionate about something the words flow effortlessly and my writings tend to get long. Thank you again, and I hope to hear from any and all of you!
if thats the name she gave you then go ahead and use it if you want to see her again. you wont offend anything if you really dont want to, they know your new to this. sounds like a great time. when i am out and want to see my guide or what have you, i just ask. sounds like you are on a fast track. just keep up with remembering your experiances.
Congrats for that wonderful experience!
Keep us posted :wink:
Thats a very great experience! Question, was it a native american guy or an indian subcontinent guy?
It was an Indian subcontinent guy- (i heard the accent only, and felt the presence- didn't see anyone).
why do you ask?