Moon n mum

[fowlskins]

I've been actively trying to AP quite a bit lately and although I haven't had much success I've had a few lucid moments, last night though or I guess the early hours of today I suddenly became aware I was in the vibrational state, I had the sensation that I was laying face down which is pretty rare for me these days (but on reflection how I slept more as a teen and fits this scenario)

After a minute or so of increasing vibrations I decide it was time to make an effort to leave my body and rolled from my front to my back and used the momentum to get out which I did I was now stood up in my bedroom but my astral leg was stuck in my body lied on the bed I had to give a good yank to separate completely, I turned to look at myself and my body on the bed was doing some I'd spasms (I never usually see myself at all when I've managed to project close to my body)

I walk to leave the room and I notice my body is still buzzing and tingling quite a lot in close proximity to myself, I walk downstairs and see my reflection in the kitchen window my hair is wild and I call myself John lydon and chuckle to myself

Then my mum comes into the kitchen in her wheelchair I smile and ruffle her hair (my mum was a long time sufferer of multiple sclerosis and died just over a year and a half ago now)

I walk into the dining room and I'm looking into a bag of chocolate eggs and I wake up and scramble to find something to record the experience, nothing around school boy error I get up go to the kitchen and write some notes while I'm up I take a leak and have a drink I'm still feeling nice and groggy like I could phase again and give it a go but I'm unsuccessful and wake to my alarm

Now I'm reflecting and writing it all up in my blog a few things to note for me was the experience was from my old teenage bedroom in my mum and dads house the orientation of how I was sleeping was all correct as it would have been back then, my appearance in the window was also how my hair would have been back then in my punk rock phase, seeing my mum in her wheelchair was a short lived moment with just a ruffle of hair but still a nice moment

This is the second time I've essentially time traveled during an AP the other thing I'd like to note is it's the morning after much of the world witnessed a total eclipse (just partial here in the uk) but I wonder if that had any power to it

[fowlskins]

This was a very brief astral awareness but I'm finding today that I keep revisiting it in my mind and that for what was essentially exiting walking down stairs seeing my mum and waking up I'm taking a lot of learning moments from it
The use of momentum from the roll makes me realise that I don't have a go to exit strategy it's very situational with me and different every time
I spent a lot of time feeling how my body felt rather than focusing on the dreamscape itself
Also I'm now realising that i was exiting from a dream body as my actual body was lied in completely different orientation in a completely diferente house